Job interview??

i was rubbing my knees during the interview.. what the heck?!!!
i was so bloody nervous.. my sentences.. they were all jumbled up and it didnt actually come out as how i wanted it to be.. and i obviously mumbled abit.. i mean alot!!! oklah, it wasnt that bad anyways..damn this nervousness!!!

wait.i actually went for a job interview!! =P and it scare the **** out of me.. the panels were my lecturers.. hahah. but, i obviously want to give them the best i could.. hohoho..
spent the whole night preparing the slides but they didnt even look at it!! hoh! huh! (it was all cut and paste after all! hahaha..). the interview lasted for 10 minutes only. they went thru every single sijil that i have in the folder and even looked thru my exams results.. it was pretty embarrassing as i was already "ehe.. ehe.. i. i.." dang! out of words as i was already lost in my embarrassment!

after i left the room, hooh.. i was like..' what did i do? what have i said? i... ergh!! was it good?will i get it?' questions were like popping out, i was still nervous and i went straight to him and told him.. 'they asked me... i was rubbing my knees!! and they looked through my certs, each one of it! they didnt listen to my presentation!.... i was.." i was out-of breath.i really was.. hoh.. what and experience.. on the contrary, it brought me to ponder about my future. i mean, i have already made decisions on what to do.. i mean, my carrier path.. tau la xcertain lagi.. after the interview.. it sort of like, gave me a different ideas and perceptions and spirit of what i can do in the future.. i mean, the options should not be rigid and square.. i know.. and i'm glad.. i thought, applying for the job was a wise decision..

still, i went for a job interview.. hahaha..