series of unfortunate events

How would u feel, if u're getting news of people around you have passed away? undescribable. This i may call my series of unfortunate events. I thought, what the heck since i'm now working in a hospital, and u know how fast things go in hospitals. Today they are ok, the next day, they're gone. But nope, it didnt help me, not a bit. to start off with, my old friend, Fadil died in mid August. he succumbed to his injuries after a road accident. the news came like a thunder. I thought he was already getting better, thus i postponed my visit to the hospital. what a shame. He died the next day. Shame. shame. I wished i had visited him. and thats only a wish.

With Fadil no longer alive, and me consistently monitored my friend [the gf] i know she is going through a rough time trying to get used to the fact that Fadil is no longer here, made it even harder for me to come to a realisation that he's gone. sometimes, after reading what she sent to his f*riendster, i thought he is still alive and well.. Just as i was about to come out of it, i received a news from my cousin that my aunt is very ill. Didnt want to take the chance of not getting to see her incase if she died, i went to see her. with Him of course. She died the next morning. that was early thursday morning. And on sunday morning, i was awakened by my mother, telling me that our neighbour from our previous home, the son died in an accident. and he was my age. sedihkan?

tu tak kira lagi patients ICU. i am now supplying meds for ICU patients. Its just sad. I wish u people well, and i'll always make d'ua to Allah, that He'll grant us good health and let us enjoy the days remembering Him, praying to Him, and enjoy the company of our loved ones. insyaAllah.

I wish Hasrul bin Rashid (a patient in the ICU) well. May Allah help u and bless you. May Allah bless us all. amiin..