help me decide?

okay.. i dont have to let the whole world know my age and what i wanna do in life and with my life, right? but something caught my attention tonight.. its about making decisions that will definitely change your entire life.. hmmm.. well.. technically, i'm a bit sleepy.. so, this will have to wait.. i hope it wont haunt me in my sleep.. nite.

please-please pimp moi ride

*yawn.. *BIG yawn..

dad : again? there's leakage on ur radiator again? havent we change your radiator before this?
me : yes, i was about to blablablabla.. let the engine run for abit and then i saw drops of water coming from the the radiator.. and yes, i just had it changed last year.

so finally, THAT explains why the spare tank and the radiator gets dried up every two-days at least.. Fuh.. i got pretty nervous thinking that i might need to change the engine.. coz i still believe mine is still good.. well, as a matter of fact.. it is you know.. but because we couldnt explain why it gets dried-up so easily, we think that the engine is already damaged.. but.. yeehaaa!! not the engine!! so sent it to the mechanic and got her a new radiator as well as a new cap for the radiator.. i checked the water/coolen level in both the radiator and spare tank.. yeay! i dont have to add in a single drop of H2O! syukur to Allah.. but it did costed my dad a few hundred bucks to replace it.. poor dad..

so, that is the radiator.. NOW, i'm getting complaints from mom and whoever rides in my car.. 'why is your car shaking as in bergegar? my sis will just go aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. and u can hear her aaaaaaaaa.. shaking..' hahahah.. dang! and they'll start.. have you sent your tyres for balancing? i think the left arm dah bengkok! should send to the workshop before it gets worse' and so on.. stress.. since dad is already away to the Holy Land of Makkah for Hajj, i cant just simply send the car for repair.. so, my brother said, its the engine mounting.. its damaged.. it obviously needs to be replaced.. but its quite expensive too.. plus, i've just had the radiator changed.. so i said.. nevermind.. it only shakes when i drive around 70-90km/hr.. but i usually drive faster than that.. hahaha.. so.. the car will have to wait for dad to come back.. poor car.. and poor dad.. the advice my bro gave me was 'pls dont la run over pot holes, and drive slow sikit.. jgnla ganas2 on the road..' hhihihi..

so, that's it about my car.. hahaha.. ok.xde dah. bye

Allah be with them

it has been exactly a month since the last entry. well, things have been very-very good.. and i thank Allah so much.. Mom and Dad are away for Hajj. I miss having them around me because i am so used to having them at home all the time.. then, mom would always nag and now, i nag to my younger sister.. poor little girl.. and dad, we would always fight over the TV remote,but now, i have it all for myself.. hmm.. I know, Allah will look after mom and dad.. amiiiin..

today, i have to do some house keeping.. sweep, wipe, re-arrange, and maybe a bit of washing.. plus, my eldest sister will be joining us in the house tonight.. my uncle as well.. and that'll keep me company for this weekend.. yeay. well, since i will be most of the time alone in the house, ive made plans with my auntie to drive down to the city center to check out on some stuff. well, its not and will not be a shopping trip though, but at least again, i dont have to sit at home alone..owh, we also planned to bake.. ice-cream cake-black sesame *yummy!!, pizza, and oreo cheesecake.. i have most of the ingredients ready and we will start soon starting with the black sesame ice-cream cake!

so, dah la tu.. blablabla.. till then.. ciao

A Wedding in December

my deskmate of two years from secondary school will be tying the knot this december.. i cant believe that it is this soon.. i'm not jealous ok! hahaha.. her wedding reception will be held on the 9th of december.. and i have not booked the plane tix.. better hurry! nanti habis.. padan muka! owh yes, presents.. hmmm.. to tell the truth, i get headache everytime i try to look for a wedding present.. i dont want to be carrying pinggan-mangkuk on the plane.. i mean, i'll have to drag the thing with me like everywhere i go.. hmmm.. i really dont know..

kadang-kadang, wedding invitation ni can cause you a headache.. hahaha.. ok, not trying to be mean.. takkan la nak attend wedding org dgn tangan yg kosong kan?! (kalau open-house, xpe la lg, dak?! ;p) well, i still have the time to pandang-pandang.. i hope i'll be able to get something nice and sweet for the newly-weds..

