Thursday, June 21, 2007

Pangkor Day 3

that very morning, woke up, had bfast and gathered by the beach. ada Sukaneka. fuiyooo.. the first game we played was to pass rubberbands by mouth using straws.. hahaha.. nak tergelak aku main!Gilo!saje je buat aksi2 tak senonoh. obviously our group lost la kan, despite dah pas getah dlm tgn.. kodi laa. *hahahaha..kantoi! Then main cari slippers. which ever group gets to gather their slippers the fastest, they win. Unfortunately for me, RADZI bullied me. he grabbed mine and threw it away.Hep!! i got really emotional after that. hahahaha.. slipper ilang! tp well, itu la main game namenye, dak? And so we lost again. Pastu, dah gaduh ber-round2 tu dgn yg tak puas hatinye (including me that last bit) we sambung, main group yg mane plg pjg. obviously we didnt want to sacrifice any of our tali seluar. hahaha. so our group was the shortest! owh, how pitiful. we lost every game! Tapi dapat hadiah la.obviously it was for fun. another game is to carik sweets dlm tepung jagung. Pun kalah.. apedaaa.. kodi betul! We had penyampaian hadiah as well as sesi bergambar. Ahahahaha. mcm2 aksi dan gaya. sesi membaling tepung pon ada. Hendra was kind enuff to powder my face.. thanks babe. Siap kau! nnt aku balas blk! Ok, for now, let the pics do the talking. huhu

Pais and woksay.. what are u guys doing?!
ooo,pass getah gune straw. ahaks.. fuuuh.

these, are my groupmates. walaupon kalah,
kite tetap ROCK! okla kodi la jugak!
Main tipu pon kalah. haahaha

Hello!pandang sini!buat ape pandang sane??
Pharmacy batch 2003/07
hmmm..ceria sungguh mereka2

muka2 yg telah ditepung!hendra, nanti kau!!:p
hahaha. i miss my friends already!


before we went back to the chalet to pack our bags, us, together with a few more friends went kayakking to a nearby island. best! since it is a gulf, the wave wasnt that big. so kayakking there, was easy. We saw many huge jelly fishes. it did scare the **** out of me. haha. sampai2 kat sane, we swam sepuas-puas yg mungkin. took pictures and then blk! we raced back to shore. hahaha.. enjoyed it so much! we definitely had a wonderful time on the island, kan? tp, i dont have the pics la. kat Pais. then, blk and packed our stuff. by 12 noon, we were all ready to leave for the jetty. sedih. such good memories we had in Pangkor. Since this was our last, it got me into tears. i will always remember the good times we had. so, these are some pics before we left for the mainland.

only for those in pink?!

on the ferry back to mainland. smile while u still can, ppl.
matt?layan jiwang dah?!

smile smile ppl!
nazrul, ridza, shroul, matt, hendra, syeril, akey

smiling faces. soon, the smiles will go away..
hello to tears.


we reached KL at around half past 8. Had a salam-salam session. To those who werent there, we miss you guys so much! And i tell you, eventhough we might not be close to everyone in the class, but sometimes, kite ckp/buat ada menyentuh perasaan org lain. baik/tidak. some have helped me alot! and to those, who have helped ome, even alittle, i thank you so much and i will remember each of u. Obviously i couldnt repay back, but i'll always make du'a to Allah, to bless us all with good health, life, job and a wonderful family. insyaAllah. and to those whom i have hurt their feelings intentionally/without, do forgive me. i hope all of us will become great pharmacists soon. the future is already today. Good luck and all the best to each and everyone of u! the memories we had, i'll keep it close to heart.

till then, ciao


Pangkor Day 2

Day 2 activity; the most anticipated in this holiday trip; snorkelling. yeap, we went snorkelling. the designated spot for snorkelling wasnt that far from Teluk N*ipah. 3 minutes of boat-ride? hahaaaha. So, all of us, with the life-jacket strapped onto our body, plus the goggles and mouth-piece yg macam straw tu, went snorkelling. the water there?blue, cantik!! bukan hijau mcm laut tu. very2 beautiful. the chalet owner-cum snorkelling instructor, thought us how to snorkel, all the breathing techniques and what nots. it was good. he said "kalau ko boleh berenang, nnt pakai flippers tu" which i wished i did. but obviously i didnt. the training session was for a blardy 3 hours. i took the chance to teach some friends how to swim. ahaks. enjoyed that session.

sebelum berlepas ke Pulau G*ian

another pose before we left for the island
rad,syeril,richard,hendrita,fais,ponyot,emi,locco,af,matt,thim,say, shroul,
ak,g,cactus
*saje-saje je menghighlite name org2 yg berkenaan, kerana mereka sangat funny.


