Count your blessings, before its too late

remember my last post about my late bestfriend, Arwah Asiyah? Today, another friend of mine passed away. It got me stunned in disbelief for a moment. A friend informed me about the accident sometime in june, and it got me wondering why is he still not recovering after 1 month in the hospital. It turned out that, he had many complications due to the accident.

When i received the news, i didnt know how to respond. to cry or to not cry. The news came like the wind. it just went, but u can feel the breeze. I cried abit in disbelief, teringatkan arwah asiyah and remembering how much he loved her, and now, he will be joining her. I can say that i was emotionally confused. I called Joe up immediately, told him the news. We were just trying to set-off after a commotion [which i irresponsibly started]. Poor him. But i was grateful, that he would still listen and gave words of comfort. that was what i needed.

Rang up a few friends of mine, broke the news to some who have yet to be notified of the death of our friend. All that i received was, 'hah?!' 'yeke?'. After all the phone calls, i wondered to myself, it could've happened to anyone, to me, to my loved ones. How will i handle the emotional stress when i couldnt even control myself from not being jealous. erkk? I quickly made my prayers to Allah, the Almighty. part of it was, 'panjangkanlah umur ku and the ones i love, dan dekatkanlah kami dgnMu. Pls forgive the sins of those yang telah meninggal...' Owh, Allah.. The Greatest, i am indeed so grateful that i still have my loved ones with me who loves me dearly. Owh Allah the Greatest'. Maybe i took Joe for granted all this while. Hurt his feelings, many times. But i truly love him, and i am so grateful. so grateful, to have him, My family, friends who loves me, and everything that i have today. syukur syukur syukur.

i should do this more often, i believe. I am still grieving, teringat2 arwah asiyah. But i believe, These are what has been written, and yang Maha Mengetahui is Allah. i'll make du'a that Arwah will be at peace in the hereafter... Al-Fatihah..