Daily Babbles

i've been going back and forth monton - hulme and like everytime i will pass by the *old trafford stadium, but not even once did i realize that i'm passing by it! bodzo gile! so, this morning, on the way from hulme to trafford centre, i was.. eh!its the stadium.. *ok, i didnt la sound so tekejut,kan.i tak jakun k (hahaha.. xnak mengaku).. bodo kan? i mean, of course the stadium is not the likes of the stadiums we have at home. terpegun dua saat jap, wondering, how come i missed that huge thing all this while.. Not so big of a matter kan? but well, my sister promised she;ll take me to *old trafford. so, heheh.. ;p. jgn jeles k?

on another note, i'm back at being the house-cook. sometimes, it sucks so bad.. sometimes, i enjoy doing it. And its raining cats and dogs outside, so i cant go the shop to get some celery.. i dont know what to cook!! so, my daily routine here is cook,clean,babysit (only when i feel like doing so),cook,clean,online and sleep. sometimes it got me wondering, it is hard to do cooking, babysitting, cleaning up.. hmmm.. macam mane lah dah kawen and anak2 lagi nnt..

i've always believed that it's easy.. u have a man named husband to help u with the kids, abit of chores, but sometimes, most of the time, not all husbands are 'kind-enuff' to help you out. lagi la kalau husband tu mmg dysfunctional. duduk and do nothing. and seeing it here before my very own eyes, its not easy to raise a child. two?maybe easier, but one? ooowh so difficult. i dont know why i had to blabber on this topic, obviously aku tak kawen lagi, not to mention ada anak. tp, from what i see, its not easy. the attention they 'need' (not want) from you is not like 10 minutes of playing together.. it takes hours.. memang penat la nak layan of course, but then again, compromising on the attention u ought to give to a child? oooooo..that will affect the growth of the child.. and hey, it's not just mommies duty to give enuff love and affection, but daddy has big roles too in a child's development.. seriously.. at the age of 3, if u dont train them good enuff, mmg la jenuh after that..

attention for me is not all the time snuggle2 and kiss2 or play together, but it is also to teach them, discipline. Susah! sometimes u have to raise ur voice to the child, correct their wrong-doings mcm baling2 barang ke, maybe a bit of body-contact i.e. pukul tgn die/or kaki die.. semua bende! susah la actually.. makan kene train, b**ak k**c*ng kene train.. kalau bende2 tak di planned properly/ tangguh2.. then it'll be very difficult.. i dont know.. if i were to be a mother, i want to try to give them the best i could. balance la sayang2 and discipline ni. i hope so.. i dont want them to be spoilt. taktaula.. i still have a long way to go before i start thinking about having my own children.. hurrrmm.. the moral here is, we are the adult, and we will have to determine the daily routine of our child and not the other way round.. u let them loose/u teach them right. i dont know.. too much of something is still bad enuff, so moderate2 la.. tp jgnla terabai terus anak tuh.. hahahaha..

kesimpulannya, bukan senang nak jadik parents.. theres just alot to think off. boleh la jadik counsellor pasnih kan? my hope is that, we will all learn from our mistakes and give the best out of what we can.. selamat berusaha!

i hope i will be a good mommy,myself! amiiiinn..
aku dah penat bebel.. nak perambos pulak. ciao

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beautiful day

Its midnight here in manchester. Today is a good day. The weather is good, not too hot and not too cold either. i love all the smses i received today. *have always loved 'em and always will. ;) I cooked well today except for the extra hot daging paprik. too bad, not everyone could eat it.

we went to town to get a yarn of wool for our knitting project! owh, confirm mak2. since they have like almost all the mak2 kinda stuff, u name it crochet, knitting, cross stitch *owh my favourite!! and bykla lagi arts stuff.. owh, it got me meroyan for abit in the shop! i was so ecstatic to see those cute things, beautiful cross-stitch designs and that got me realized i havent finished my 3 year-old cross stitch project! muhahahaha. so obviously i coaxed myself out of the shop by making believe that if i am able to complete it before i go back home, than i can have one nice design for as my new project.. and i hope i can get it done by end of july!! or maybe ealier?! who knows.. owh so stressful, yet soo irresistable..