After Lunch
at the designated snorkelling spot
senyum!! the goggles and the snorkel

according to hendrita, the spikey-thing that the guy is holding is a 'landak laut'



we headed back to Pangkor after many complaints due to exhaustion after almost 6 hours of snorkelling. Later in the evening, some of us went to get some refreshments; ABC, laksa, and/or rojak while lepak-ing by the beach.

Melepak by the beach

gamba feveret hendra
us sitting by the beach having ABCs. sedap!!

patutnya ada bbq and we bbq sendiri, tp sebaliknya
Nasi kawah!! hahahaha, boleh la ek hendra?

karaoke session with the gang!
mujur tak went out of tune, or sumbang!


we screamed our lungs off until midnight. and went to rest. ahaha.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Pangkor Day 1

i've been doing nothing much these past few days and it is really bugging me. i've been updated by friends that this very summer, 3 friends are getting married and a few more are going to get engaged. and then it got me abit frustrated due to the fact i won't be able to make it in time for their weddings, and i wanna get married too!! ahahah. anyways.. i'm here to update our class trip to Teluk Nipah, Pangkor. there were 56 of us. The holiday was a blast! Despite it being our last holidays as students, so to speak. So, back to it, we had to wait for a bit at the lumut jetty, so in between that, i got myself a pair of cute slippers.

In random:Ros,nana,aliaa,gee,jida,emi,sya,ema,izza
dataran jetty lumut. its all new, nice and very2 much organized
as compared to 5 years ago?


the guys: rad,shroul,locco,ridza,pjoe,say,syeril,pais,matt

apart from shopping, many decided to do this instead..

on the ferry to Pangkor!
we'd rather sit in the hot sun instead of in the air-conditioned part of the ferry


on the way way to Pangkor! HooraaY!

we reached Pangkor Jetty prolly 45 minutes after we left mainland. everyone was ecstatic and inpatient to experience Pangkor. Upon arriving, the chalet owner was already there waiting for us. we rode in a pink Van from the jetty. *rempit ku semangat! naik and turun bukit, kalah mat-mat rempit kat KL tu. so, as soon as we arrived, we settled down, and terus serbu makan. the food served was soo delicious, plus the fact that our stomaches were already screaming for food, all of us definitely ate like monkeys.

we rested for an hour or so, and then went straight to the beach. wow, the day was hot! and in the hot burning sun, we played a few games. beach volley la, bola beracun la. i on the otherhand, sat on the beach, enjoying the scenic panorama of the gulf. jiwang la sikit kan. tp i sorang je.


beach volleyball. bola tu keras, sakit tangan main!

Locco,pengasas bola beracun that afternoon! these girls
had loads of fun! and its fun to see them play too!

membasuh kaki. Situ byk barnacles, luka kaki!!

merenung masa depan agaknya.

mesmerizing and super breath-taking



Slightly before nightfall


It was just soo beautiful and being able to witness it, beyond words
Look at this one

Nightfall

speechless
i can still feel the gleaming rays of the about-to-set sun in my eyes.


and its just perfect if u're with ur loved ones

but best of all, is to remind ourselves how Great Allah is.

anyways, that very night, after dinner we had a bit of activity. but i dont have pics on that. so, thats it for day 1. What about day two?

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Excuse me, I have a name!

i dont know if i'm over-reacting or not. but i guess, anyone in my position would be pissed as well! aku ada name. kalau tak tau pon, panggel la kakak. bongok. or u can even ask me my name. ade ke panggel aku Minah?! aku ni nampak je gembire2. tp aku pon ada perasaan. ingat lawak ke panggel org minah pastu siap order2 pulak tuh. aaaargh. geram2. aku bukan bestpren kau, leh sesuka hati panggel MINAH. *minah? hmmmmph!

hmmmph. berakhir sudah episod melepas geram. sekian, terima kasih.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Kisah Gossip orang dewasa?

