Daily Babbles

i've been going back and forth monton - hulme and like everytime i will pass by the *old trafford stadium, but not even once did i realize that i'm passing by it! bodzo gile! so, this morning, on the way from hulme to trafford centre, i was.. eh!its the stadium.. *ok, i didnt la sound so tekejut,kan.i tak jakun k (hahaha.. xnak mengaku).. bodo kan? i mean, of course the stadium is not the likes of the stadiums we have at home. terpegun dua saat jap, wondering, how come i missed that huge thing all this while.. Not so big of a matter kan? but well, my sister promised she;ll take me to *old trafford. so, heheh.. ;p. jgn jeles k?

on another note, i'm back at being the house-cook. sometimes, it sucks so bad.. sometimes, i enjoy doing it. And its raining cats and dogs outside, so i cant go the shop to get some celery.. i dont know what to cook!! so, my daily routine here is cook,clean,babysit (only when i feel like doing so),cook,clean,online and sleep. sometimes it got me wondering, it is hard to do cooking, babysitting, cleaning up.. hmmm.. macam mane lah dah kawen and anak2 lagi nnt..

i've always believed that it's easy.. u have a man named husband to help u with the kids, abit of chores, but sometimes, most of the time, not all husbands are 'kind-enuff' to help you out. lagi la kalau husband tu mmg dysfunctional. duduk and do nothing. and seeing it here before my very own eyes, its not easy to raise a child. two?maybe easier, but one? ooowh so difficult. i dont know why i had to blabber on this topic, obviously aku tak kawen lagi, not to mention ada anak. tp, from what i see, its not easy. the attention they 'need' (not want) from you is not like 10 minutes of playing together.. it takes hours.. memang penat la nak layan of course, but then again, compromising on the attention u ought to give to a child? oooooo..that will affect the growth of the child.. and hey, it's not just mommies duty to give enuff love and affection, but daddy has big roles too in a child's development.. seriously.. at the age of 3, if u dont train them good enuff, mmg la jenuh after that..

attention for me is not all the time snuggle2 and kiss2 or play together, but it is also to teach them, discipline. Susah! sometimes u have to raise ur voice to the child, correct their wrong-doings mcm baling2 barang ke, maybe a bit of body-contact i.e. pukul tgn die/or kaki die.. semua bende! susah la actually.. makan kene train, b**ak k**c*ng kene train.. kalau bende2 tak di planned properly/ tangguh2.. then it'll be very difficult.. i dont know.. if i were to be a mother, i want to try to give them the best i could. balance la sayang2 and discipline ni. i hope so.. i dont want them to be spoilt. taktaula.. i still have a long way to go before i start thinking about having my own children.. hurrrmm.. the moral here is, we are the adult, and we will have to determine the daily routine of our child and not the other way round.. u let them loose/u teach them right. i dont know.. too much of something is still bad enuff, so moderate2 la.. tp jgnla terabai terus anak tuh.. hahahaha..

kesimpulannya, bukan senang nak jadik parents.. theres just alot to think off. boleh la jadik counsellor pasnih kan? my hope is that, we will all learn from our mistakes and give the best out of what we can.. selamat berusaha!

i hope i will be a good mommy,myself! amiiiinn..
aku dah penat bebel.. nak perambos pulak. ciao