anyways, got myself this yummy choc-chip brioche. die ala2 cinnamon role gitu, but its not cinnamon and its got choc chip on it. soo yummy! had two already!hehe. did abit of shopping for those in Malaysia. hope they'll like it lah. i dont have too much of money to spend on. but i'll try to get as many as i can. huhuhu. owh,then we had dinner at Nando's. they serve Halal chickens ok. bykla chit chat and gossip. luahan emosi. but it was really good and i really enjoyed the day.

oklah, think that should be it. nnt aku bebel on something serious pulak. baru tekeluar bijik mata. hahahaha. ciao.

stress di tempat orang

Hidup di tempat orang

my mother always tell me, 'bile ada org datang rumah, greet them well. give them food to eat sbb they bawa berkat into the house.' dulu, bile die ada kat rumah aku, aku tak pernah miss asking him ape die nak for breakfast, lunch or even dinner. kalau aku malas masak pon, i know i'll have to go get something on the table.

dah banyak kejadian2 yg terjadi dimana, bila kat kg, gather ramai2, there's always not enuff food. Just because they think that nasik 10 pot is more than enuff for org seramai 36 org. Woi! ko gile ape! 10 pot je? ko nak aku makan berapa butir nasik tuh?! and because of that too, sanak2 saudara akan berebut2 di meja makan. oowh, sungguh pathetic. ade ke rebut makanan? Jadi, sejak dari kejadian tu, my mother will take charge of the kitchen esp. bab masak nasik nih. die slalu ckp 'anak2, dah besar nnt bile kite punye family pulak gather, never compromise on food'. ape la siap boleh gaduh2 tak puas hati nasi tak cukup sedangkan diorg yg masak tak cukup. owh, sungguh tidak pandai.

tp, the situation is different when the tuan-tuan rumah tidak sensitive kepada tetamu mereka dan cuba untuk hidup seperti biasa. they still buy food that they usually eat, tp mengharapkan agar si tetamu itu untuk masak. owh. sungguh memeningkan kepala. kalau dia yg masak, aku boleh la nak makan ape saja. tp ni die yg nak makan and i have to cook what they usually eat. takpelah. kerana aku menumpang dirumah org, terpaksalah biar insensitivity itu tolak ketepi. what can i do? nothing i guess.

so, the lesson here is, a host should never compromise on food,walau mcm mana susah pun hidup dia. mmg la hidup di tempat org lain dari di rumah sendiri. tetapi, sbg host, u should be more alert and sensitive towards ur guest especially if they're there to look after you and do housechores for you.. owh dammit. dahla tuh. enough of this babbling. aku rase mcm mak nenek pulak dah. oklah. perambus dulu.

More than words

i really cant tell you how much i miss you.
it is beyond words. *sigh.

Nevertheless, i am enjoying it here. slowly.
missing home soo terribly. :(

life and people

i've come across so many people in my life.
i realized that many are hypocrits.
many claimed that they dont care when actually that is all that matters to them.
being honest is being looked as evil and insensitive.
nevertheless, i am grateful to Allah that i can still put my feet on the ground.
i still believe if we're burdened with problems,
it is not for us to judge who's fault was it.
because it is all from the Almighty.
we must also believe that we're not perfect and things can happen from our own mistakes.

i dont know. that is life i guess.

away, Far-far away :(

Tonight
i will be away to Manchester, for two months..
This, i tell you is really heart-breaking..
leaving the ones i love behind..
sad.. :(

Fun together

Pangkor Trip

One of the best holidays ever spent with my friends..
It is the company that matters..

I will update on this later..=)

Roadtrip to Port Dickson

..Subhanallah..

huhu.kembali meng-update this post.

this trip was actually planned a week before. however, i am a very bad planner. i dont know whom should i invite, so i just asked another friend, who has a car with the hope that he;ll get more people to join the trip. hish.teruk betul aku ni. not really a good manager, right? anyways, but i did invite a few friends whom i am comfortable being with. *haha, keji lagi. Aimi and rad couldnt make it, they have other plans. Hendra, couldnt make it too. so, technically we're back at square one. wey, sape nak ajak? Hanis wanted to join coz she was soo bored of staying home alone. but we couldnt get anyone else to join. *nmpk sangat la aku ni xhappening kan? to add problems to the current problem, ramai classmates yg pulang ke rumah masing2 untuk hantar buku2 dan beg2 besar diorg. so, yang ada, siapa je? org2 yg telah mengreject invitation. aaaww.. kesedihan melanda diri.

