Urrrrp... Alhamdulillah.. Dinner was yummy. Had Ikan kembung singgang, ikan kembung bakar with cicah budu, cili api n petai, on top of that, ada sayur goreng and it was all good. then, we sambung chit chat after dinner.. biasa lah kan? Gelak2 and all. It was all good.. i could take my mind off of work for an hour.
Hari ni, i had a super long day at work. Haih. We had to get this particular vaccine. We called up all the hospitals in Klang Valley. We could only get 4 vials. We needed 6 vials. Tried Seremban, Melaka, Johor, even Kuantan and Ipoh to get the vaccine.. But to no avail. I was very busy making calls today and it was just so tiring.. I was worried because the patients who needed the vaccines are babies. newborn babies to be exact. And its really frustrating that, this incident happened not on natural cause, but because of circumstances that could actually be avoided. Anyways, things happened. Dah sibuk bebel2 tu.. things came back to me in no time.
I received a call from one of the assistants, telling me that the ICU staff nurse came down to return a vaccine (a different one) that i have dispensed earlier before i went home. I was supposed to dispense HI vaccine. But i took out VZ Vaccine. I wont say i am lucky.. but i would say, the doctor/nurses did their job well, read the label i gave and read the name of the given vaccine. Thank you. So, they returned it back before administering it to the patient. It got me wonder.. Baru aku bebel to those yg xbuat kerja betul2. But, actually.. anything can happen. But anyways, i've learnt my lesson. I will make an incident report and will have it sent to my superior. Responsibility must come first. right?
All praise to the Almighty.. Salam
Monday, March 30, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
just updates
I just got back from the ICU round. its damn tiring. mentally definitely.. physically too now that i'm pregnant. i haven't had lunch, and baby is already hungry.. i can tell. hihi, kan baby? Anyways, aside from yawning every 5 minutes, I am verifying the prescriptions and its boresome. Called husband a while ago. he said, he'll be coming home abit late today. FUTSAL, FUTSAL. i can't complain much see, coz he needs alot of exercise. his tummy IS bulging out. and in no time, he wouldnt be able to shove his cute butt down into his pants. hihi.. sorry bang!! I love you so much! hihihihi..
activities these past few days? None. Owh owh.. last saturday, husband and i went to OU to check out some baby stuff. hihi. well, we went into mcare. But husband went ballistic (hahahah) when he sees the prices. 'xpe baby.. we'll get nice, cute and comfortable stuff for you' says husband. i x kisah pun. i have a lot more to think of at the moment than cute clothes. huhu.. maybe later.. I am so disorganized. aihh.. nak beranak kat mana pon, i couldnt decide. aaaargh.. hurmm.. mampu kah anda membantu ku?? anyways.. husbands agreed on buying baby a cool stroller. yeay!! okla. i need to do my work. ciao
activities these past few days? None. Owh owh.. last saturday, husband and i went to OU to check out some baby stuff. hihi. well, we went into mcare. But husband went ballistic (hahahah) when he sees the prices. 'xpe baby.. we'll get nice, cute and comfortable stuff for you' says husband. i x kisah pun. i have a lot more to think of at the moment than cute clothes. huhu.. maybe later.. I am so disorganized. aihh.. nak beranak kat mana pon, i couldnt decide. aaaargh.. hurmm.. mampu kah anda membantu ku?? anyways.. husbands agreed on buying baby a cool stroller. yeay!! okla. i need to do my work. ciao
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa?? Bila?
Its 3.15 a.m, and here i am at the hospital WORKING. haihhh.. I hate night shifts! coz it's just so tiring. Fortunately, there are only few sick people left waiting for their turn. I can see myself dozing off really soon.. heheh.. i couldnt stand staring at the stupid box. At this time of day usually the guards will turn some lights off.. berjimatkan.. ekonomi tengah gawat. and that's the best time to tido..
Since i am working, lets talk about work. MINE i mean. hihi. Sebenarnya, satelite ku berfungsi to supply medications to TWO Intensive Care Units. General ICU as well as Neonatal ICU. Dua-dua pon ICU. and because the nursing care provided are Intensive, maka akhirnya diriku ini terjebak dengan ke'stress'an ditempat kerja. I told you i have a super-efficient assistant. Yes, she helps me alot. And she makes managing the satelite so much easier. But u see, kerja ku juga melibatkan orang-orang yang bernama boss yang berpangkat lebih tinggi dari U41. dan juga staff nurses yang kebanyakkannya cantik-cantik (tetapi biadap), dan juga doktor-doktor yang kadang-kadang terlampau 'cinta' kan pesakit sehingga lupa akan tanggungjawab sebenar diorang. Iaitu, to function as a doctor/specialist. owh, and not to forget penolong ku yang makin lama, makin sukar untuk aku communicate with, because i believe we both hate each other, deep down inside. ahahaha.. Nevertheless, for me.. Work is Work. i dont carry personal things into my work.. or at least i try not to. But u see, when i'm getting all sorts of rumours (yang sering mencairkan taik telinga ku yg keras ni) from many people, it gets difficult. Really difficult.
