Pandan?

Praise be to Allah
This is a Pandan tree.its not the typical pandan that we use in our cookings.mengkuang is in the Pandanus family.this is what i'll be doing for the next 4 months.starting in june.

buah pandan (pandan pun ada yang ada buah)

we will need to collect loads of Pandan from,i dont know where yet. we will be doing a research on it to look out for the important compounds in pandan. i think its gonna be a bit tedious,but its gonna be fun because we get to go places. that's it for now.

Animal Instinct

focusing and terribly irritated
(look at her whiskas)

there you go.

why are they still there?

i am writing this in respond to a blog i read earlier.

first and foremost,this is not something new.it has always been in the newspapers. and a few days back, the star published an article relating to the topic. i personally think, what these professionals should remember is they have a responsibility towards the people of the country, especially the tax payers. responsibilities outweighs any other thing that they claimed to be the reasons why they are still there.

the country is being built by those of my dad's age those in the 40's and 50's. including my dad, i believe our dads.these group, the largest group sent to various countries (UK, US, iraq,egypt, australia, etc2) to gain the knowledge the country needs with hopes that they will bring a light to the development of the country. and look at the results. arent we lucky enuff to be able to live in such comfort?so,what about those brains we need but barely here?but what about us? arent we supposed to continue their legacy?

and so they claimed, poor political condition. thus leads to poor organization and everything. but these politicians are getting old and tomorrow, is going to be our future. if the brilliant and smart ones are still there, we will always get stuck with those, un-educated, corrupt datuks and dato's and all la.things will never change. as a reminder, if u want something to change, u have to do it.DO it! not fret.these groups are already exposed to the world so they should use their power, or knowledge to help develop the country, physically and, hahaha politically. the government has provided a biotech-valley to place all the biotech experts.but if they are there, who's going to run it? pakcik potong rumput? govt hospitals, why do we keep on hiring foreign specialists when we have many of them? because they are there and not here.it makes a lot of difference when they are there and fret compared to IF they are here and serve and contribute.

the knowledge gained should not be wasted so selfishly for their own benefit. who says u cant get rich in Malaysia (even without having to bribe org gomen! hahahaha)ok sorry.not funny.i think up to this point,what i can say is, they are brilliant BUT selfish. to doctors in the UK, why are you so busy treating those brits when ur own people need u here? well, they paid their tax,what did u do to it?wow! look at your wallets! what so much money you've got there!! eww.

but here, i dont only blame these professionals. but the government as well. they should listen better to the people rather than listening to the Satans besides their ears.
another thing is, for doctors, i think they should regulate the opening of private clinics and focus more on hospitals. this i think will help the doctors to get better rests (and boleh la buat shift instead of on-calls), and be more focused in their job rather than counting their daily profits in the clinic by selling meds so expensively (not all la), and then they can consider of increasing these (so demanding) group of peoples salary. begitu juga dgn pharmacies in Malaysia. they should consider things like these.

the tax-payers dont just simply send these people to study abroad unpurposely.mmgla bukan anak die, tp if money is part of the reason why they're still there, than money IS also part of the reason why they should come back. and if they dislike the government, they have brains, they're smart. they should fight for their rights as malaysians in malaysia. 2 brains is always, always better than one. think about it, if 100 out of a thousand plus sent abroad comes back, u think they can change the country? as compared to the whole group working hand in hand to change to country in becoming a better place to live in. think about it.they were given the trust, and Amanah, they should never betray and act so selfishly.

i am only a local student here.i am not being exposed directly to the world like what the others studying abroad have. i have stayed in the UK when i was small, i did visit UK for a month or two. and how i like it, i love it too, i wish i could study there. it is like, something different yes, thats the word. its all about being different. but at the end of the day i can be different even if i stay in my own country, eventhough my mother says, 'u can stay there for another month,' i dont feel like staying there for another month. i have my family here in Malaysia. and it is not about money. its about my obligations.

there's this BM proverb, pasal hujan emas hujan batu. the point is, lebih baik negeri sendiri. tepuk dada, tanye selera. Think. i have more to say, but well, i'll put a stop to it,here. if u have comments, pls do.till then.

it looked perfect a week ago..

exams is finally, FINALLY over (whew!)
hooray!!
(note: the title has got nothing to do with my entry today.ahaks)

dealova?

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah
dalam tidur mu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin
bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapu
tanpa dirimu
karena hati telah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu
bahwa ku selalu memuja mu
tanpa mu sepinya waktu merantai hati
bayang mu seakan akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil rindu ku pada mu
seperti udara yg ku hela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatkan ku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi
dan sepi

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil rinduku padamu
kau seperti udara yg ku hela
kau selalu ada

sung by Once

i dont even know where and how to start..

Are they protecting the others for their own benefits?? for their own interests or for their own pocket? the question is why not even one supports the motion?

Voicing support for the motion, Shahrir, who is Johor Baru MP, said the matter should be investigated by the committee to clear the air as “integrity should begin in Parliament.” (taken from The Star)

Or ar they just afraid to admit that they are practicing corruption??

My belief is when a person is accused of falsehood, one should stand firm to justice and not be afraid to prove he is right.
Allah itu Maha Agung.

Till the next entry..

Praise be to Allah,
Most Glory, Most Gracious.

to avoid any incorrect or misleading information, i do not wish to elaborate further on the previous topic, Gospel Judas, coz i might create misunderstandings in some ppl.

Gospel Judas

The National Geography Quotes:

Lost for nearly 1,700 years, a crumbling papyrus manuscript presents the most hated man in history in a new light.

i watched a very interesting documentary again. the secret of Bible which actually unveiled the content of Gospel Judas.

a piece of the manuscript (taken from the NG website)

i'll write about it later. tomorrow, community pharmacy paper is waiting. I need to prepare. owh by the way, it was on The National Geographic channel TV special. so, try to check it out.

Click here to see the website.


Praise be to Allah.
Asma', this is very interesting trust me.