Hari ini...

Good mode on**

I am on leave for a month... Yes, it feels so good to stay home with this little Simba. At least i get to breastfeed him throughout the day. And i know he's a happy boy. The only thing that worries me is this little simba refuse to be put to sleep. He wants to sleep on me. Looks like i have to be strict about his nap- time and bed time. Hep! anak mama ni..

End of Good Mode***

Sakit hati Mode**

Aku sakit hati dengan bos aku!!! suruh pegawai yang sama level dengan aku buat jadual. pastu aku dan kawan-kawan aku kena kerja on RAYA HAJI?? ape yang *e*et x basuh tu, sambut raya haji jugak ke? WTF?! Nanti aku jamin aku kena kerja on Christmas day juga. waaaahhh... melampau sungguh bos aku.

Breathe in... Breathe out... Sabar...

I'de better go before i start spitting FIRE!

Tupper-news

(1) Microwaveable Rice Cooker & (2) Rice Dispenser

Baru-baru ni, pegi Tupperware. Membeli perkara-perkara yang dikirim oleh kawan-kawan ku. Bila ke Tupperware, xsah la kalau xbeli untuk diri sendiri kan? Since we'll be moving into our own house soon, i decided to buy a microwaveable rice cooker for our house. *kitorang masak nasi dalam microwave. I let my mother use it instead. So, here are the good things about the Tupperware microwaveable Rice Cooker.

1. It is microwaveable. *definitely la kan. But that is the most important fact.
2. It can cook 3cup (3pot) of rice without/minimal spillage (usually on the lid only)
3. It is easy to use. No hassle.
4. Cooking time, average 15 mins. Ye, kami masak nasi 15 minit shj
   
5. It has a lifetime warranty. *terms and conditions apply

The offer is open until 7/11. Since it is a limited release item i am not sure if it will be available next month or after. As for now, it comes free with a tupperware rice scoop. I use it especially when i want to make nasi goreng or when there's only 4 /5 people in the house. Kadang-kadang terkurang masak nasi, so this rice cooker is the best solution. Kalau nak tau lebih, boleh check disini or msg me.

sekian, berita tupperware dari saya.

Senang Hati kerana...

...Saya sudah nappy change, and i am a happy boy!!!

Hamza and his playgym

Yes. I have mentioned earlier that Hamza has a playgym. We bought it at Toys R us warehouse sale and Hamza loves it. at least thats what we think. huhuhu.. We wanted something that could stimulate him to focus (his eyes), grab and kick. as well as to listen to th sounds. It is never too soon to start, right?? Btw, a FP playgym would cost us a few hundred ringgit. Not cheap i tell you. So, we think, this is good enough. It's colourful, and adequate for this little precious of ours. hehehehe. Enjoy!!

All excited in his new Playgym.

mummy.. i think i am done playing.. :)

till then. :)

EID Mubarak!

Salam everyone..

Lama sungguh blog ini xdiupdate. I have been very-very busy looking after this little one. On top of that, the newly-purchased adaptor gave way. menyebabkan i couldnt go online at all. Bodzo betul. Since my brother is away for his umrah, cilok jap PC dia. hehehe.

updates updates**

Ramadhan and Syawal
we are already approaching Syawal in just days.. but before that, Ramadhan Mubarak too everyone.. hhehe.. dah nak raya baru nak wish.. so far i haven't managed to fast.. beranak la, and more importantly because i am breastfeeding. lapar kebulur and dahaga sangat-sangat.. i'll have to ganti 30 hari la lepas nih.xpela, janji hamza sihat n segar all the time ya? This year turn raya kat Terengganu, then maybe to Kuantan... and it'll be our first time raya bertiga.. syukur Alhamdulillah. Baju raya? i bought one baju kurung for myself, husband has got himself a jubah from Macca, and little hamza?? there'll be no baju raya for Hamza coz he's still too small to fit into it.. so, pakai je la tshirts and onesies dia tu..

Hamza
We went for his one month checkup at KK Sg.buloh some 3 weeks ago. it was all good. Hamza weighed 4.5kg at 4 weeks old.(his BW was 3.59kg) and he is now 57cm long (he was 52cm at birth).. Alhamdulillah.. He is growing dengan jayanya and he's getting heavier by the day. Everytime angkat nak feed dia, sure terase Hamza semakin berat. But memang itu yang dikehendaki kan? Maka, kami berasa amatlah bersyukur. Baju-baju newborn pon dah teramat ketat, and he can fit into all his 0-6months clothes. Aih.. i dont know how long can the baju last. Looks like we have to buy baju lagi besar than 0-6.. 6-12 maybe??

Other than that, Hamza started to response to our voices at 3 weeks ++.. especially bila mak dia panggil. Now dah 7 weeks, he smiles whenever we 'agah-agah' him, and dia juga sudah pandai angkat badan nak roll himself sideways.. Cuma yang tertinggal is kaki dia. We went to Toys r us Warehouse sale and bought him a cute play gym, plus the accessories.. And he loves to be in the playgym. *Kaki menendang-nendang dengan jayanya.

And owh, this little boy loves his bathing session.. A nappy change will never fail to make him happy.. Letak je atas changing mat, mula la tersengih-sengih showing of his toothless gum. Cute sangat!! Best ada baby. I can't imagine how things will be once i start to work. haih..

Breastfeeding
Alhamdulillah, i am still breastfeeding him.. no bottle milk given. And i am most grateful to be able to breastfeed my baby.. Kadang-kadang payah sangat.. especially when i need to get some things done.. Asik-asik bergayut.. so, apa-apa hal.. feed hamza dulu, baru buat kerja. at least if he doesnt fall asleep immediately, he would just sit on the bed or in his cot quietly until he gets bored/hungry.. I am now looking at the breastfeeding equipments, like, a cooler bag to store milk, storage container/bottle (more, i need more) and a few other items... but will decide on it slowly...

So, yeah.. Thats about what has happened this past few weeks.. hurmm.. Sila lah lihat gambar Hamza. ENJOY!

tido with A*stro remote in his hand.. Hamza buat ape tu??

Hamza, in his new ride

Till then, Salam.

hamza..updates

Hamza is 3 weeks and 4 days old? or young? what i mean to say is, he's been in this world for 3 weeks and 4 days already. How time flies eh? And my little hero is now a big boy. He doesnt look newborn-ish anymore. Hehehe... It feels great being a mom. Walaupun susah sometimes, but thats the challenge and i am glad, my husband and family supports me all the way...