Yesterday was i guess much better than the other days.. despite the emotional disturbance *yg ni xnk cerita la, Alhamdulillah i managed to brace through it. Many doctors and specialists came over for dinner. Though i was never part of their chit-chat group, but i did manage to make myself useful by helping out with the little ones, *owh so adorable..speaking london cam mat saleh you.. and the servings as well. Hmm.. some were pretty annoying though. ahaks.

Nasi ayam was the main menu. i did my share by becoming the food-tester. Di kala tgh syahdu melayan perasaan, i will be called for testing like every now and then.. *tolong rase, cukup xgaram? xmasin? nak tambah gula? plus, i cooked the chicken soup for the soul.. NOT!.. the rice i mean. it tasted soo good plus with the *xjadi sangat chicken rice, BUT in the end, everyone belasah like monkeys. we bbqued 3 whole chickens cut into 10 pieces each and the first batch of them ate like 2/3 of the chicken pieces. hohoho. they were really enjoying it i guess. they liked the bbqued chicken soo much. well, tgkla siapa yg marinate?! hahahaa.. they didnt stay for long prolly for 3 hoursla. after they left, cleaning up was easy, the dishwasher seemed to be very much useful.hahaha, so we just lap-lap meja, rearranging stuff and this like that lah. *fuh, seb baik!

I tried to sleep after that, *baru nak tutup mata nih, pastu a very close relative from Malaysia came for a visit. Dah penat aku kemas2, kene pulak punggah balek. hohoho, but hey, i love their company. obviously i'm very much familiar with these ppl la kan? so, we updated ourselves with gossip2 dari Malaya, semua lah. it was alright and i can say interesting. well, nak interesting cane lagi kan? Nothing beats the *hati yg kecewa. eheheh. nmind, i love you more!

by 10 pm, i was all tired and sleepy. *yawn yawn. I dozed off without changing into my pajamas. ni sume case main tido terbongkang, and only to wake up at 3am in the morning seeing myself still clad in jeans and tshirt i wore yesterday. hahahahaha. it was okay la. something different. i was able to socialize abit, abit la. hurmm.. So today? life is meaningless yet very meaningful for the other side of the hati yg kecewa. i stayed in bed most of the time. soo useless, and meaningless. Prolly, cross-stitch would do justice to this at-the-mo meaningless and useless self. hehehe.

gambar tiada.told u.useless and meaningless.ciao.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Rain Rain go Away!

sojuk!!
its been raining non-stop since yesterday..
bbbrrrr..
SOJUK okay!
bbbbrrrrrrrrrr...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Daily Babbles

i've been going back and forth monton - hulme and like everytime i will pass by the *old trafford stadium, but not even once did i realize that i'm passing by it! bodzo gile! so, this morning, on the way from hulme to trafford centre, i was.. eh!its the stadium.. *ok, i didnt la sound so tekejut,kan.i tak jakun k (hahaha.. xnak mengaku).. bodo kan? i mean, of course the stadium is not the likes of the stadiums we have at home. terpegun dua saat jap, wondering, how come i missed that huge thing all this while.. Not so big of a matter kan? but well, my sister promised she;ll take me to *old trafford. so, heheh.. ;p. jgn jeles k?

on another note, i'm back at being the house-cook. sometimes, it sucks so bad.. sometimes, i enjoy doing it. And its raining cats and dogs outside, so i cant go the shop to get some celery.. i dont know what to cook!! so, my daily routine here is cook,clean,babysit (only when i feel like doing so),cook,clean,online and sleep. sometimes it got me wondering, it is hard to do cooking, babysitting, cleaning up.. hmmm.. macam mane lah dah kawen and anak2 lagi nnt..

i've always believed that it's easy.. u have a man named husband to help u with the kids, abit of chores, but sometimes, most of the time, not all husbands are 'kind-enuff' to help you out. lagi la kalau husband tu mmg dysfunctional. duduk and do nothing. and seeing it here before my very own eyes, its not easy to raise a child. two?maybe easier, but one? ooowh so difficult. i dont know why i had to blabber on this topic, obviously aku tak kawen lagi, not to mention ada anak. tp, from what i see, its not easy. the attention they 'need' (not want) from you is not like 10 minutes of playing together.. it takes hours.. memang penat la nak layan of course, but then again, compromising on the attention u ought to give to a child? oooooo..that will affect the growth of the child.. and hey, it's not just mommies duty to give enuff love and affection, but daddy has big roles too in a child's development.. seriously.. at the age of 3, if u dont train them good enuff, mmg la jenuh after that..