on the day of the trip, i was thinking of going with the him je, since the other couple cancelled last-minute because tak cukup org. it didnt bother me at all, cause i felt really bad for not handling the problem properly. but he did managed to ask his housemates to join us, and they wanted to. i really dont mind their company. ye la kan, it goes by this saying, the more the merrier. Poor say, he couldnt come with us because JDX can only ferry 4 ppl at a time especially for long distance journey. thats what u get with a two-door car. anyways, so after Jumaat, we left for PD.

that was around 3pm. and the journey alhamdulillah, went well. sampai PD at a quarter after 4. my mother had earlier prepared mee goreng for us. and i brought tid-bits as well. so, as soon as we arrived, we had our stomach stuffed. the boys later changed into their bathing attire and dush! terjun dalam air! it was soo much fun to see them play. *okay, aku rase macam mak2 pulak la kan? tp, mmg cute pon, they were like jumping around and happily swimming and running on the beach and into the water again. hahahaha.. it was soo much fun. i mean, who says u cant have fun in a small group? i had fun! obviously i didnt get myself into the water, coz i hate getting all wet. i just u know.. main2 tepi gigi air tu. hahahaha. *confirm mcm mak2.

sebelum mandi-manda.. test air dulu.. bbbrrrr.. sejuk

macam budak-budak kecik. main pasir.

tgh main2 air tu, ada pulak *kring kring. pakcik jual aiskrim. but then nafsu je la. perut dah penuh dgn mee-goreng, ak had a whole packet of potatoe bun and then we had jack*n jill lagi. kacang lagi. so, the ice-cream we thought, maybe later. around a quarter to 6, after a good 1 hour of berendam, the boys pon pegi took a shower. we had our asar prayer and then we sat by the beach enjoying sunset. well, there's not much of sunset to be see, because it was what, 630 maybe? but we sat there enjoying each others company.

around 7, we left for home, but before that we stopped at this restaurant by the road-side for dinner. it was good. paid rm 25 for dinner. hmmm. and then went home straight. it was a good day though. wpon company tak cukup besar, but it was sufficient. i enjoyed every bit of the trip. i am sure going to miss things like that. NO! i miss it already. and i miss them already. hmm
so, that was it. till then, ciao!

How does Islam benefits us?

How does Islam Benefit Us/me?

Hurmm.. it is a general topic for discussion, isnt it? But that was what we had for a discussion last sunday.. It was not a heavy topic, but it was good.. cuba pikir2.. banyak actually that sometimes xperasan..

Long lost friends

last sunday, i went to meet two friends ,Farah and Ina whom i havent met for 10 years.. 10 years.. since we were 12. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 years!! okla, 10 years.. 10 years is a long time if you do nothing within those years.. but obviously, we were all soo busy with our own life plus the fact that we never bumped into each other within those years.. hmmm.. baru la terasa lama.. They havent changed, not a single bit.. still funny as ever, and still beautiful.. huhuhu.. and i am still the short one amongst them.. *damn.. i cant grow any taller, can i?? huhuhu. hehehehe..

Ina just gave birth to a baby girl, 3 weeks ago i guess.. I missed the first child. i was able to locate them around the time Ina gave birth to her son, i dont know what happened.. it didnt happen.. so, it is only recently, i browsed thru Friend*ster.. *thank you friendster.. i curik Ina's phone number from a friend..well, Ina left her number in the comment box, so i took it.. *kalau tak, sampai bila la nak dapatkan?? Plus, i was able to locate Farah's webpage as well.. and that was how i managed to do it. it has been 10 years.. owh dear..hmm.. the last time i remember, we were 12, still busy with rollerblades, batu seremban, bottle caps.. now? we're all grown up.. I'm already an AUNT!! *mcm terasa dah tua pulak.. huhu.. Farah is already a working woman.. i myself, have just finished my studies, InsyaAllah and will start working anytime soon.. Ina, married with 2 children.. still doing well in her studies.. wow.. we're all grown up!