Talking about challenges of being a mom, there's just too many to mention. I remember when we first brought Hamza home, he was so unsettled. Changes in environment, made him abit restless. So i was most of the time awake rather than asleep. And you know.. Everything is all so new to both of us. It's either u read it up in the net, or ask from those with experience. Dua-dua pon buat. I on the other hand, was struggling with my boobies... i wanted to breastfeed him 100% so badly but i wasnt producing much at that time... It was all colostrum, and i got so depressed.. banyak kali i nangis. tp, actually the that was all that the baby needed pon.. day3, suddenly my boobies became soo engorged. Tried expressing it, failed. nothing came out! i couldn't do anything and it was soo painful. rase macam batu! I applied minyak panas la, mandi in hot shower... nothing helped. Not even Tuam... last2, i letak cabbage on it. The next morning, it felt better. Tapi i still couldnt express it. and hamza couldnt drain the milk well... Husband took all the trouble to 'bersihkan' my nipples kot-kot ada yang sumbat. last sekali i decided to stop trying to express when my colleague told me that i shouldn't start expressing too early... Lepas tu, i started experiencing let-downs yg banyak everytime i feed hamza... So at least i know that i have enough milk for hamza.

Now, Hamza is abit unsettled during the day. He will only sleep for a maximum of 1 hour. He used to sleep for 3 hours... but, now he sleeps longer at night. so, thats a big relief. Cuma its a bit tiring during the day coz all that could calm him down is by 'sumbat' susu... So i will be strapped on the bed/mana2 for a while la... Plus he refused to be put down... Jadi, i really appreciate the times when husband is around. at least i can breathe for a bit, while he looks after our little hero. hehehe..

Anyhoo, I keep reminding myself to always be grateful to the Almighty for all that He's blessed us with... And i am most glad to have such a supporting husband. hurmm.. cant live without him. okay.. bye

company

I had a few friends over just now. They wanted to see Hamza. And they brought with them presents. Alhamdulillah. I am most grateful to Allah. Murah rezeki anak ku. And best of all, i enjoyed their company especially when husband is not around. Bosan sangat! So, at least there's people to cheer my day up.

Hamza is asleep with his neyna. Heheheh.. And its actually time for a nappy change. Xpelah. Wait till his up and crying. huhuh. I love to hear him cry. I love the sound of it. I love my son to bits. I love my little family. Ecewaaaahh.. hihihhi.. By the by, Husband should be on his way home real soon!! *Clap clap clap! yeay!!

Confinement...My way?

Ntahla.. My mother is the type who does not really practice confinement like how most Malays do. No offence really.. She told me to eat what ever that is nutritious for me. Fruits, proteins, etc2. Tapi then again, mengurut, bengkung and all ada.. cuma in terms of pantang makan yang tidak dipraktikkan. So, everyday my mother will cook chicken soup for me... And i'll have whatever sayur that i feel like having... and fruits of course. I dont wear stockings, coz the day is just too warm for me and i hate being sticky... The only thing that my mother told me to really look after is the stitches.. errgh. Okay. So, i don't eat seafood just yet.

Akibat daripada tiada pantang ni, i feel free to do alot of things... In the house that is. And i sleep alot!! i eat alot and i sleep alot! *tp, i feed Hamza alot too you know... And now, i am beginning to feel bored. I enjoy being with my son, watching him sleep, changing his nappy, talking to him everything i shall say. But i am also in dire need to see the world again!!! Aaargh! So last night, Husband took me out to Tesco!!! It felt really good! But, i miss my son so much, the trip lasted only 45 minutes... gedik x? hahahahah.. But anyhow.. at least i got to go see the world kejap.. ahahahaha..

Hamza poops like 7 times in a day. And we've been using too many nappies on him. Banyak duit woooo.. so, we decided to put him on Te*sco brand instead. Its quite reasonable. Tgkla kalau ada rashes, will have to reconsider. hahahaha..

Okay yo. Have a nice day.

Introducing...

... Our Newborn Son...

Hamza bin Md Faizul

Ye, itu lah nama diberi. Semoga menjadi insan yg kamil dan muslim yang soleh.. ameeen..

Welcome My Son..

I guess, u can by now guess that i have given birth.. Yes.. I have. To a healthy and big baby. And it is a boy. It wasnt all an easy labour. But Alhamdulillah, I am glad, i have passed one of the biggest challenges a woman could ask for.

Chronologically, this was what happened..
20th July 2009, 11.00 pm

After watching House MD, I started experiencing intense contractions. I didnt time my contractions though. But the contraction was not that regular, except that it was intense. I woke up almost every hour because of the very strong pain. Woke up my husband and told him about it. He stroked me back to sleep.

21st July 2009, 6.05 am

I was asleep when my waterbag gave way. Husband screamed in shocked seeing me jumping out of the bed. *dia risau jatuh katil.. hehe.. It was a gush of fluid.. So, yeah.. i know that we'll be seeing our baby really soon. But, thing is.. we haven't actually decided which hospital to go. Yeah, we decided to go to a nearby *pusat bersalin. We thought that was the best decision and the most convenient in terms of distance from home. Told my mother about it, and got ready.

7.30 am
Had baked-beans for breakfast, while husband prepares the car for me. My mother told me not to worry because the amniotic fluid will be replaced from time to time.

9.00 am
Already at the Pusat Bersalin. Went in to see the doctor and she said that i have to be admitted. Yes, and she said they will have to induce me and saying that baby has to come out within 12 hours or there will be a high risk of baby getting infection. Yeah. Checked in, and they gave a shot of enema. I was already starting to experience contractions but it was very mild. Ala-ala Period pain gitu.

Boleh senyum lagi sbb belum induce

1.00 pm
I 'walked' into the labour room. I was quite shocked to see the condition of the labour room, but i said to myself.. We've made the decision.. so yes. they started me on the drip, and i started to experience contractions.. Husband was there to help me with my breathing techniques, and best of all my sole comfort provider.

2.00pm

Doctor came in and VE'ed me.. I was only 4 sentimeters dilated. And she said.. "we have to push u into the OT for a C-Sect. Your baby is not fully engaged, and we cannot wait. Baby will be at risk of lungs infections and its not good etc2.." I said to husband, i dont want to be cut open. This is only my first child. Why can't she let me try for a normal birth? Husband was definitely out of words. My mother came. She didn't look too happy with the situation. I was already crying. I asked husband to call my aunt (she's a gynae) and she said that they can wait for up to 72 hours. The doctor came in many times, asking us to decide. I asked for more time, she wouldnt let me. It was like an ultimatum for me. I hated it!! I asked husband to call the hospital through my boss to see what will the hospital do for cases like mine. After much considerations, I said to my mother, I want to be transferred out to Hospital Sungai Buloh.

5.30pm

Left the PUsat Bersalin, and still having contractions. 5 minutes apart. husband drove like mad.

630pm
Already being assessed by a specialist. She said, baby was already fully engaged. position wise, normal (doctor tadi cakap, baby buat face presentation), and i am still 4cm dilated. *maybe sebab stress.. They said they'll continue with oxytocin and will see me again in 4 hours time. I was praying hard that i'll be able to deliver within that 4 hours.

