A Wedding in December

my deskmate of two years from secondary school will be tying the knot this december.. i cant believe that it is this soon.. i'm not jealous ok! hahaha.. her wedding reception will be held on the 9th of december.. and i have not booked the plane tix.. better hurry! nanti habis.. padan muka! owh yes, presents.. hmmm.. to tell the truth, i get headache everytime i try to look for a wedding present.. i dont want to be carrying pinggan-mangkuk on the plane.. i mean, i'll have to drag the thing with me like everywhere i go.. hmmm.. i really dont know..

kadang-kadang, wedding invitation ni can cause you a headache.. hahaha.. ok, not trying to be mean.. takkan la nak attend wedding org dgn tangan yg kosong kan?! (kalau open-house, xpe la lg, dak?! ;p) well, i still have the time to pandang-pandang.. i hope i'll be able to get something nice and sweet for the newly-weds..

So, Hana & husband (hehehe),
Congratulations and all the best to both of you! May Allah bless both of you and the future generations of the two of you.. amiiin..

emotionally unstable

i dont have much to say.. exams.. i mean, i have given my best shot when answering the questions, now, i leave it to the Almighty.. harap-harap semua ok.. amiin..

i still have one more paper.. ;(

makan-makan

hoho.. its good to have a bit of laughs, jokes, and something non-educational for the day..we even got to eat something other than the ordinary rice (important during exams week).. bukan nya tak makan nasi, i just dont have the time to think of something else to satisfy my hunger or 'gian' menguyah other than rice.. hohohoho.. anyways, its also good to see the girls dress up in nice and sweet clothes, to attend the open house.. owh, it was fun.. something for a change.. i mean, temporarily..




just look at them all smiling.. dont we just love to laugh??! of course we do kan? to my dear classmates, i hope u guys will be able to spend a bit of your time, to stop by at my house, (post-raya open house) and i hope, we'll all have great fun.. okay, i'm getting bored. and i feel sleepy.. prayers first! and ZZzZzzzZzzz......(for an hour only!)

cats!

what does she want? obviously she wont stop meoww-ing.. hihi..poor bebeh.. at the moment, she's facing the door (meowwing), waiting for it to be opened (beh, this is no Ali Baba where u sing for the door to be opened..)

she'll stood there (facing the door) for hours (not hours la.. until someone opens it), and if she caught you watching her, she'll blink her eyes, and pull a sad face.. aaaaww.. and if you ignore her, 1 minutes, 2 minutes, 3 minutes.. meoooooowww!! hahaha.. there she goes.. 'jap la beh!! oh haih!!' ciao..

the temperature went up! again..

*blink-blink*

it rained so heavily today.. accompanied by strong wind.. and it blew my umbrella away.. (and got it damaged). 2 km away from home, my car went over-heat.. (again.. *wink) well, i had just refilled the spare tank on sunday.. (it was empty then) but anyways, there was no leak from the engine, the 'minyak pelincir' is still within the required range.. Alhamdulillah.. i fret for a while.. "why now? why when it's raining so heavily?!" and at times, i was swearing to the car.. "bodoh la.. why la now?!" "tak gune punye kete" hahah.. then it strucked me.. all the 'what if' questions u know.. "what if it happened on the exams day? and the day was hot?!" or "what if it happened to my sisters who would not know how to react?!" (not many ppl look at the Temp indicator) i do, coz it happened a few times already..

owh, thanks Allah.. i mean, it was not that bad, the rain cooled down the engine way way faster than it could if it was a hot afternoon.. and my sisters, they were very concerned about me, they came all the way with 3 bottles of water to fill-up the radiator.. and a pump station being only 1000m away from where i stopped my car.. i must thank Allah that it happened today.. it could've been worse.. what a day.. really.. pheeww!!

the moral of the story, never leave the house when its raining so heavily.. the umbrella just wont do any good.. hihihi.. secondly.. always check the radiator.. at least once a week.. plus the spare tank.. always always ALWAYS!! or have a big bottle of water in the car, in case of emergency.. hhuhu.. and dont swear to your car.. they'll swear back at you.. and will make u suffer real bad. hahaha.. ok, toodles..

waiting on the world to change

now we see everything that's going wrong
with the world and those who lead it
we just feel like we dont have the means
to rise above and beat it

so we keep on waiting
waiting on the 'world' to change

of course we do see.. a good example, Da**r E***omi B**u. they preach about the 'Need' to help Bumi entrepreneur to grow better.. mcm cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan.. at the expense of the other races having to 'sacrifice' what they already have achieved for the 'pitiful' Bumi entrepreneurs (that was really, an embarrassment to us) of course i remembered.. so? to help these 'unsuccessful' group, the S**te G*vs were given the authority to select the rightful and MOST Deserving BEs to run the project.. little did we know that, what they mean by B*mi Ents is actually the D**os and Da**ks who knows very little/knows nothing about the the-whatever-project they bid for instead of those who are good/experts in doing 'that-thing'. we have to remember, it is all about money. i repeat ALL about money.