I am lucky husband still make an effort to listen to all my complaints about this particular person, eventho i know he too couldnt handle the stress of just listening. i try not to complain too much, but sometimes.. kesakitan hati itu is just unbearable, yang tahap boleh meletop. and believe me, i feel alot better after that. hehehe.. I love you Abang.. muaaah! Thing is, masalah perasaan ini, for me are too small a matter. And i have 18 patients in the ICU that needs medications.. So, i brushed it off aside just many times. Cuma, akhir-akhir ini.. things got out of hands. Nampaknya, aku juga sudah tidak mampu to maintain professional.. and its getting personal now. Aaaaarghh! I was called-in by my immediate superior.. and it sounded as though aku yang bermasalah. Aku kecewa.. i believe in this malay saying.. Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa. Tapi, in the end, i had to explain things.. and u know.. it is terribly depressing..
Tapi, hari ni.. keadaan menjadi lebih buruk. dan aku telah mengamuk sedikit. susah kerja when u can't communicate well with those working around you. And i do not agree kerja mengarah-arah. Aku kerja Gomen je. Banyak lagi boss2 yang perlu aku answer to. dan hanya 2 orang yg answer to me. And sebab ramai yang terlibat dalam chain kerja aku.. So, haruslah kita berbaik-baik sesama kita, right? kenapa kena kerja gaduh-gaduh dan xpuas hati?? Kerja lebih penting!! thing is, i tried to explain to her about how i hoped/want things to be. tapi, unfortunately dia susah nak menerima 'arahan' from me, apatah lagi untuk mendengar.. susah-susah.. haihhh..
Aku xsalahkan dia 100%. I believe i too contribute to this problem. Tapi i believe, bukan aku yg mulakan dulu. or at least, i know that i would never to hurt her feelings. Mungkin secara xsengaja.. dan i regret for the times that i've hurt her feelings. hurmm.. haiiihhhh... anyways.. i am already sleepy now..i think i just going to land myself on a not-so-comfortable-and-cold toto.. heheh.. oklah.. sekian bebelan ku..
Since i am working, lets talk about work. MINE i mean. hihi. Sebenarnya, satelite ku berfungsi to supply medications to TWO Intensive Care Units. General ICU as well as Neonatal ICU. Dua-dua pon ICU. and because the nursing care provided are Intensive, maka akhirnya diriku ini terjebak dengan ke'stress'an ditempat kerja. I told you i have a super-efficient assistant. Yes, she helps me alot. And she makes managing the satelite so much easier. But u see, kerja ku juga melibatkan orang-orang yang bernama boss yang berpangkat lebih tinggi dari U41. dan juga staff nurses yang kebanyakkannya cantik-cantik (tetapi biadap), dan juga doktor-doktor yang kadang-kadang terlampau 'cinta' kan pesakit sehingga lupa akan tanggungjawab sebenar diorang. Iaitu, to function as a doctor/specialist. owh, and not to forget penolong ku yang makin lama, makin sukar untuk aku communicate with, because i believe we both hate each other, deep down inside. ahahaha.. Nevertheless, for me.. Work is Work. i dont carry personal things into my work.. or at least i try not to. But u see, when i'm getting all sorts of rumours (yang sering mencairkan taik telinga ku yg keras ni) from many people, it gets difficult. Really difficult.
I am lucky husband still make an effort to listen to all my complaints about this particular person, eventho i know he too couldnt handle the stress of just listening. i try not to complain too much, but sometimes.. kesakitan hati itu is just unbearable, yang tahap boleh meletop. and believe me, i feel alot better after that. hehehe.. I love you Abang.. muaaah! Thing is, masalah perasaan ini, for me are too small a matter. And i have 18 patients in the ICU that needs medications.. So, i brushed it off aside just many times. Cuma, akhir-akhir ini.. things got out of hands. Nampaknya, aku juga sudah tidak mampu to maintain professional.. and its getting personal now. Aaaaarghh! I was called-in by my immediate superior.. and it sounded as though aku yang bermasalah. Aku kecewa.. i believe in this malay saying.. Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa. Tapi, in the end, i had to explain things.. and u know.. it is terribly depressing..
Tapi, hari ni.. keadaan menjadi lebih buruk. dan aku telah mengamuk sedikit. susah kerja when u can't communicate well with those working around you. And i do not agree kerja mengarah-arah. Aku kerja Gomen je. Banyak lagi boss2 yang perlu aku answer to. dan hanya 2 orang yg answer to me. And sebab ramai yang terlibat dalam chain kerja aku.. So, haruslah kita berbaik-baik sesama kita, right? kenapa kena kerja gaduh-gaduh dan xpuas hati?? Kerja lebih penting!! thing is, i tried to explain to her about how i hoped/want things to be. tapi, unfortunately dia susah nak menerima 'arahan' from me, apatah lagi untuk mendengar.. susah-susah.. haihhh..
Aku xsalahkan dia 100%. I believe i too contribute to this problem. Tapi i believe, bukan aku yg mulakan dulu. or at least, i know that i would never to hurt her feelings. Mungkin secara xsengaja.. dan i regret for the times that i've hurt her feelings. hurmm.. haiiihhhh... anyways.. i am already sleepy now..i think i just going to land myself on a not-so-comfortable-and-cold toto.. heheh.. oklah.. sekian bebelan ku..
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