730pm
VE'ed me again. Still 4 cm. It was stressful to know that i havent really progressed from 4cm.. this time around, husband couldnt be with me in the labour room. Its the hospital's policy we have to abide to. But i still bargained for my husband. But all attempts failed. I cried really bad. Macam orang meroyan pon ada..

800pm
They increased the oxytocin dose, running at 12mls/hr!!!! Contraction got worse!! it was just super intense!! I took a dose or 2 of the laughing gas from time to time.. but obviously it didn't help at all. Then, i decided to have Pethidine! but they were so slow! they said they had to monitor the baby first. Ok, i waited for 15 minutes, and still no sign of nurses wanting to give me pethidine jab. after a good 30 minutes, i was already screaming for it. hahahha.. tapi, memang sakit gila!!!

930pm
the specialist came in to assess me. Contractions was beyond imagination already!! i was in soo much pain! unbearable. I dozed off from time to time due to the effect of pethidine, but, the pain was still there. So i called for the specialist. I said to her " can i go to the toilet? i think i need a hot shower" she was shocked, and VEed me, only to find out.. i was already 8cm dilated. She said "you'll stay on the bed, and we will call for your husband. Dah x lama dah ni" And my husband came in! aaaaahh.. i cried immediately.. Sakit ok! He couldnt help me with my breathing techniques anymore.. sbb dah kerap sangat and everytime the contraction comes, its just Super INTENSE!!!

1045 pm
I started to realise that i wasnt "menahan" sakit anymore.. But i was already starting to push to kill the pain. So i said, call them in. I think i am ready! And they came in and yes.. I was already fully dilated and baby dah entered the birth canal. Not long after that, i started to push!! 1108 pm, the cute little entered the world.. Lega.. Hilang semua sakit! Alhamdulillah. as soon as they handed the baby to me, Husband took him and Azan kan baby.. I cried. Xpercaya..

Now, presenting my little Hero.. His name will be announced on the after day 7 of birth.

His 1st Hour.. Our son..

We are most Grateful to the Almighty for this little gift here. Alhamdulillah, he's a healthy boy. My family love him to bits. Including all the aunties, atuks and neneks, and great grandparents.. My inlaws pon came all the way from Terengganu to see their new cucu. hehehe.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. Ramai yang visit bagi cash.. so we'll open a savings account for him really soon. And best of all, I am most grateful to Allah that we decided to pindah to Hospital Sungai Buloh.. Coz i got to experience normal birth instead of being operated on. Syukur..

okay, till then.

Kenapa dia xnak dengar???!!!!

I really have a problem with people who does not know how to take NO for an answer!! Aku tau la patient tgh critical.. But, again.. it is not solely our fault that i couldnt supply the bloody noradrenaline. I did, but i know it was not enough.. Ye la.. ICU la kata kan... haihhh.. the last time we faced the same problem, i forwarded the matter to 'the sister'. But nothing was done. Dia tu Boss.. aku ni pekerja saje. dak?? Pastu, coz there was no solution from her part, i took the easiest way out. Marah.. Sian staff nurses tu.. And i guess they too couldnt handle the stress, so they complained back to the doctors. and i was attacked by 'the sister'. Dem U!!! Fine, but because not one freaking human being in the freaking department yg pangkat lagi tinggi dari aku could provide with a bloody solution, sape yg xstress!!!

So, this time around, 'the sister' was not around. I took matters into my own hands and called up the specialist. I explained to her the situation. But i did assured her that we'll be getting some more supplies early next week. She was okay, showed some level of wanting to cooperate with me. Tiba-tiba.. ada orang went down and asked another colleague on who told this doc about the ubat blablabla.. and my colleague called me to inform me about it. When i was about to leave hospital for home, i received an sms 'the sister' saying that the ubat is ONLY for NICU and ICU. Whatever la kan??!! habis, kalau ada patient collapse kat ward, xkan nak biar mati??!! eeee.. double standard!! menyampah!!!! so, i immediately called 'the sister'.

explained what happened etc2.. only to find out someone had actually informed her about the problem. And, U guess????!!! she Freaking yelled at me!! Blaming all the other people kecuali, diri dia, diri ini dan ICU!!! WTF?? she went...

the sister: why did the news come from you, and not from the store??!!!
me: because i find it easier since i am the one who supplies daily meds to the ICU. Is it wrong??
the sister: Xdela. Nampak sangat orang store xbuat kerja. Dah tau stock low kenapa xnak cari before stock habis??
me: yes, but i have been communicating with Th***s about this. and he's been helping me out. we've been calling....
the sister: i'm not talking about you.. i am talking about orang store yg xreti buat kerja!
me: no, thats not true.. (sape kate orang store xbuat kerja?)stress...
the sister: blablablabal*already yelling

and she hung up! Dem YOU!!!!!!

Gilo!!! Kenapa la dia xnak mendengar? and why keep blaming other people when she couldnt even listen for 1 bloody second? i was not trying to protect my dear colleague, but the accusation was just too kurang ajar!! i couldnt take it!! aku pon same marah, so, i too didnt want to listen to her cause i think she's gotten it all wrong! She wasnt even there when the problem occured. and she wasnt even there to help solve the problem. Yang dia tau, MARAH!!! macam singa betina!!! Aku stress sangat-sangat!!!!

Sebagai pegawai yang bawah dia, xpernah la aku dapat solution daripada dia when a problem occur. Sampai kena bergaduh2 dulu, baru la ada boss yang nak ambil tindakan!! BODOHNYAAAA!!! aku stress.. dah, i need to go pray! Stress.. kang beranak pulak!!

I accidentally...

....CRIED....

What happened ey? We've just finished watching CSI. I was bored and i couldnt sleep.. So i browsed through the channels and.. Ahah! 413 was playing the movie P.S. I love you.. I've watched it once during one of my nightshifts at the ED. I cried throughout. Luckily, i sat near a tissue dispenser. So tissues were reachable.. and there were not so many patients. So, yeah.. this time, i was pretty much excited to watch it AGAIN.. although it was already halfway through.. I thought i could just holdback my tears this time around.. heheh.. tp, i cried again..

I find the movie very-very real. I mean, i couldnt imagine having to lose someone i deeply love. and I believe that moving on with life, after love is not easy. Ramai yang xsuka H.Swank's acting. Just cause she's not that cantik.. But for me, she carried the character soo well, and so effectively. I was so moved watching it. I love the songs in the movie as well!! to bits.. hehehe..

aaaa.. so cute!!!

heart melts..

haih.. harap-harap ada lagi malam ni.. :)

Because I am Still Pregnant.....