dulu2, i used to *tumpang Farah's house when we have sports activities in school. My house then was 10km away from school. No LDP during those days, there was this trunk road that we had to endure traffic jam every morning and evening.. imagine the hassle and kepayahan.. so, going back home for 2-3 hours and coming back for the activities, was just impossible.. so Farah, being so kind, let me stay at her house while waiting to go back to school for the activities.. those were the days.. hmm.. Farah was supposed to update on the small gathering we had.. but what do you expect from a working woman? of course she is busy.. so, lets give her abit more time ya? worse still, i know i should've brought the camera with me, and which i didnt.. so, no pics..

hmm.. i was really happy to get to meet them again and still happy.. farah took me in her ride *best* to get some kuih's for ina and Faliq.. heheh.. and we borak2 mcm makcik2 berborak.. hahaha.. abit of gossips.. well, we just had to, thats what u call updating i guess.. ;) huhuhu.. anyways.. it felt really good to get to meet friends whom we have not met for years.. Lots of things to share, eyh?? hmm..okay, that's about it..

i've got work, houseworks to do.. ciao2..

is it for real?

fuuh...

..finally..


FINALLY!

Exams are over..
No more exams..
(ada forensic exams but that'll be later)

i leave it all to the Almighty for i have given my best shot..
err.. i think soo..

okay, PANGKOR here we come!

togetherness..

why we should do it together?

i have read alot of comments and critics about pharmacists in Malaysia. In the newspaper, on the internet, amongst friends, people whom i met at the hospital. Amongst the things outlined in the newspapers are Pharmacists should not play Doctors. I believe it is true. Pharmacists should not play doctor because, we were not taught how to diagnose patients. But we ought to know as well. People often get mistaken by this. We are not doctors because we dont diagnose. We are drug experts. How do u think a pharmacist will be able to explain how a drug works if he doesnt understand about the disease/condition? And, how would u think a doctor would be able to prescribe the RIGHT medication/s for the patient if he didnt know how it works? Simple as that right?

Its really funny to see the fact that pharmacists and doctors in Malaysia arent united because the scope of work overlaps one another. This is a generalization. I am not referring to all. I was involved in social services. We provided health check-ups like BP monitoring, Glucose and BMI as well as counselling. Many people say that that is the job of a doctor. I believe it is true because i thought that that was a bloody waste of time. The fact is that, Pharmacists are not doctors and regardless of the fact that we are not doctors, we also have the same knowledge. We dont diagnose patients, we refer them to doctors for proper treatment eventhough we know it too. Doctors are the experts in diagnosing, and pharmacists are the experts in the medication. I just dont see why it is so difficult to believe in that. I have many future-doctor friends. And i dont want to be at each others throat just because of all this. I have a friend who is not on good term with her dr aunt just because of this very misunderstanding.

I always believe that doctors are over-doing it. dispensing rights and patient care and u name it in the medical world. Little do they realise that actually what is more important in this situation is the patient. What is the point of finding faults when we can do it together. Nobody is the primary health-care provider. All of us are, and that is what we are trained for. No man is and Island. THAT we have to remember. Pharmacists at the same time should do alot more in terms of knowledge and self-esteem. Read and learn. There are lots of newly published journals regarding treatment and usage of drugs. Our numbers are increasing and we are definitely improving. U cant make everyone to abide the law. There are irresponsible pharmacists.yes, scream it out. there are also irresponsible doctors.

The neighbouring countries are already ahead of us in this matter. Jadi, ape lagi nak bising-bising? lets just shake hands,smile at each other, and start working together. Macam in certain hospitals, Doctors and pharmacists go for ward rounds together. They ask for suggestions and opinions regarding medications from the pharmacists. How cool is that. The pharmacists are also very2 knowldgeable. Nothing is impossible. If money is the problem, maybe we have to revise back why we are doctors and pharmacists. If it is all about you or me, this is not the job. :p Politics cannot get in between this matter as it can be (usually) one-sided. jadi, from now on.. lets stop the fued, and start working together. Good luck people.

well..

life is good..

Our last..