So, Hana & husband (hehehe),
Congratulations and all the best to both of you! May Allah bless both of you and the future generations of the two of you.. amiiin..

emotionally unstable

i dont have much to say.. exams.. i mean, i have given my best shot when answering the questions, now, i leave it to the Almighty.. harap-harap semua ok.. amiin..

i still have one more paper.. ;(

makan-makan

hoho.. its good to have a bit of laughs, jokes, and something non-educational for the day..we even got to eat something other than the ordinary rice (important during exams week).. bukan nya tak makan nasi, i just dont have the time to think of something else to satisfy my hunger or 'gian' menguyah other than rice.. hohohoho.. anyways, its also good to see the girls dress up in nice and sweet clothes, to attend the open house.. owh, it was fun.. something for a change.. i mean, temporarily..




just look at them all smiling.. dont we just love to laugh??! of course we do kan? to my dear classmates, i hope u guys will be able to spend a bit of your time, to stop by at my house, (post-raya open house) and i hope, we'll all have great fun.. okay, i'm getting bored. and i feel sleepy.. prayers first! and ZZzZzzzZzzz......(for an hour only!)

cats!

what does she want? obviously she wont stop meoww-ing.. hihi..poor bebeh.. at the moment, she's facing the door (meowwing), waiting for it to be opened (beh, this is no Ali Baba where u sing for the door to be opened..)

she'll stood there (facing the door) for hours (not hours la.. until someone opens it), and if she caught you watching her, she'll blink her eyes, and pull a sad face.. aaaaww.. and if you ignore her, 1 minutes, 2 minutes, 3 minutes.. meoooooowww!! hahaha.. there she goes.. 'jap la beh!! oh haih!!' ciao..

the temperature went up! again..

*blink-blink*

it rained so heavily today.. accompanied by strong wind.. and it blew my umbrella away.. (and got it damaged). 2 km away from home, my car went over-heat.. (again.. *wink) well, i had just refilled the spare tank on sunday.. (it was empty then) but anyways, there was no leak from the engine, the 'minyak pelincir' is still within the required range.. Alhamdulillah.. i fret for a while.. "why now? why when it's raining so heavily?!" and at times, i was swearing to the car.. "bodoh la.. why la now?!" "tak gune punye kete" hahah.. then it strucked me.. all the 'what if' questions u know.. "what if it happened on the exams day? and the day was hot?!" or "what if it happened to my sisters who would not know how to react?!" (not many ppl look at the Temp indicator) i do, coz it happened a few times already..

owh, thanks Allah.. i mean, it was not that bad, the rain cooled down the engine way way faster than it could if it was a hot afternoon.. and my sisters, they were very concerned about me, they came all the way with 3 bottles of water to fill-up the radiator.. and a pump station being only 1000m away from where i stopped my car.. i must thank Allah that it happened today.. it could've been worse.. what a day.. really.. pheeww!!

the moral of the story, never leave the house when its raining so heavily.. the umbrella just wont do any good.. hihihi.. secondly.. always check the radiator.. at least once a week.. plus the spare tank.. always always ALWAYS!! or have a big bottle of water in the car, in case of emergency.. hhuhu.. and dont swear to your car.. they'll swear back at you.. and will make u suffer real bad. hahaha.. ok, toodles..

waiting on the world to change

now we see everything that's going wrong
with the world and those who lead it
we just feel like we dont have the means
to rise above and beat it

so we keep on waiting
waiting on the 'world' to change

of course we do see.. a good example, Da**r E***omi B**u. they preach about the 'Need' to help Bumi entrepreneur to grow better.. mcm cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan.. at the expense of the other races having to 'sacrifice' what they already have achieved for the 'pitiful' Bumi entrepreneurs (that was really, an embarrassment to us) of course i remembered.. so? to help these 'unsuccessful' group, the S**te G*vs were given the authority to select the rightful and MOST Deserving BEs to run the project.. little did we know that, what they mean by B*mi Ents is actually the D**os and Da**ks who knows very little/knows nothing about the the-whatever-project they bid for instead of those who are good/experts in doing 'that-thing'. we have to remember, it is all about money. i repeat ALL about money.

so? siapa yg pathetic and pitiful B**i Ents? i bet it was all about them.. and their K*tes.. and we're all back at square one.. i know the world is just one unfair place.. it is worse because of all these crooks (i shall call them that..) in my whole life, i've always hold on to this sayings that 'what goes around comes around'.. so.. u know what i mean.. and it left me wondering..'arent they afraid of death?' 'arent they afraid of their GOD?' obviously.. from what i can see is that, they are not really mu***ms, but they are ma**ys.. we can become rich and famous even if we're honest people.. but i guess, some ppl prefers to take the easy-way, u know what i mean..

i have definitely blabbered too much.. but i find the necessity to blabber because, i'm totally annoyed.. i think we're all too complacent to even want to change it eventhough we know what is going on.. but u know, i man can never do it.. it takes all of us young people.. to change it and make this country a better place to live in (than now la..)..