...... We just had to attend Mal's wedding in Bluewave Hotel, Shah Alam.. Organized by the husband's family. it was a beautiful wedding. they looked sooo good!! Pelamin sangat cantik! thing is, i missed their wedding in Ipoh. So i can't miss this for the world eh babe??! Thanks so much for inviting us. Alhamdulillah, i am much better this weekend.. *Bila baby nak kuar ni?? Again, the photos are all courtesy of kak fadh the owh-so-kind-but-super-good photographer!!! To Mal n husband, again.. CONGRATULATIONS!! selamat berangkat to AZERBAIJAN! :)

sebelum upacara merenjis.. :)

freestyle-0! I seriously didnt know what to do..
hehehehhe.. *skema

yes.. This i know i do best.. kuikuikui!!

The function ended 2-ish. After the photography session, went back home straight. Husband had a rugby game that he too couldnt and wouldnt want to miss it for the world. I thought of accompanying him at first. But, with this huge tummy of mine.. i had to kiss him bye-bye instead.. Penat!!! So, that was it..

Kebosanan Melanda..

Hari ni tak kerja.. Viral Fever. I am worried about the little one inside of me more than my ownself. Thus, the staying at home. Husband is off to work. I said to him, i 'll call him if i feel like giving birth. huhuhu.. Sayang suamiku..

No stories to share today.. But, i do wanna share some pics from our babymoon in the UK. Enjoy.

husband, bergambar dengan seorang pakcik yang tidak dikenali, tetapi tak kisah gambarnya diambil. This is in Manchester, city center.

His dreams!! He will never accept NO for an aswer especially when Old Trafford is within his reach! Shopping at the MAN U Megastore.

Train ride to Cardiff, from Manchester.

Cardiff Bay..
Apparently, semua orang ada gambar kat sini..
Mum and Dad, Jeds and Fawwaz, Kakak and A. Imran.. hihih..

Sekembalinya kami ke Manchester, kami telah memborong barang-barang di sini..

Ini adalah Arndale! Saya suka ke sini..

And we made another stop by at the Old Trafford, again coz husband wanted to get some more things from the Megastore. Thus this picture was taken.

(I love you!)

My brother in-law got themselves tix to watch ManU play against Portsmouth!
Husband was soo over the moon!! I am sure he is.

At The Old Trafford Stadium!
Just before kick-off. husband in the stadium!

xbest rasanya if we didnt stop by at the Manchester City Stadium..
their megastore..

The Last Day in the Land Of the Queen

Greenwich,
London

Cantik sungguh.

On the way up to the Observatory Center, Greenwich.

It was cold at first

Finally there.. the day became alot better!

which side are you on darling? East or West?

Kuala Lumpur

The Real Time? Greenwich Time

Bye-bye Greenwich! See you again next time.

down in the Valley already.. :(

A Visit to the Rival

On our way there..

One of our last Tube rides, this time around..
annnndddd.....

Here we are..
Stamford Bridge Stadium, Chelsea..

saje suka-suka..

Apa yang dibisikkan tu, abang??!


Finally, Goodbye England..

Till we meet again, InsyaAllah..

okay yo.. That's all about our trip. Well, yang rajin untuk dipostlah definitely. Banyak juga places we went. toodles

Over the Weekend

Di kesempatan ini (ecewaaaah)... We would like to congratulate Mal and husband on their wedding.. Teringat our times dulu-dulu.. Not so dulu.. it was just about a year ago.. almost.. hihi.. To Mal (penumpang Satelite ku...) and husband, Semoga berbahagia, and diberkati and dirahmati Allah sentiasa, with good health, happy life, cinta-mencintai dan dicintai.. Ameeenn.. We are terribly sorry we couldnt make it to your reception.. Haruslah diampunkan mak buyung yg sorang ni ye..

pic courtesy from Kak Fadh, thanks!

Event kedua, Wedding another colleague of mine, which I, i mean We failed to attend.. yet again due to my poor health condition.. Puan Faiszah and Encik Loloq.. Selamat Pengantin Baru. Sama je lah macam Mal and Din..

Event ketiga.. Is my little cousin's birthday party. We were late for his party, but food was good. My uncle and family drove all the way from Kuantan for Ahmad's birthday party. Ahmad is only 5 years old by the way. Food was delicious. Nasi Dagang you.. Sian husband tercinta.. he missed the nasi dagang! *sape suruh xdapat attend...hhihihi.. He went to see his friends play rugby.. itu cinta hati dia.. i have no qualms about it.. :) I didnt have any camera with me at the party, so, no pic.. But anyhow.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD!! We enjoyed the clown too!! hihihi..

Event keempat.. My Dad and my little sister (she's 23 btw) went back to our kampung in Senaling, Kuala Pilah last night. Konon-kononnya nak experience dian ghahad!! They packed with them tents, and sleeping bags, insect repellant.. Last-last.. atuk xbagi tido dalam kebun durian!! They camped in the house instead.. HA HA HA!! but, they came home today with A BAKUL FULL OF DURIANS!!! and RAMBUTANS as well!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaarggghhhhhhhhhh!!! Kesedapan yang amat! But too bad, i could no longer take the pungent smell and taste of durian. Sikit-sikit can la.. Tapi, dah belasah the rambutans! Ameeeennn.. kenyang anak dalam perut ni.

Owh, talking of my little one.. I am so anxious waiting for the arrival of this little simba of ours.. So is the daddy! Ahah.. sometimes, the tummy becomes so tight.. rase macam nak beranak! But it only comes by at night!! But, husband said to me earlier.. 'Baby will come out when baby is ready..' Okay abang.. In the mean time.. please bear with all the 'bang, tolong picit tangan' or 'bang, sakit perut!!' hihihihi.. i love you so much!!

reminiscing our babymoon in the UK

Our 1 Year Anniversary is just around the corner.. hurmmm.. what should i get for husband??!!!

37

Yes.. you read that right.. 37 weeks..

Hari ni ada appointment OnG at the hospital. Too tired to go and wait for my turn. I don't know why, but lately i feel that it's just so difficult to go to bed. I'll watch husband sleep, turn on the TV again (sometimes), play that darn B*arnBuddy on FB (so addicted to it!), browse the net.. But my brain won't shut down for the day.. It's making me feel lethargy during the day. I'll probably doze off at 2 am. Usually.. Warm shower does help sometimes.. see, sometimes.. i want to be able to sleep for 8 hours.. i need the energy!! aargh!!

Owh, another thing is.. my extremities has started to puff up abit.. Most people will tell me "biasala, bengkak-bengkak sikit".. It's worse when the day is warm! it'll be very-very uncomfortable when i try to genggam.. Aaaaargh!! nanti kena tanya doctor lah..

