If it makes you happy..

its been awhile since i last felt happy. i am happy only when i'm with my sister n her husband. I so love their company. and when i go out to town/go out of the house, even for a walk to a nearby shop to get milk. i'll be miserable immediately when i'm back at the house. Just dont ask me why. However, today was different. Its the little boy's birthday party. there were easily 50 people in the house (not including us, the host). and everyone did have a good time. I myself, felt so much happy. at least i get to meet people. Suddenly, the crave to laugh with someone else, and not them.

they are the over-stayed malaysian doctors, architects, engineers and they are doing really well here. with their children, all speaking london ok! berabuk! ahaks. but they are just a bunch of very nice people. so, since there were about 15 family who came, the little boy received 15 bday presents.owh how lucky. all the best toys a child would want. Malangnya, masa aku kecik, mane ada erti bday2 party ni. Of course we celebrate bdays, but its just amongst us, family members. Maka, hadiah pon satu sahaja. obviously from my parents la kan. and that only happens in like, once in, i dunno, probably 3-4 years. So this boy is a lucky boy. And then, i realized that, memangla best kan party-tarty ni, nak2 kat sini. u dont have ur family here. adik beradik semua kat malaysia. pastu, all that u have is your small family and friends from the uni days. or after that, which ever la kan. sebab tu la semua org happy2. *dah tu semuaorg sebaya kan? cuba kalau buat kat malaysia, mana ada 50 orang. kawan atuk nenek lagi, kawan mak, kawan bapak, u know those kinda things. hmmm..*tatau la ape yg aku bebel. tp, aku teringin nak bebel.
And i am so freaking tired! i love the kids, wpon diorg buat aku berang *kadang2 coz i caught the whole brood, jumping on the bed, MY BED!! tp, they are kids. Kalau aku dulu pon aku buat jugak, tp gerenti kene piat telinga. The day wasnt very kind to us. It rained in the afternoon, and windy so it was pretty cold. so kanak2 riang girang tu HAD to play indoor, instead of outdoor. tp, xpe. i liked it. I know i wont get these often. So it was good, wpon all the good things wont last that long though. there were some episodes of *kesakitan hati. Tapi, the day was very much better than the days before this. owh so very much better! Owh2! i know why. sbb, org xorg gaji kan aku! ahahahaha. aku syukur sangat. wpon the kemas bit was hell. Sampah ya rabbii!!! seb baik dalam rumah je, imagine kalau kat luar! sure esok kene rake the garden,damn!!so,it was good. Good good good.

So, since i did most of the cleaning up, i am so freaking sure that i'll have to do the rest esok. Sampah, sape nak buang?! Nanti busuk. Aku suruh buang tadi degil. ergh, BBQ set, canopy, sape nak dismantle? erk?me?! *gulp. hahahaha. aku pon nak berkira laaa kan? eh, dah la. ni ada gamba kanak2 riang girang bermain games. Aksi yg sungguh melucukan.. aku sungguh gembira.

listening to the instruction on how to play the game
focus kids, focus!

shake your booty!!
kecik2 dah pandai joget mcm org tua!
nasib baik joget dan melompat, that makes u
a kid, still. pheeewwwh!

hurry up!pass the box over to me, quicklY!!

budak-budak tido?whatt!!
ini bday party,kenape kene tido?!
sebab korg tu memekak sangat!hahahaha!
semua kene tipu!bagus2!
Pssst psssst*they though it was a game.hihi

okay la.i'm tired, i need to get some sleep.
ciao.