this is too much.. okay, gotta go..

roses are red..

roses are red,
vioets are blue...


good nite! ;)

when my stomach sings..

that means.. i am hungry.. starving..

buzzing around..

blink2..blink2..*yawn..hmmm.. Deep breath.. *yaaaawn..(again).

the room is flawlessly-perfectly clean (not a single dust!! not even a single dust).. hoovered the room, rearranged stuff in the wardrobe, hmmm.. and continued with the unfinished revision for the up-coming exams.. i know this is sooo last minute.. just, shhhhhh.. i know i can pull this on through.. the caffein, yes.. no wonder i am still.. typing. (already feeling sleepy though).

owh yes, the extended family will be arriving this morning, (hrp2 lambat sikit lah).. hmm.. the food, cousins, revision (havent finished with it,YET!!;P), helping out (especially with the toilet.. tukang cuci jamban ;( isk..) i will definitely be BUZZING around!! (busy like a bee) i;ll be everywhere.. (harap2 atas katil) oh oh.. in the reading room.. yes2.. exams starts on Monday.. eeeeeeeeeek!!

UGLY sulk to a Grinnnn...

so, i had to wait for dear mom in the car for a good 30 minutes plus 15 minutes of driving to fetch her at the mall.. hmmm.. (all of us drive for her.. when we're free.. mind you, she has a driving license and drives too..) that's beside that point. so the long wait put a sulk on my face (i bet i looked really UGLY!! EXAMS SCARE ok!! pls understand..

so, while still mundar-mandir'ing' around before maghrib prayers... 'knock! knock!' and then she went.. "happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you!" guess what was in her hands?? a Video CD of the movie The Sound of Music!!! okay, i know the idea of watching TSOM sounds abit lame, childish (to me, it does not) but hey, i grew up watching it.. and i've always loved it..

it all started when i turned on to Hitz.fm and listened to this particular song by Gwen-Stefani.. she used one of the songs from the movie in her song.. so, it strucked me! i've got to get the DVD or at least a VCD.. (i cant explain this sudden cravings and 'keinginan' of things going on). i dragged him to the malls to look for the thing. the original DVD (i dont buy ciplak..hahahah!!) costs a freaking 59 hinggit!! too expensive..so, i tried searching for the vcds and they were all sold out!! 'siapa yg tgk TSOM ni?! sebok je! time org nakla, sold out la..'
the guy at the VCD shop even asked me to come back in two weeks incase if the order has arrived.. erk?! hoklen.. two weeks? i need it NOW!i mean i want it NOW..
Called dear mom... and she said to 'download je laa.. well, it'll take u four good days though..hehehe' she's good at making jokes.. i put down the phone, i went to the lappus-toppus and got it dload.. she called to pick her up and.. there.. The VCD is already in the VCD player!! yeay..

so.. the sulk... (owh sungguh buruk ;P) finally turned to a big grin.. thanx dear mom.. i love you

countdown..

counting the days left till exams begin.. shoosh.. erkk.. what am i doing here?
erkk?!

Job interview??

i was rubbing my knees during the interview.. what the heck?!!!
i was so bloody nervous.. my sentences.. they were all jumbled up and it didnt actually come out as how i wanted it to be.. and i obviously mumbled abit.. i mean alot!!! oklah, it wasnt that bad anyways..damn this nervousness!!!

wait.i actually went for a job interview!! =P and it scare the **** out of me.. the panels were my lecturers.. hahah. but, i obviously want to give them the best i could.. hohoho..
spent the whole night preparing the slides but they didnt even look at it!! hoh! huh! (it was all cut and paste after all! hahaha..). the interview lasted for 10 minutes only. they went thru every single sijil that i have in the folder and even looked thru my exams results.. it was pretty embarrassing as i was already "ehe.. ehe.. i. i.." dang! out of words as i was already lost in my embarrassment!

after i left the room, hooh.. i was like..' what did i do? what have i said? i... ergh!! was it good?will i get it?' questions were like popping out, i was still nervous and i went straight to him and told him.. 'they asked me... i was rubbing my knees!! and they looked through my certs, each one of it! they didnt listen to my presentation!.... i was.." i was out-of breath.i really was.. hoh.. what and experience.. on the contrary, it brought me to ponder about my future. i mean, i have already made decisions on what to do.. i mean, my carrier path.. tau la xcertain lagi.. after the interview.. it sort of like, gave me a different ideas and perceptions and spirit of what i can do in the future.. i mean, the options should not be rigid and square.. i know.. and i'm glad.. i thought, applying for the job was a wise decision..

still, i went for a job interview.. hahaha..