Anyways, I am blogging from my computer at the satelite. Husband had to send me to work, coz my little sister 'cikun' my car to sleep over at her friend's. Haihh.. I am sure he's gonna be late.. Thanks so much dear.. But today.. i have alot of things to do. I have to re-do the ICU and NICU floorstock lists! I am still waiting for them to get back to me. they have yet to submit the forms back to me.. But they've called and asked about things. So its all good. Yang paling utama, I have to get it done before baby comes out! Sila la buat kerja dgn cepat-cepat ye, staff nurses.. hurmmm.. i don't feel so good today.. but, i am wishing a happy day to all those who reads this..

menghitung hari

Went to see the doctor last night. She said, baby dah engage.. and, baby can come out anytime.. it may take minutes, hours, days, or even weeks.. ngeeeee... i am not sure myself if i am ready to experience labour, just yet! I am all jittery and nervous! Hopefully, things will go smoothly for both of us, me and baby.. hmmm... including bapak baby..kehkeh.. We are almost 37 weeks, and baby's estimated body weight is 2.7++kg. Alhamdulillah.. heheh..

Owh, nak gossip.. Yesterday, after the most-time-wasting lunch call, I headed back to my satelite.. Bumped into one of my bossess.. Obviously i was waiting for the bloody lift, coz satelite is on level 3. Hello!! And you guess what!! She blurted...

Xboleh naik lift.. nak senang beranak kena naik tangga, tau.

i smiled, and said nothing.. My staff laughed.. We were definitely speechless.. people have been telling me that i should be moving around alot. In other words, active.. tak leh malas-malas.. Fair enough.. But, please don't tell me that i have to climb 3 storeys up to get to my workplace supaya senang beranak. Habis tu, orang-orang yg tak mengandung tu, tapi naik lift.. tak ke nnt cepat gemok and xsihat?!! Aiiihhhh.. There was this day, i couldnt come to work coz i had very bad diarrhoea. only to be criticised by these 'unmarried' bossess of mine, telling all the other people that I (specifically me!) shouldn't pamper myself too much, and lie down and do nothing! and that i should be up and about instead!! *dah aku diarrhoea!!! dia diarrhoea pon leh MC!! haihhhh... I do move around alot! and infact i walk faster than they do!! I guess, walking fast doesn't count.. Ntah ape-ape tah! Diorang ingat, duduk kat satelite ni memang duduk sahaja je kot.. Geram sorang-sorang.. kuikuikui..

I don't pamper myself like what they think i am doing. Its just, you will only know it once you are pregnant. Penat, sakit belakang, sakit perut semua. Bukan mengada-ngada.. walaupon ada orang yang memang buat-buat mengada.. Hehehehe.. definitely not me ye.. please.. Kadang-kadang stress memikirkan mereka-mereka yang suka memandai-mandai sendiri.. Anyways.. Mudah-mudahan semua akan berjalan lancar.. ameen..

Weddings to Durianss

Attended two weddings on saturday. 1 was in Shah Alam, the other 1 in Kajang. It was all good. I must say that i had a good time.. we both had a good time. Aimi and Rad looked soo cute together, now that they're husband and wife, Alhamdulillah.. so happy for my classmates.. Aimi & Rad pon cinta Kuliah juga.. huahuahuahauha... lepas nih, Nazha and Faiz pulak.. hihihih.. Walaupon jauh to get to Kajang from shah alam, but because we missed their wedding in Kedah, so we couldnt miss this reception for the world! lagipon, dah bertahun-tahun tak jumpa si Aimi tu (exaggeration!)

Yesterday, was even better! Last weekend, when we were in Kuantan, Dad received a call from my aunt..

Makngah: Along, minggu depan balek kampong, dian dah ghahad!! (durian dah gugur dgn jayanya!)
Dad: Dian abah ko? yo lah.. nnt kitorg balek!!

On saturday, i was told by my aunt that the durians dah dicuri oleh orang-orang lain.. and my atok was so disappointed. He decided to spend the night in his kebun.. to guard his durians.. and he did!! So, we drove down to seremban early in the morning to have a taste of my atok's durians.. Makngah came back with 30 biji durians!! banyak woooooo!!!! and it was all good!! i couldnt help but stuff myself with more than 10 ulas of durians!!! semuanya manis2 dan fresh-fresh belaka!!!! owh, sodap boto!!!! Makngah cooked lunch.. we had gulai ikan sembilang salai, gulai telur itik, rendang, tempoyak and cili api, and macam2 masakan kampung! owhh!! memang heaven.. keji sungguh lauk-pauk hari itu.. maka akibatnya.. terlenalah sekejap diatas katil empok atok! hehehehehe... bestnya!! i've always enjoyed balek seremban..

sape nak makan durian lagi!!???

Friday babbless

Kebosanan melanda diri ini.. Owh definitely.
Mal will be away for 3 weeks (org nak kawen la katakan).. Ina is taking the afternoon off, nak balek kampung katanya. So that leaves me and this 'little one in me' alone in the satelite. Its terribly cold in my satelite.. Feels like 11 degrees here.. aarghh!! and now hidung ku sakit. Perut ku juga sakit!! Simptom-simptom beranak mungkin?? owh tidak.. we're only into our 36th weeks.. kan baby??

Today, accompanied husband for his second dose of physiotherapy. He was put on the electro... ??? ape ye? and the second one is traction. When i came in, he looked abit sleepy. Harap-harap ada kesan la.. coz his back pain is really getting worse and he is complaining alot lately about his back pain. So far, Alhamdulillah.. the therapy seemed to work. The best thing is, i got to go to work with my husband today.. Selama ni pegi dgn mal.. *next week??!! owh no!!

Anyways, kepada penumpang satelite3 iaitu Mal, Selamat Pengantin Baru.. I feel so happy for you.. if this little one decides to come out ealier, please dont be upset ye if we couldnt make it to your big day.. Hadiah ada.. hihihi.. Oklah.. Gotta go.. nak amek ubat!!

Balik Kampung siapa?

Hate MOndays!!

We spent the weekend at my mom's kampung.. It's only husband's third time in Kuantan. But seriously, we had fun. There's nothing much in Kuantan, really. They have shopping malls, but we can always buy things in KL, kan? Best of all is the beach. But TC is just too crowded, plus the days were so warm and humid.. so we stayed in the house aje.. What we enjoyed most was the company we had. My uncles and their families, and my grandmother. Quality time that is.. hahaha..

They are all amazed with my bulging tummy! *dah tu, nak beranak dah namanye...

Saturday night, husband wanted to eat Lala Sweet sour so badly.. so we went to this restaurant in Tanjung Lumpur.. we had quite a feast jugakla.. with the sotong goreng tepung, ikan siakap 3 rasa and all dan macam2 lagi.. And, we had two rounds of durian eating session!!! walaupon diserang diarrhoea.. i couldnt resist it!! i had altogether 10 ulas of durian!! uuuurrrrp!!!

Kesimpulannya, we had soooo much fun!!!