attention for me is not all the time snuggle2 and kiss2 or play together, but it is also to teach them, discipline. Susah! sometimes u have to raise ur voice to the child, correct their wrong-doings mcm baling2 barang ke, maybe a bit of body-contact i.e. pukul tgn die/or kaki die.. semua bende! susah la actually.. makan kene train, b**ak k**c*ng kene train.. kalau bende2 tak di planned properly/ tangguh2.. then it'll be very difficult.. i dont know.. if i were to be a mother, i want to try to give them the best i could. balance la sayang2 and discipline ni. i hope so.. i dont want them to be spoilt. taktaula.. i still have a long way to go before i start thinking about having my own children.. hurrrmm.. the moral here is, we are the adult, and we will have to determine the daily routine of our child and not the other way round.. u let them loose/u teach them right. i dont know.. too much of something is still bad enuff, so moderate2 la.. tp jgnla terabai terus anak tuh.. hahahaha..

kesimpulannya, bukan senang nak jadik parents.. theres just alot to think off. boleh la jadik counsellor pasnih kan? my hope is that, we will all learn from our mistakes and give the best out of what we can.. selamat berusaha!

i hope i will be a good mommy,myself! amiiiinn..
aku dah penat bebel.. nak perambos pulak.
ciao

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

The Question is....

should we get this blog a 'tagboard'?
do answer this question..
ciao

Saturday, June 09, 2007

beautiful day

Its midnight here in manchester. Today is a good day. The weather is good, not too hot and not too cold either. i love all the smses i received today. *have always loved 'em and always will. ;) I cooked well today except for the extra hot daging paprik. too bad, not everyone could eat it.

we went to town to get a yarn of wool for our knitting project! owh, confirm mak2. since they have like almost all the mak2 kinda stuff, u name it crochet, knitting, cross stitch *owh my favourite!! and bykla lagi arts stuff.. owh, it got me meroyan for abit in the shop! i was so ecstatic to see those cute things, beautiful cross-stitch designs and that got me realized i havent finished my 3 year-old cross stitch project! muhahahaha. so obviously i coaxed myself out of the shop by making believe that if i am able to complete it before i go back home, than i can have one nice design for as my new project.. and i hope i can get it done by end of july!! or maybe ealier?! who knows.. owh so stressful, yet soo irresistable..

anyways, got myself this yummy choc-chip brioche. die ala2 cinnamon role gitu, but its not cinnamon and its got choc chip on it. soo yummy! had two already!hehe. did abit of shopping for those in Malaysia. hope they'll like it lah. i dont have too much of money to spend on. but i'll try to get as many as i can. huhuhu. owh,then we had dinner at Nando's. they serve Halal chickens ok. bykla chit chat and gossip. luahan emosi. but it was really good and i really enjoyed the day.

oklah, think that should be it. nnt aku bebel on something serious pulak. baru tekeluar bijik mata. hahahaha. ciao.

Friday, June 08, 2007

stress di tempat orang

Hidup di tempat orang

my mother always tell me, 'bile ada org datang rumah, greet them well. give them food to eat sbb they bawa berkat into the house.' dulu, bile die ada kat rumah aku, aku tak pernah miss asking him ape die nak for breakfast, lunch or even dinner. kalau aku malas masak pon, i know i'll have to go get something on the table.

dah banyak kejadian2 yg terjadi dimana, bila kat kg, gather ramai2, there's always not enuff food. Just because they think that nasik 10 pot is more than enuff for org seramai 36 org. Woi! ko gile ape! 10 pot je? ko nak aku makan berapa butir nasik tuh?! and because of that too, sanak2 saudara akan berebut2 di meja makan. oowh, sungguh pathetic. ade ke rebut makanan? Jadi, sejak dari kejadian tu, my mother will take charge of the kitchen esp. bab masak nasik nih. die slalu ckp 'anak2, dah besar nnt bile kite punye family pulak gather, never compromise on food'. ape la siap boleh gaduh2 tak puas hati nasi tak cukup sedangkan diorg yg masak tak cukup. owh, sungguh tidak pandai.

