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I miss home so much. the food, the weather, everything. it was a good thing he transferred loads of songs malay and english into my laptop before i left. So listening to malay songs, makes me feel so much closer to home. The thing is, i crave for songs from early 90's era. the likes of gersang, lefthanded, wings, blackrose, damasutra. and its on repeat on my laptop. But this particular song here, reminds me of my late friend, a bestfriend she was to me. Asiyah Hananah. *:(

She passed away when she was only 2 months away from her 17th birthday in a car accident. Sedih pulak. Allah lend her to me as a bestfriend, for just a year. I'm glad enuff for the short time given to enjoy her company. owh,i miss her so much, still. owh back to my story. during our school days, we always right messages to each other, eventhough we meet like every other time. *we werent in the same class, but of course we hanged out together alot. buat perkara jenayah bersama-sama, dgn jaja,atam,zilad. One fine day, she handed me a msg. very nicely folded, neatly written with pencil. inside it, the lyrics that i put up. Mase tu terlupe betapa bestnye lagu gersang tu. so she sort of like ingatkan balek the song to me. and we nyanyi like all the time, and thats how it kept playing on my mind.

a few months later, i lost her in a car accident. it's terrible to lose someone whom u've been very much attached to. and the rest of the gang was with her *they survived, and were given a month rest. i was alone, and it was just terrible. i cried most of the time, in class, when i wake up in the morning *coz i had to pass by her dorm where i usually stopped by before having bath. And especially when i listen to this song. And now, i still miss her. so much. its been 6 years already. Asiyah, i know that u're in good hands of Allah, and u're always in my heart.

okay, i'm crying now. rinduuu..