Updates on Simba

Went for my regular check-up at the clinic in my workplace. I got a better dr today. Alhamdulillah. Baby's estimated weight is 2.3kg at 34 weeks. Alhamdulillah.. (that explains why i am 62kg now.. aaargh!!) But as long as simba is doing good, healthy and growing, i am most glad. Syukur to Allah. Simba is already in cephalic position (head-down la) and i hope simba will maintain in that position sampai dia lahir. At the moment, I can feel simba hiccup-ing. hehehe.. I love it when simba hiccups!
it feels.. errr.. how do i describe it.. it feels.. funny. there's this consistent beat down there! Only a few weeks left.. I am nervous and i so cant wait to see my simba. Dia tgh keras2 kan perut nih! adeh.. Dia dah bangun.. oklah. ciao

Diarrhoea...

.... Yet again.....:(

Sakit perut.. Poor Little Simba, has to put up with my contracting bowel! Simba is so uncomfortable... (at least i can tell) because of Simba's non-stop movement. And it's worsening the stomach pain. Nak amek leave, but sian kat my staff. Lagipon pagi-pagi ni, bukan banyak kerja pon.

Husband sent me to work this morning. :) I love him to bits!! tapi sbb xde transport, kena la duduk diam-diam kat hospital ni..*bila la nak pegi bayar phone bil nih!! hihhiii..

Since my staff is out for lunch, leaving me alone and sleepy in this room, maka.. telah la aku berkemas-kemas especially the documents yang melambak-lambak.. Yang xde file, yg xdi filekan betul-betul.. hurmmm..

I'm hungry already. wanna go grab something to feed Simba..

ciao

Kepulangan

Ye.. Kami sudah pulang.. dari Kursus Induksi dan juga Kursus Ken*egaraan. All that i can say is, I did enjoy myself there. Well, partly because i got husband to attend the two courses with me..*senang sikit sbb dah memboyot dgn dasyatnya.. And on the other hand, we made new friends.. and it was all good. Pengisian?? Pengisian perut every 6hourly.. hmmmm... does more harm to the body weight than anything else. But, induction was good. *baru la reti nak buat claims and what nots.. hihihihiih.

Induction taught me to become a more responsible 'Penjawat Awam'.. They taught us how to answer calls, etc.. *haruslah aku menjawab telefon dalam 10 saat!! hihihihi.. And my group won Best Performance!! hihih.. Thanks to the creative groupmates of mine, Dr. Arvin, Dr. Munzir, Ang, Mas, Dr. Jessica, Dr. Nurul, Mei Yao, Gege and myself!! Kami telah menggemparkan dewan Hotel Sri Malaysia itu! huhuhuhuh.. We had fun! Tetapi, sungguh mengstresskan bila balik kerja. Kerja amat mengstresskan!

Anyways, kami gembira kerana dapat bertemu dgn kawan-kawan baru!

induction course

hey, i.m blogging from husbands hp.we.re in genting for our induction course. Food here is good. We had some good speakers and some,well.. They are okay. Ok lah. I have to prepare for my public speaking.

Macam Monyet

My mother called us yesterday, just before Maghrib. 'I don't feel like cooking. Jom makan meehun sup kat de5?' we said yes.. Sian dia makan sorang-sorang. So after Maghrib, we meet up at the named restaurant. I had soto, my mother had meehunmee soto, and husband had grilled chicken chop. *the soto didn't taste that yummy though. but we stayed on abit. We chat a lot, laughed and just before 9pm, we left for home. Sesampainya kitorang kat rumah, we had another round of borak-borak. Always about my cute anak sedaras especially Anfaal.. *she's having a hard time adjusting to her new baby brother.. Suddenly abah called on the house phone. I went to answer the call. and as i hung up the phone, he called again. This time, with an instruction. Then....

I felt this sharp pain down there! AAAAAAAAAAarrrrrgh. I went out, to tell my husband to help me with the thing dad asked me to do.. and at the same time, i was holding my lower abdomen, and terbongkok.. I said, 'help me with.. blablabla... i need to go to the toilet!' mother and husband looked at me in awe. I taktau diorg tu nak gelak or kesian.. hmmmphhh.. But i was still standing there.. with all the aduhs and aaahss.. *mengerang kesakitan ok.. And then i immediately went away when the pain lessens.. Husband and my mother joined suit. They left their seats and made their way into the house. Tiba-tiba.. the pain came back!!! i had to go to the toilet! but i couldnt. it was just too painful!! i tried to walk. slowly though, and i went to the toilet akhirnya.

Job done, i went out. crying... husband helped me. dia apply minyak sikit on my lower abdomen. and that did help to ease the pain.. Out of the blue.. he said 'Sian ya. Abg tengok mcm monyet jalan pon ada tadi. Abg kesian pon ada, nak gelak pon ada..hehehehe..' and he burst out laughing! Ada ke!!! Sampai hati dia.. I laughed too cause i can imagine myself, jalan terbongkok, and terkengkang sikit.. memang macam monyet! BUT, truth is, I was in PAIN!!! haih.. macam monyet!

I woke up 4 times through out my sleep. sakit perut. *siap sempat tgk Man U vs Wigans... walaupon they played so badly.Seb baik menang! I dont know if this is food poisoning or symptoms experience due to the changes of hormones. But i really don't like it! Hate it infact! hurmmm.. if this thing won't go away by tomorrow, i'll have to go see the GP..

till then..

Nothing

I am tired due to sleepless nights..
This little simba of ours loves waking up at the wee hour of the day.
To make things worse, i have to stayback for the extended hours shift today.

Haiihhh..

I feel like taking a nap!! Just a short one.

ZzzZZzzzzzz.....

Little Simba

My sister calls my baby Little Simba. Sila lah teka maknyanya sekiranya anda pandai. Hihihi.. Anyways..Last 2 weeks, i had an appointment at my work place. Dr. scanned my ever-growing tummy (i could see my baby so clearly..:)* heart melts) and i was told that the placenta was a bit low-lying. He said, i might have to deliver via C-SECT. I was not so happy to hear that. But the truth is, it is just the edge of the placenta and it's quite huge i tell you. But, thing is.. he did it already. I went home, worried sick. Husband was very calm though.. he said, 'its okay. everything's gonna be fine. You'll be fine and little simba will be fine too..' tenang hati ku seketika.

So, yesterday i went to see my dr. She didn't say a word about my placenta. I waited, and it was like before she dismissed us, i asked her the question. I even showed her my book. and u guess what, she was disappointed. She said, it is normal to have the placenta low lying, but she said, i am only 29 weeks pregnant, and it will move up when my tummy grows bigger. Plus, my baby is now head-down as compared to the last scan i had at the hospital, baby was in transverse position. hehehe.. lega hati.. The best part was, she kept reminding me to make lots and lots of du'a to the Almighty.. Baiknya doktor kuu.. In the car, husband said to me.. 'i told you not to worry. But i understand.. i will always make du'a for you and baby.. *heart melts!.. Now can we go shopping?!' hehehe.. I am most grateful. Moga-moga dipermudahkan for me and baby. Ameeen.. till then. Gambar ultrasound xscan.