So long, farewell

pharmacy batch 2003/2007

this year's dinner is our last.. after this, all of us will be scattered throughout malaysia.. i am glad, despite all the flaws.. we still had fun.. loads of fun!

the dinner was held at the Grand B*uewa*e.. and i hate the services provided (the waitresses were rude.. erghh!!..) *ada episode bergaduh and marah2 waitress.. padan muke!! ergh.. dahla the ballroom was terribly warm!! i wont say that i sweat out like a pig,but as a matter of fact, I DID!! damn!! habis make up I cair!! hehehe.. i would recommend c**corde. honestly, this one is nothing compared to the one that we organized. our's was way way better.. ergh.. afood was, not so bad.. i would prefer Impiana KLCC over this one here.. the food is way better than this one.. i mean, the service and food is very very very satisfying.. :D

other than that.. ermm.. the drama was funny.. love it to bits.. oh yes.. i love to take pictures.. there were few pictures with myself in it.. haha.. kesiankan?? okla, maybe tak kot.. i love to take pics and not being in it doesnt really bother me at all.. okla.. maybe sometimes, sometimes...;)

these are the ones that i really love.. i mean, the shots.. the quality mmg la kodi sket..but, i like the expressions, the cheerfulness, happiness.. whatever la that suits to describe the joy in those who are in the pics.

i love how these boys err.. men arranged themselves..
cantik.. if only the picture wasnt blur..

V shape ppl.. some of the girls. pretty. :)

siapa pakai kasut biru tu??

to the left to the left!! says beyonce..

lets not be mean ;).. their nostrils are just as pretty as everyone else's..
:p

well, i'm more interested with the fact that i will be graduating (insyaAllah) in less than a month.. but this one here is definitely something that will last forever.. hehehe.. oklah..gotta get to anemia before i start updating again.. *this is sooo not good.. till then.. bye..

sambungan seribu satu cerita...

I actually forgot to update about the potluck party we had yesterday!! how forgetful! anyhow, we had loads of fun! everyone was really happy and ready to stuff the empty stomaches with all sorts of food!! i brought a home-made chocolate cake, (ugly) blueberry cupcakes (without any colourful decor, how ugly.. well that is because i baked 'em myself, right) and kuih bahulu and dodol.. i wasnt able to snap photos during the event because BECAUSE!! i am not bothered to check the batteries.. then, poof *please change batteries.. ahahahaha.. serves me damn right.. so i only have 'before the event' photos.. what a shame.. :( okay, lets just go thru these kejap..

pizza?!,choc cake, jellies,puddings.. :) yummy..
owh, and those are all for dessert!

okay2,i baked those..cantik la jugak kan?
and sedap la jugak.. *that cake is my specialty!

pizza anyone??

1.2.snap! gotcha!!

hiihihhih..shhh.. :D

hehehe.. i was totally enjoying the photo-snapping session.. hmm...how very unfortunate, the camera ran out of batts.. So, quite a number of lecturers attended the party.. hihi.. it felt good seeing them enjoying the 'last' (last?!i can say) gathering with us.. owh dear classmates, we will be graduating soon.. oh no! oh Yesss!! hihihi.. ade lagi sikit gambar that i want ppl to see.. ;)

some of the girls..cute

the other girls.. :)

waiting for their turn to.. ermm.. enter the toilet??
:P

smile everyone!;D

alrite.i think that is about all that i want to share.. hurmm.. cant wait to go to Pangkor! yeaaay!!! whatever it is, exams first!! ok. till then.. tooodles!

Seribu satu cerita??

Alot of things, good things la have happened after mom and dad got back from their Hajj. Praise to Allah.. lets not go into details about it.. lets see some pictures instead.. okay, till then.. have a nice day ppl.

the wedding

that is soooo our favourite pose..i miss them all.. already.. *sigh

the pics down here are my baby cousin.. isnt she cute and adorable? i couldnt stop snapping more and more pictures of her.. look at that smile.. isnt it cute?? sint she cute? rase nak cubit2 pipi budak kecik nih.. owh, by the way.. her name is Insyirah.. as in surah al-Insyirah.. cute!!!

awwwww... she melts my heart..

geramnya!!!!

cute22!!!

to be honest really, i dont have alot to share with.. these are the few favourites that i have managed to collect after the stupid hard-disk konged itself last month (thanks to me for tossing the laptop everywhere heartlessly *sigh), and which had costs me a freakin' 280 bucks for a new HD and puts off hope to save the files from that damaged thing.. *sobsob.. but i did get myself a 120G hd.. hoooraaah!! *clapclapclap.. okay.. gotta go.. clinical pharmacy is sooo waiting!! ciao!

