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2 days back, i was throwing out blood.. it was a very painful one. it felt like the whole GIT was coming out. Then, it was already sore throat. Husband insisted that i go see the GP. i refused. Okay lagi.. But, the next day turned out to be worse. i didnt actually vom.. But, i was all dizzy the whole day. i came to work late coz i couldnt handle the dizziness. it became worse when i thought i felt better. So, i spent my day in the surau, sleeping. kesian my assistant. She's a pregnant lady as well.. and baby is due in 6 weeks. but, she's been one of my heroine at work. thanks babe..

That very evening, i vom again.. when i was having shower. Husband came running, trying to help me. he looked anguish and a bit angry. Go get ready. we're going to see ur OB. u're so not going to work tomorrow. i couldnt say much as i was already weak after the vom episode. Doc gave me two-days rest. and she did another scan for me. So far, alhamdulillah. My baby is growing well inside of me. Baby was 24.5 mm 2 weeks ago. and yesterday, baby is already 49.9 mm.

i am indeed very happy to see my baby. and i could see baby moving (its actually baby's reflects, coz baby ia not yet in control of its own movement) and i am all grateful to Allah. Husband was all excited. as always. And today, since i was in bed the whole day, i tried to focus on my tummy for any signs of movement thats not mine u see. And i can see that my tummy actually flutters when i hold my breath. huhuhuhu! And and.. i thought, why not give a bit pressure on it, incase if i can feel my baby's heartbeat.. And... ahahahaha.. i was laughing my heart out! indeed, i can feel my baby's heatbeat. its very faint. but, its there.. I told husband right away.. he didnt believe me, but i taught him how, and there was definitely a big grin on his way.. "ni baby babah".. aaaww..

Alhamdulillah. anyways.. i still feel bad for not being able to go to work. i am okay most of the days.. but there are some days that the N and V are really bad.. but the truth is, i am mostly grateful for having a husband who supports me, and friends who's always there for me when i am in need. colleagues i mean.. M and I, u know who u are. Khamis, when i am alot better( i hope i will be alot better) kita makan jambu cicah sos rojak buah k?? i love u guys to bits..

till then y'all. Salam

Updates updates

Hi..
i am back from the long silence. Lets just hope i won't disappear again..hihi.. But really, i was away because i was really unwell. Yes, i am 11 weeks and 6 days pregnant. And the hormones are not doing justice to my tummy. infact, i have just.. you know.. emptied my stomach awhile ago! (sakit tekak ku).. I guess, this is what being a mommy is about. It requires a high level of patience. Baru pregnant. Belom anak lagi. Nevertheless, husband has been very-very helpful. Alhamdulillah. I am grateful.

I wanted to update about our raya korban in terengganu. That's my first really. Dahla banjir!! But, i am just too lazy to upload the pics, and just too lazy to write about it. I guess, it'll just be a memory for me only. Owh, my in-laws are excited over our pregnancy. 'Anak Joe' la katakan. heheh. I hope my pregnancy will go well, without much complications.. InsyaAllah. Owh, our baby will be the third cucu for my parents, this year.. year 2009. Plus, my cute little niece, anfaal. So, my parents are getting 4 cucus in just two years. Alhamdulillah. My in laws are getting 1 cucu every year. hehe. baby is due in July. So that makes our baby, our anniversary baby. heheh.

Work u ask? My satelite has successfully started operation since 15th december. Horror!! You can never imagine the amount of drugs supplied to the ICU only. I have to stock-up the items twice a week! Worse, the drug usage pattern is so unpredictable. So, with the very limited space that i have, i just had to squeeze as many drugs as i can. be it in small amount/big amount. Haih. Thanks to my colleague, M*l.. u know who u are, for always helping me out at my new workstation. Kalau ko xde, haih.. pengsan aku okay!! and i really appreciate it. That gives me the luxury to relax Alot! and gossip alittle (maybe alot!!) whenever she's around. I am also grateful to have a very efficient, kind, and super-organized assistant. Aaaahh.. they make my day when i am about to turn into a green monster! huhu..

Oklah. Thats all for now i guess.. until the next update. *harap-harap esok/lusa dan bukan 1 bulan dari sekarang ye?.. hehehhehe.. salam

2009

its 2009 & 1430 Hijrah already.. How time flies.. A lot of things happened in 2008. I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah. Anyways.. walaupon dilanda morning sickness yang agak teruk semalam dan kelmarin.. huhuhuhu.. tapi, i tetap bersyukur. oklah.. malas nak bebel longer..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!