Kecik-kecik

We used to live in the UK for a year and a half. My father sambung belajar and all of us tagged along. I was 4 1/2 at that time. In the UK, it is compulsory for children age 3 and above to go to school. Preschool, nursery, and then sekolah rendah n menengah dan seterusnya. So, my parents enrolled me into F1 kot.. haa.. I still remember the names of my teachers. Mrs Daniel and Mrs. Neil? tembak je. Best ok! Sekolah bukan macam kat Malaysia. So, there was a time, i was sick for a few days, and missed school. So when i got back to school, I was asked to draw an animal for our class presentation. We worked in pairs. My partner was robert. hahaha.. So, the deal was.. i prepare the drawings, and Robert wil present it during assembly. HAHAHAHAHA.. So, i took the pen, and started drawing.. Itu la gambar anjing yang telah dilukis!! Mrs daniel laughed so bad, aku rase nak lukis balek. She went ' owh look, nadia's dog has eight legs!!!!' and they all laughed! aku yg xtahan malu mase tu, rase nak koyak and buat gamba baru je!! hahahhahaha.. MALUUU!! i tried to ask to re-do the drawings, but all i got was, 'it's okay nadia. your dog is cute'.. bodo sungguh.

Tiba lah pada hari assembly, diorg pon introduce la lukisan2 kami.. When it was our turn, i hid behind robert, especially when mrs daniel announced 'Nadia's and robert's Eight legged dog!' Habis mak-mak and bapak-bapak dalam assembly hall to gelak! My mom pon gelak, and she remembers it until today! so, Hari ni.. teringin rase di hati nak mempersembahkan, My eight legged dog, SPOT! hahahhaha.. Sila lah gelak dgn keji ye???

sekian, salam

Incident Reporting

Urrrrp... Alhamdulillah.. Dinner was yummy. Had Ikan kembung singgang, ikan kembung bakar with cicah budu, cili api n petai, on top of that, ada sayur goreng and it was all good. then, we sambung chit chat after dinner.. biasa lah kan? Gelak2 and all. It was all good.. i could take my mind off of work for an hour.

Hari ni, i had a super long day at work. Haih. We had to get this particular vaccine. We called up all the hospitals in Klang Valley. We could only get 4 vials. We needed 6 vials. Tried Seremban, Melaka, Johor, even Kuantan and Ipoh to get the vaccine.. But to no avail. I was very busy making calls today and it was just so tiring.. I was worried because the patients who needed the vaccines are babies. newborn babies to be exact. And its really frustrating that, this incident happened not on natural cause, but because of circumstances that could actually be avoided. Anyways, things happened. Dah sibuk bebel2 tu.. things came back to me in no time.

I received a call from one of the assistants, telling me that the ICU staff nurse came down to return a vaccine (a different one) that i have dispensed earlier before i went home. I was supposed to dispense HI vaccine. But i took out VZ Vaccine. I wont say i am lucky.. but i would say, the doctor/nurses did their job well, read the label i gave and read the name of the given vaccine. Thank you. So, they returned it back before administering it to the patient. It got me wonder.. Baru aku bebel to those yg xbuat kerja betul2. But, actually.. anything can happen. But anyways, i've learnt my lesson. I will make an incident report and will have it sent to my superior. Responsibility must come first. right?

All praise to the Almighty.. Salam

just updates

I just got back from the ICU round. its damn tiring. mentally definitely.. physically too now that i'm pregnant. i haven't had lunch, and baby is already hungry.. i can tell. hihi, kan baby? Anyways, aside from yawning every 5 minutes, I am verifying the prescriptions and its boresome. Called husband a while ago. he said, he'll be coming home abit late today. FUTSAL, FUTSAL. i can't complain much see, coz he needs alot of exercise. his tummy IS bulging out. and in no time, he wouldnt be able to shove his cute butt down into his pants. hihi.. sorry bang!! I love you so much! hihihihi..

activities these past few days? None. Owh owh.. last saturday, husband and i went to OU to check out some baby stuff. hihi. well, we went into mcare. But husband went ballistic (hahahah) when he sees the prices. 'xpe baby.. we'll get nice, cute and comfortable stuff for you' says husband. i x kisah pun. i have a lot more to think of at the moment than cute clothes. huhu.. maybe later.. I am so disorganized. aihh.. nak beranak kat mana pon, i couldnt decide. aaaargh.. hurmm.. mampu kah anda membantu ku?? anyways.. husbands agreed on buying baby a cool stroller. yeay!! okla. i need to do my work. ciao

Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa?? Bila?

Its 3.15 a.m, and here i am at the hospital WORKING. haihhh.. I hate night shifts! coz it's just so tiring. Fortunately, there are only few sick people left waiting for their turn. I can see myself dozing off really soon.. heheh.. i couldnt stand staring at the stupid box. At this time of day usually the guards will turn some lights off.. berjimatkan.. ekonomi tengah gawat. and that's the best time to tido..

Since i am working, lets talk about work. MINE i mean. hihi. Sebenarnya, satelite ku berfungsi to supply medications to TWO Intensive Care Units. General ICU as well as Neonatal ICU. Dua-dua pon ICU. and because the nursing care provided are Intensive, maka akhirnya diriku ini terjebak dengan ke'stress'an ditempat kerja. I told you i have a super-efficient assistant. Yes, she helps me alot. And she makes managing the satelite so much easier. But u see, kerja ku juga melibatkan orang-orang yang bernama boss yang berpangkat lebih tinggi dari U41. dan juga staff nurses yang kebanyakkannya cantik-cantik (tetapi biadap), dan juga doktor-doktor yang kadang-kadang terlampau 'cinta' kan pesakit sehingga lupa akan tanggungjawab sebenar diorang. Iaitu, to function as a doctor/specialist. owh, and not to forget penolong ku yang makin lama, makin sukar untuk aku communicate with, because i believe we both hate each other, deep down inside. ahahaha.. Nevertheless, for me.. Work is Work. i dont carry personal things into my work.. or at least i try not to. But u see, when i'm getting all sorts of rumours (yang sering mencairkan taik telinga ku yg keras ni) from many people, it gets difficult. Really difficult.