tp, the situation is different when the tuan-tuan rumah tidak sensitive kepada tetamu mereka dan cuba untuk hidup seperti biasa. they still buy food that they usually eat, tp mengharapkan agar si tetamu itu untuk masak. owh. sungguh memeningkan kepala. kalau dia yg masak, aku boleh la nak makan ape saja. tp ni die yg nak makan and i have to cook what they usually eat. takpelah. kerana aku menumpang dirumah org, terpaksalah biar insensitivity itu tolak ketepi. what can i do? nothing i guess.

so, the lesson here is, a host should never compromise on food,walau mcm mana susah pun hidup dia. mmg la hidup di tempat org lain dari di rumah sendiri. tetapi, sbg host, u should be more alert and sensitive towards ur guest especially if they're there to look after you and do housechores for you.. owh dammit. dahla tuh. enough of this babbling. aku rase mcm mak nenek pulak dah. oklah. perambus dulu.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

More than words

i really cant tell you how much i miss you.
it is beyond words. *sigh.

Nevertheless, i am enjoying it here. slowly.
missing home soo terribly. :(

life and people

i've come across so many people in my life.
i realized that many are hypocrits.
many claimed that they dont care when actually that is all that matters to them.
being honest is being looked as evil and insensitive.
nevertheless, i am grateful to Allah that i can still put my feet on the ground.
i still believe if we're burdened with problems,
it is not for us to judge who's fault was it.
because it is all from the Almighty.
we must also believe that we're not perfect and things can happen from our own mistakes.

i dont know. that is life i guess.

Monday, May 28, 2007

away, Far-far away :(


Tonight
i will be away to Manchester, for two months..
This, i tell you is really heart-breaking..
leaving the ones i love behind..
sad.. :(

Fun together

Pangkor Trip


One of the best holidays ever spent with my friends..
It is the company that matters..

I will update on this later..=)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Roadtrip to Port Dickson


..Subhanallah..

huhu.kembali meng-update this post.

this trip was actually planned a week before. however, i am a very bad planner. i dont know whom should i invite, so i just asked another friend, who has a car with the hope that he;ll get more people to join the trip. hish.teruk betul aku ni. not really a good manager, right? anyways, but i did invite a few friends whom i am comfortable being with. *haha, keji lagi. Aimi and rad couldnt make it, they have other plans. Hendra, couldnt make it too. so, technically we're back at square one. wey, sape nak ajak? Hanis wanted to join coz she was soo bored of staying home alone. but we couldnt get anyone else to join. *nmpk sangat la aku ni xhappening kan? to add problems to the current problem, ramai classmates yg pulang ke rumah masing2 untuk hantar buku2 dan beg2 besar diorg. so, yang ada, siapa je? org2 yg telah mengreject invitation. aaaww.. kesedihan melanda diri.

on the day of the trip, i was thinking of going with the him je, since the other couple cancelled last-minute because tak cukup org. it didnt bother me at all, cause i felt really bad for not handling the problem properly. but he did managed to ask his housemates to join us, and they wanted to. i really dont mind their company. ye la kan, it goes by this saying, the more the merrier. Poor say, he couldnt come with us because JDX can only ferry 4 ppl at a time especially for long distance journey. thats what u get with a two-door car. anyways, so after Jumaat, we left for PD.

that was around 3pm. and the journey alhamdulillah, went well. sampai PD at a quarter after 4. my mother had earlier prepared mee goreng for us. and i brought tid-bits as well. so, as soon as we arrived, we had our stomach stuffed. the boys later changed into their bathing attire and dush! terjun dalam air! it was soo much fun to see them play. *okay, aku rase macam mak2 pulak la kan? tp, mmg cute pon, they were like jumping around and happily swimming and running on the beach and into the water again. hahahaha.. it was soo much fun. i mean, who says u cant have fun in a small group? i had fun! obviously i didnt get myself into the water, coz i hate getting all wet. i just u know.. main2 tepi gigi air tu. hahahaha. *confirm mcm mak2.

sebelum mandi-manda.. test air dulu.. bbbrrrr.. sejuk

macam budak-budak kecik. main pasir.