Hello October

hi.. exams is just around the corner. but my dissertation is only 30% complete.

chilling fall part 2

okay..this is waaay over-due..been very busy.
but, isnt it beautiful? the waterfall i mean..

beramai-ramai meng'anyam' tempat bakar bbq.

bye bye Chilling Fall.We had Loads of fun!

did i tell you we had to cross the river 6 times before reaching the fall.

lets start from behind.this is the last crossing before we reach the waterfall.
the current was strong.but we made it.

this one here, its pretty deep, plus the strong current.
bantuan!!bantuan!!

yang nih senang je..

yang ni pun senang jugak.. but i lost my balance and fell on a rock..
:(

dah sampai!! yeay!!

so, we had to cross the river 12 times.. and it was good. enjoyed it very much..we were really tired. at first thought of heading back home straight. but hey, we stopped somewhere in rawang for Durian-eating-session. the durians were really good. sume muke puas makan durian..

'apesal mahal sangat?3 ringgit je la..'

so,that was all about our trip to Chilling Fall.. now we have to focus on our research and we definitely have to put our waterfall outing plans on hold. most probably, after Hari Raya. till then..ciao

Chilling Fall

what a day to begin the week with.. ;)

Sunday, 16 July 2006 took us to another waterfall, chilling fall. it is located in Kuala Kubu Baru and took us around 2 hours to reach from Kuala Lumpur. Nevertheless, the journey was very... interesting as we had to 'menyusur' Kuala Kubu Baru dam. These are the landmarks to look out if you plan to go for a adventurous yet relaxing picnic at chilling fall.

the signboard

the lake of Kuala Kubu Baru Dam

the bridge that would only allow one car
at a time to pass through

i never get to be in my own pics ;(

sejuk mata memandang

look at the trees..coolkan?

okay..so,the prob is cant upload more pics of the waterfall. there'll be more and more pics,definitely in the next post.ciao2

when two become one..

as lovely as the newly-weds..

our hopes for the couple;

mudah - mudahan....

kasih abadi sampai ke kubur,
dendam berahi tak pernah luntur.

sayang kekal sampai kiamat,
cinta tidak putus sepanjang hayat.

* hahahaha..i got it from a book..ok

Sungai Lembing - Final Year Research

We went to Sungai Lembing, Pahang and it is surely a trip to remember. we went there to collect samples for our final year research. i did mention in my earlier post that we were going to sg lembing to collect some wild pandans.hehe. we did, we brought back 40kgs of pandan, 1 kg of pandan fruit, and that is equivalent to 7 guni bags! there were only 5 pairs of hands. and each one weighs around approximately 6 kgs? hahahaha..but it was all so good!

we didnt get to take pics because we were always on the move, and it was pretty difficult to find the fruit.so, with a camera in one hand, and the other holding a parang to 'tebas' all that was in the way..difficult.so,not so many pics. we did come across interesting 'things' such as, 'ular lidi', spiders [big2 ones], flowers and fruits, and.. a breathtaking waterfall! the waterfall, was a reward after long hours of searching for pandan fruits. the water was really clean and fresh and, smells good too!! we couldnt get a pic of the waterfall, because it was so beautiful. And unless we go right to the middle of the 6-meters-deep pool, we cant have it here in the blog. hehehe.beautiful, breathtaking, and Subhanallah. owh and how we realized that we didnt actually need drinking water because, the water was clean ,cool and fresh enuff that we can just drink it right from the stream. hahaha. fresh mineral water.

everything turned out really good and satisfying, until our lecturer cut himself with a parang while trying to get pandan. [salah cara penggunaan parang] it was a big cut, and obviously, lots and lots of blood.luckily the ranger brought a first-aid kit with him. so he helped prof with his hand. hurmm.. when we got back to where we start-off, we realized that the leeches have been feeding up on our blood. eww. they were not there when we cleaned ourselves up, but we were all bleeding non-stop.we headed back to Pekan Sg. Lembing at 5 i guess, and reached the small town around 6 something. the 4WD challenge to get out of the hutan back to pekan sg lembing was so bad.. [seb baik x muntah] it was only 13km. bumpy and goyang sana, goyang sini! stressful!

well, as usual.. here are some pics that we managed to capture during our one-day trip to sg. lembing.

things u can hardly find in the city

ular lidi..by the time we finished taking a shot of the snake,
it was gone..

tatau telur burung apa.we had to walk carefully so that the nest wont fall
off..sian mak burung tu.