so? siapa yg pathetic and pitiful B**i Ents? i bet it was all about them.. and their K*tes.. and we're all back at square one.. i know the world is just one unfair place.. it is worse because of all these crooks (i shall call them that..) in my whole life, i've always hold on to this sayings that 'what goes around comes around'.. so.. u know what i mean.. and it left me wondering..'arent they afraid of death?' 'arent they afraid of their GOD?' obviously.. from what i can see is that, they are not really mu***ms, but they are ma**ys.. we can become rich and famous even if we're honest people.. but i guess, some ppl prefers to take the easy-way, u know what i mean..

i have definitely blabbered too much.. but i find the necessity to blabber because, i'm totally annoyed.. i think we're all too complacent to even want to change it eventhough we know what is going on.. but u know, i man can never do it.. it takes all of us young people.. to change it and make this country a better place to live in (than now la..)..

this is too much.. okay, gotta go..

roses are red..

roses are red,
vioets are blue...


good nite! ;)

when my stomach sings..

that means.. i am hungry.. starving..

buzzing around..

blink2..blink2..*yawn..hmmm.. Deep breath.. *yaaaawn..(again).

the room is flawlessly-perfectly clean (not a single dust!! not even a single dust).. hoovered the room, rearranged stuff in the wardrobe, hmmm.. and continued with the unfinished revision for the up-coming exams.. i know this is sooo last minute.. just, shhhhhh.. i know i can pull this on through.. the caffein, yes.. no wonder i am still.. typing. (already feeling sleepy though).

owh yes, the extended family will be arriving this morning, (hrp2 lambat sikit lah).. hmm.. the food, cousins, revision (havent finished with it,YET!!;P), helping out (especially with the toilet.. tukang cuci jamban ;( isk..) i will definitely be BUZZING around!! (busy like a bee) i;ll be everywhere.. (harap2 atas katil) oh oh.. in the reading room.. yes2.. exams starts on Monday.. eeeeeeeeeek!!

UGLY sulk to a Grinnnn...

so, i had to wait for dear mom in the car for a good 30 minutes plus 15 minutes of driving to fetch her at the mall.. hmmm.. (all of us drive for her.. when we're free.. mind you, she has a driving license and drives too..) that's beside that point. so the long wait put a sulk on my face (i bet i looked really UGLY!! EXAMS SCARE ok!! pls understand..

so, while still mundar-mandir'ing' around before maghrib prayers... 'knock! knock!' and then she went.. "happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you!" guess what was in her hands?? a Video CD of the movie The Sound of Music!!! okay, i know the idea of watching TSOM sounds abit lame, childish (to me, it does not) but hey, i grew up watching it.. and i've always loved it..

it all started when i turned on to Hitz.fm and listened to this particular song by Gwen-Stefani.. she used one of the songs from the movie in her song.. so, it strucked me! i've got to get the DVD or at least a VCD.. (i cant explain this sudden cravings and 'keinginan' of things going on). i dragged him to the malls to look for the thing. the original DVD (i dont buy ciplak..hahahah!!) costs a freaking 59 hinggit!! too expensive..so, i tried searching for the vcds and they were all sold out!! 'siapa yg tgk TSOM ni?! sebok je! time org nakla, sold out la..'
the guy at the VCD shop even asked me to come back in two weeks incase if the order has arrived.. erk?! hoklen.. two weeks? i need it NOW!i mean i want it NOW..
Called dear mom... and she said to 'download je laa.. well, it'll take u four good days though..hehehe' she's good at making jokes.. i put down the phone, i went to the lappus-toppus and got it dload.. she called to pick her up and.. there.. The VCD is already in the VCD player!! yeay..

so.. the sulk... (owh sungguh buruk ;P) finally turned to a big grin.. thanx dear mom.. i love you

countdown..

counting the days left till exams begin.. shoosh.. erkk.. what am i doing here?
erkk?!

Job interview??

i was rubbing my knees during the interview.. what the heck?!!!
i was so bloody nervous.. my sentences.. they were all jumbled up and it didnt actually come out as how i wanted it to be.. and i obviously mumbled abit.. i mean alot!!! oklah, it wasnt that bad anyways..damn this nervousness!!!

wait.i actually went for a job interview!! =P and it scare the **** out of me.. the panels were my lecturers.. hahah. but, i obviously want to give them the best i could.. hohoho..
spent the whole night preparing the slides but they didnt even look at it!! hoh! huh! (it was all cut and paste after all! hahaha..). the interview lasted for 10 minutes only. they went thru every single sijil that i have in the folder and even looked thru my exams results.. it was pretty embarrassing as i was already "ehe.. ehe.. i. i.." dang! out of words as i was already lost in my embarrassment!

after i left the room, hooh.. i was like..' what did i do? what have i said? i... ergh!! was it good?will i get it?' questions were like popping out, i was still nervous and i went straight to him and told him.. 'they asked me... i was rubbing my knees!! and they looked through my certs, each one of it! they didnt listen to my presentation!.... i was.." i was out-of breath.i really was.. hoh.. what and experience.. on the contrary, it brought me to ponder about my future. i mean, i have already made decisions on what to do.. i mean, my carrier path.. tau la xcertain lagi.. after the interview.. it sort of like, gave me a different ideas and perceptions and spirit of what i can do in the future.. i mean, the options should not be rigid and square.. i know.. and i'm glad.. i thought, applying for the job was a wise decision..

still, i went for a job interview.. hahaha..