tgh main2 air tu, ada pulak *kring kring. pakcik jual aiskrim. but then nafsu je la. perut dah penuh dgn mee-goreng, ak had a whole packet of potatoe bun and then we had jack*n jill lagi. kacang lagi. so, the ice-cream we thought, maybe later. around a quarter to 6, after a good 1 hour of berendam, the boys pon pegi took a shower. we had our asar prayer and then we sat by the beach enjoying sunset. well, there's not much of sunset to be see, because it was what, 630 maybe? but we sat there enjoying each others company.

around 7, we left for home, but before that we stopped at this restaurant by the road-side for dinner. it was good. paid rm 25 for dinner. hmmm. and then went home straight. it was a good day though. wpon company tak cukup besar, but it was sufficient. i enjoyed every bit of the trip. i am sure going to miss things like that. NO! i miss it already. and i miss them already. hmm
so, that was it. till then, ciao!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

How does Islam benefits us?

How does Islam Benefit Us/me?

Hurmm.. it is a general topic for discussion, isnt it? But that was what we had for a discussion last sunday.. It was not a heavy topic, but it was good.. cuba pikir2.. banyak actually that sometimes xperasan..

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Long lost friends

last sunday, i went to meet two friends ,Farah and Ina whom i havent met for 10 years.. 10 years.. since we were 12. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 years!! okla, 10 years.. 10 years is a long time if you do nothing within those years.. but obviously, we were all soo busy with our own life plus the fact that we never bumped into each other within those years.. hmmm.. baru la terasa lama.. They havent changed, not a single bit.. still funny as ever, and still beautiful.. huhuhu.. and i am still the short one amongst them.. *damn.. i cant grow any taller, can i?? huhuhu. hehehehe..

Ina just gave birth to a baby girl, 3 weeks ago i guess.. I missed the first child. i was able to locate them around the time Ina gave birth to her son, i dont know what happened.. it didnt happen.. so, it is only recently, i browsed thru Friend*ster.. *thank you friendster.. i curik Ina's phone number from a friend..well, Ina left her number in the comment box, so i took it.. *kalau tak, sampai bila la nak dapatkan?? Plus, i was able to locate Farah's webpage as well.. and that was how i managed to do it. it has been 10 years.. owh dear..hmm.. the last time i remember, we were 12, still busy with rollerblades, batu seremban, bottle caps.. now? we're all grown up.. I'm already an AUNT!! *mcm terasa dah tua pulak.. huhu.. Farah is already a working woman.. i myself, have just finished my studies, InsyaAllah and will start working anytime soon.. Ina, married with 2 children.. still doing well in her studies.. wow.. we're all grown up!

dulu2, i used to *tumpang Farah's house when we have sports activities in school. My house then was 10km away from school. No LDP during those days, there was this trunk road that we had to endure traffic jam every morning and evening.. imagine the hassle and kepayahan.. so, going back home for 2-3 hours and coming back for the activities, was just impossible.. so Farah, being so kind, let me stay at her house while waiting to go back to school for the activities.. those were the days.. hmm.. Farah was supposed to update on the small gathering we had.. but what do you expect from a working woman? of course she is busy.. so, lets give her abit more time ya? worse still, i know i should've brought the camera with me, and which i didnt.. so, no pics..

hmm.. i was really happy to get to meet them again and still happy.. farah took me in her ride *best* to get some kuih's for ina and Faliq.. heheh.. and we borak2 mcm makcik2 berborak.. hahaha.. abit of gossips.. well, we just had to, thats what u call updating i guess.. ;) huhuhu.. anyways.. it felt really good to get to meet friends whom we have not met for years.. Lots of things to share, eyh?? hmm..okay, that's about it..

i've got work, houseworks to do.. ciao2..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

is it for real?

fuuh...

..finally..


FINALLY!

Exams are over..
No more exams..
(ada forensic exams but that'll be later)

i leave it all to the Almighty for i have given my best shot..
err.. i think soo..

okay, PANGKOR here we come!

Friday, May 04, 2007

togetherness..

why we should do it together?

i have read alot of comments and critics about pharmacists in Malaysia. In the newspaper, on the internet, amongst friends, people whom i met at the hospital. Amongst the things outlined in the newspapers are Pharmacists should not play Doctors. I believe it is true. Pharmacists should not play doctor because, we were not taught how to diagnose patients. But we ought to know as well. People often get mistaken by this. We are not doctors because we dont diagnose. We are drug experts. How do u think a pharmacist will be able to explain how a drug works if he doesnt understand about the disease/condition? And, how would u think a doctor would be able to prescribe the RIGHT medication/s for the patient if he didnt know how it works? Simple as that right?