This.. is Normal.really?

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah..

it has been a very-very long time since my last post.. well, alot of things happened for the past two months.. good and not so good.but Alhamdulillah, i'm still doing great! heheh.. Mom and Dad are back from Hajj, and i just love to see them now.. they are still the same parents like before, but i see better Muslim and Muslimah now.. and i wanna be a good Muslimah too.. well, am working on it.. Mom bought lotsa things and Dad bought lotsa books and al-Quran..from Makkah and Medinah..yeay!!
by the way..His birthday was, earlier this month.. had a surprise bday party for him..not quite a surprise.. there were just the two of us though. hahahah.. and he was expecting it, quite.. (well, we only celebrate birthdays). and for that, i ordered "Manchester United" cupcakes.. and he really2 loves it.. i'm glad.. just a bit of update on things..

lalalala

now, this is the best part..
i'm currently doing my final year practical in the hospital, whereby we will rotate by group into different departments and wards.. this week, my group is attached to the Psychiatric ward of H*AR..just a small ward, the ward can occupy max. 10 patients at a time. but, these 'unfortunate' patients have taught me a lot about life.. first of all and most importantly, i am mostly syukur to Allah because,i'm healthy and best of all sane. secondly, i have a family.. a loving family.. when i look at them, insaf!!! thats the word.. INSAF. generally, the male patients are admitted due to drug-induced psychosis..hurmm.. jadi, jgnla cuba2 gatal2 nak isap dadah! ada juga yg major depression,yg schizophrenic.. so, kite kenelah bersyukur..and du'a for good health..

ermm..mcm bosan..i'm sleepy already..ciaoo.. nnt ah sambung

help me decide?

okay.. i dont have to let the whole world know my age and what i wanna do in life and with my life, right? but something caught my attention tonight.. its about making decisions that will definitely change your entire life.. hmmm.. well.. technically, i'm a bit sleepy.. so, this will have to wait.. i hope it wont haunt me in my sleep.. nite.

please-please pimp moi ride

*yawn.. *BIG yawn..

dad : again? there's leakage on ur radiator again? havent we change your radiator before this?
me : yes, i was about to blablablabla.. let the engine run for abit and then i saw drops of water coming from the the radiator.. and yes, i just had it changed last year.

so finally, THAT explains why the spare tank and the radiator gets dried up every two-days at least.. Fuh.. i got pretty nervous thinking that i might need to change the engine.. coz i still believe mine is still good.. well, as a matter of fact.. it is you know.. but because we couldnt explain why it gets dried-up so easily, we think that the engine is already damaged.. but.. yeehaaa!! not the engine!! so sent it to the mechanic and got her a new radiator as well as a new cap for the radiator.. i checked the water/coolen level in both the radiator and spare tank.. yeay! i dont have to add in a single drop of H2O! syukur to Allah.. but it did costed my dad a few hundred bucks to replace it.. poor dad..

so, that is the radiator.. NOW, i'm getting complaints from mom and whoever rides in my car.. 'why is your car shaking as in bergegar? my sis will just go aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. and u can hear her aaaaaaaaa.. shaking..' hahahah.. dang! and they'll start.. have you sent your tyres for balancing? i think the left arm dah bengkok! should send to the workshop before it gets worse' and so on.. stress.. since dad is already away to the Holy Land of Makkah for Hajj, i cant just simply send the car for repair.. so, my brother said, its the engine mounting.. its damaged.. it obviously needs to be replaced.. but its quite expensive too.. plus, i've just had the radiator changed.. so i said.. nevermind.. it only shakes when i drive around 70-90km/hr.. but i usually drive faster than that.. hahaha.. so.. the car will have to wait for dad to come back.. poor car.. and poor dad.. the advice my bro gave me was 'pls dont la run over pot holes, and drive slow sikit.. jgnla ganas2 on the road..' hhihihi..

so, that's it about my car.. hahaha.. ok.xde dah. bye