Its really funny to see the fact that pharmacists and doctors in Malaysia arent united because the scope of work overlaps one another. This is a generalization. I am not referring to all. I was involved in social services. We provided health check-ups like BP monitoring, Glucose and BMI as well as counselling. Many people say that that is the job of a doctor. I believe it is true because i thought that that was a bloody waste of time. The fact is that, Pharmacists are not doctors and regardless of the fact that we are not doctors, we also have the same knowledge. We dont diagnose patients, we refer them to doctors for proper treatment eventhough we know it too. Doctors are the experts in diagnosing, and pharmacists are the experts in the medication. I just dont see why it is so difficult to believe in that. I have many future-doctor friends. And i dont want to be at each others throat just because of all this. I have a friend who is not on good term with her dr aunt just because of this very misunderstanding.

I always believe that doctors are over-doing it. dispensing rights and patient care and u name it in the medical world. Little do they realise that actually what is more important in this situation is the patient. What is the point of finding faults when we can do it together. Nobody is the primary health-care provider. All of us are, and that is what we are trained for. No man is and Island. THAT we have to remember. Pharmacists at the same time should do alot more in terms of knowledge and self-esteem. Read and learn. There are lots of newly published journals regarding treatment and usage of drugs. Our numbers are increasing and we are definitely improving. U cant make everyone to abide the law. There are irresponsible pharmacists.yes, scream it out. there are also irresponsible doctors.

The neighbouring countries are already ahead of us in this matter. Jadi, ape lagi nak bising-bising? lets just shake hands,smile at each other, and start working together. Macam in certain hospitals, Doctors and pharmacists go for ward rounds together. They ask for suggestions and opinions regarding medications from the pharmacists. How cool is that. The pharmacists are also very2 knowldgeable. Nothing is impossible. If money is the problem, maybe we have to revise back why we are doctors and pharmacists. If it is all about you or me, this is not the job. :p Politics cannot get in between this matter as it can be (usually) one-sided. jadi, from now on.. lets stop the fued, and start working together. Good luck people.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Our last..

So long, farewell

pharmacy batch 2003/2007

this year's dinner is our last.. after this, all of us will be scattered throughout malaysia.. i am glad, despite all the flaws.. we still had fun.. loads of fun!

the dinner was held at the Grand B*uewa*e.. and i hate the services provided (the waitresses were rude.. erghh!!..) *ada episode bergaduh and marah2 waitress.. padan muke!! ergh.. dahla the ballroom was terribly warm!! i wont say that i sweat out like a pig,but as a matter of fact, I DID!! damn!! habis make up I cair!! hehehe.. i would recommend c**corde. honestly, this one is nothing compared to the one that we organized. our's was way way better.. ergh.. afood was, not so bad.. i would prefer Impiana KLCC over this one here.. the food is way better than this one.. i mean, the service and food is very very very satisfying.. :D

other than that.. ermm.. the drama was funny.. love it to bits.. oh yes.. i love to take pictures.. there were few pictures with myself in it.. haha.. kesiankan?? okla, maybe tak kot.. i love to take pics and not being in it doesnt really bother me at all.. okla.. maybe sometimes, sometimes...;)

these are the ones that i really love.. i mean, the shots.. the quality mmg la kodi sket..but, i like the expressions, the cheerfulness, happiness.. whatever la that suits to describe the joy in those who are in the pics.

i love how these boys err.. men arranged themselves..
cantik.. if only the picture wasnt blur..

V shape ppl.. some of the girls. pretty. :)

siapa pakai kasut biru tu??

to the left to the left!! says beyonce..

lets not be mean ;).. their nostrils are just as pretty as everyone else's..
:p

well, i'm more interested with the fact that i will be graduating (insyaAllah) in less than a month.. but this one here is definitely something that will last forever.. hehehe.. oklah..gotta get to anemia before i start updating again.. *this is sooo not good.. till then.. bye..

Thursday, April 12, 2007

sambungan seribu satu cerita...

I actually forgot to update about the potluck party we had yesterday!! how forgetful! anyhow, we had loads of fun! everyone was really happy and ready to stuff the empty stomaches with all sorts of food!! i brought a home-made chocolate cake, (ugly) blueberry cupcakes (without any colourful decor, how ugly.. well that is because i baked 'em myself, right) and kuih bahulu and dodol.. i wasnt able to snap photos during the event because BECAUSE!! i am not bothered to check the batteries.. then, poof *please change batteries.. ahahahaha.. serves me damn right.. so i only have 'before the event' photos.. what a shame.. :( okay, lets just go thru these kejap..

pizza?!,choc cake, jellies,puddings.. :) yummy..
owh, and those are all for dessert!


okay2,i baked those..cantik la jugak kan?
and sedap la jugak.. *that cake is my specialty!

pizza anyone??

1.2.snap! gotcha!!

hiihihhih..shhh.. :D

hehehe.. i was totally enjoying the photo-snapping session.. hmm...how very unfortunate, the camera ran out of batts.. So, quite a number of lecturers attended the party.. hihi.. it felt good seeing them enjoying the 'last' (last?!i can say) gathering with us.. owh dear classmates, we will be graduating soon.. oh no! oh Yesss!! hihihi.. ade lagi sikit gambar that i want ppl to see.. ;)


some of the girls..cute

the other girls.. :)

waiting for their turn to.. ermm.. enter the toilet??
:P

smile everyone!;D

alrite.i think that is about all that i want to share.. hurmm.. cant wait to go to Pangkor! yeaaay!!! whatever it is, exams first!! ok. till then.. tooodles!

Seribu satu cerita??

Alot of things, good things la have happened after mom and dad got back from their Hajj. Praise to Allah.. lets not go into details about it.. lets see some pictures instead.. okay, till then.. have a nice day ppl.

the wedding

that is soooo our favourite pose..i miss them all.. already.. *sigh


the pics down here are my baby cousin.. isnt she cute and adorable? i couldnt stop snapping more and more pictures of her.. look at that smile.. isnt it cute?? sint she cute? rase nak cubit2 pipi budak kecik nih.. owh, by the way.. her name is Insyirah.. as in surah al-Insyirah.. cute!!!
awwwww... she melts my heart..

geramnya!!!!

cute22!!!

to be honest really, i dont have alot to share with.. these are the few favourites that i have managed to collect after the stupid hard-disk konged itself last month (thanks to me for tossing the laptop everywhere heartlessly *sigh), and which had costs me a freakin' 280 bucks for a new HD and puts off hope to save the files from that damaged thing.. *sobsob.. but i did get myself a 120G hd.. hoooraaah!! *clapclapclap.. okay.. gotta go.. clinical pharmacy is sooo waiting!! ciao!

Thursday, February 08, 2007

This.. is Normal.really?

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah..

it has been a very-very long time since my last post.. well, alot of things happened for the past two months.. good and not so good.but Alhamdulillah, i'm still doing great! heheh.. Mom and Dad are back from Hajj, and i just love to see them now.. they are still the same parents like before, but i see better Muslim and Muslimah now.. and i wanna be a good Muslimah too.. well, am working on it.. Mom bought lotsa things and Dad bought lotsa books and al-Quran..from Makkah and Medinah..yeay!!
by the way..His birthday was, earlier this month.. had a surprise bday party for him..not quite a surprise.. there were just the two of us though. hahahah.. and he was expecting it, quite.. (well, we only celebrate birthdays). and for that, i ordered "Manchester United" cupcakes.. and he really2 loves it.. i'm glad.. just a bit of update on things..

lalalala

now, this is the best part..
i'm currently doing my final year practical in the hospital, whereby we will rotate by group into different departments and wards.. this week, my group is attached to the Psychiatric ward of H*AR..just a small ward, the ward can occupy max. 10 patients at a time. but, these 'unfortunate' patients have taught me a lot about life.. first of all and most importantly, i am mostly syukur to Allah because,i'm healthy and best of all sane. secondly, i have a family.. a loving family.. when i look at them, insaf!!! thats the word.. INSAF. generally, the male patients are admitted due to drug-induced psychosis..hurmm.. jadi, jgnla cuba2 gatal2 nak isap dadah! ada juga yg major depression,yg schizophrenic.. so, kite kenelah bersyukur..and du'a for good health..

ermm..mcm bosan..i'm sleepy already..ciaoo.. nnt ah sambung