I am lucky husband still make an effort to listen to all my complaints about this particular person, eventho i know he too couldnt handle the stress of just listening. i try not to complain too much, but sometimes.. kesakitan hati itu is just unbearable, yang tahap boleh meletop. and believe me, i feel alot better after that. hehehe.. I love you Abang.. muaaah! Thing is, masalah perasaan ini, for me are too small a matter. And i have 18 patients in the ICU that needs medications.. So, i brushed it off aside just many times. Cuma, akhir-akhir ini.. things got out of hands. Nampaknya, aku juga sudah tidak mampu to maintain professional.. and its getting personal now. Aaaaarghh! I was called-in by my immediate superior.. and it sounded as though aku yang bermasalah. Aku kecewa.. i believe in this malay saying.. Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa. Tapi, in the end, i had to explain things.. and u know.. it is terribly depressing..

Tapi, hari ni.. keadaan menjadi lebih buruk. dan aku telah mengamuk sedikit. susah kerja when u can't communicate well with those working around you. And i do not agree kerja mengarah-arah. Aku kerja Gomen je. Banyak lagi boss2 yang perlu aku answer to. dan hanya 2 orang yg answer to me. And sebab ramai yang terlibat dalam chain kerja aku.. So, haruslah kita berbaik-baik sesama kita, right? kenapa kena kerja gaduh-gaduh dan xpuas hati?? Kerja lebih penting!! thing is, i tried to explain to her about how i hoped/want things to be. tapi, unfortunately dia susah nak menerima 'arahan' from me, apatah lagi untuk mendengar.. susah-susah.. haihhh..

Aku xsalahkan dia 100%. I believe i too contribute to this problem. Tapi i believe, bukan aku yg mulakan dulu. or at least, i know that i would never to hurt her feelings. Mungkin secara xsengaja.. dan i regret for the times that i've hurt her feelings. hurmm.. haiiihhhh... anyways.. i am already sleepy now..i think i just going to land myself on a not-so-comfortable-and-cold toto.. heheh.. oklah.. sekian bebelan ku..

New Addition!

pic by zaidimuhammad (sis's friend)

Alhamdulillah, husband has a new birthday-mate. It was a double celebration indeed. My eldest sister gave birth to a big and healthy baby boy via c-sect. He weighed 3.3kg. and he's just as cute as all my anak-anak sedara. On the 7th day, sister had a small get together at their house in cardiff for Majlis Bertahnik and cukur jambul as well as to announce the name of their new baby. The name is Ameer Muadz bin Mohd Imran. Alhamdulillah.

gambar diatas ialah Anfaal trying to soothe Muadz by putting her finger into his mouth. Good attempt anfaal. comelkan anak2 saudara ku?!

Gerak

2 days back, i was throwing out blood.. it was a very painful one. it felt like the whole GIT was coming out. Then, it was already sore throat. Husband insisted that i go see the GP. i refused. Okay lagi.. But, the next day turned out to be worse. i didnt actually vom.. But, i was all dizzy the whole day. i came to work late coz i couldnt handle the dizziness. it became worse when i thought i felt better. So, i spent my day in the surau, sleeping. kesian my assistant. She's a pregnant lady as well.. and baby is due in 6 weeks. but, she's been one of my heroine at work. thanks babe..

That very evening, i vom again.. when i was having shower. Husband came running, trying to help me. he looked anguish and a bit angry. Go get ready. we're going to see ur OB. u're so not going to work tomorrow. i couldnt say much as i was already weak after the vom episode. Doc gave me two-days rest. and she did another scan for me. So far, alhamdulillah. My baby is growing well inside of me. Baby was 24.5 mm 2 weeks ago. and yesterday, baby is already 49.9 mm.

i am indeed very happy to see my baby. and i could see baby moving (its actually baby's reflects, coz baby ia not yet in control of its own movement) and i am all grateful to Allah. Husband was all excited. as always. And today, since i was in bed the whole day, i tried to focus on my tummy for any signs of movement thats not mine u see. And i can see that my tummy actually flutters when i hold my breath. huhuhuhu! And and.. i thought, why not give a bit pressure on it, incase if i can feel my baby's heartbeat.. And... ahahahaha.. i was laughing my heart out! indeed, i can feel my baby's heatbeat. its very faint. but, its there.. I told husband right away.. he didnt believe me, but i taught him how, and there was definitely a big grin on his way.. "ni baby babah".. aaaww..

Alhamdulillah. anyways.. i still feel bad for not being able to go to work. i am okay most of the days.. but there are some days that the N and V are really bad.. but the truth is, i am mostly grateful for having a husband who supports me, and friends who's always there for me when i am in need. colleagues i mean.. M and I, u know who u are. Khamis, when i am alot better( i hope i will be alot better) kita makan jambu cicah sos rojak buah k?? i love u guys to bits..

till then y'all. Salam

Updates updates

Hi..
i am back from the long silence. Lets just hope i won't disappear again..hihi.. But really, i was away because i was really unwell. Yes, i am 11 weeks and 6 days pregnant. And the hormones are not doing justice to my tummy. infact, i have just.. you know.. emptied my stomach awhile ago! (sakit tekak ku).. I guess, this is what being a mommy is about. It requires a high level of patience. Baru pregnant. Belom anak lagi. Nevertheless, husband has been very-very helpful. Alhamdulillah. I am grateful.

I wanted to update about our raya korban in terengganu. That's my first really. Dahla banjir!! But, i am just too lazy to upload the pics, and just too lazy to write about it. I guess, it'll just be a memory for me only. Owh, my in-laws are excited over our pregnancy. 'Anak Joe' la katakan. heheh. I hope my pregnancy will go well, without much complications.. InsyaAllah. Owh, our baby will be the third cucu for my parents, this year.. year 2009. Plus, my cute little niece, anfaal. So, my parents are getting 4 cucus in just two years. Alhamdulillah. My in laws are getting 1 cucu every year. hehe. baby is due in July. So that makes our baby, our anniversary baby. heheh.

Work u ask? My satelite has successfully started operation since 15th december. Horror!! You can never imagine the amount of drugs supplied to the ICU only. I have to stock-up the items twice a week! Worse, the drug usage pattern is so unpredictable. So, with the very limited space that i have, i just had to squeeze as many drugs as i can. be it in small amount/big amount. Haih. Thanks to my colleague, M*l.. u know who u are, for always helping me out at my new workstation. Kalau ko xde, haih.. pengsan aku okay!! and i really appreciate it. That gives me the luxury to relax Alot! and gossip alittle (maybe alot!!) whenever she's around. I am also grateful to have a very efficient, kind, and super-organized assistant. Aaaahh.. they make my day when i am about to turn into a green monster! huhu..

Oklah. Thats all for now i guess.. until the next update. *harap-harap esok/lusa dan bukan 1 bulan dari sekarang ye?.. hehehhehe.. salam

2009

its 2009 & 1430 Hijrah already.. How time flies.. A lot of things happened in 2008. I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah. Anyways.. walaupon dilanda morning sickness yang agak teruk semalam dan kelmarin.. huhuhuhu.. tapi, i tetap bersyukur. oklah.. malas nak bebel longer..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Driver bodo

Last night, i felt like having tomyam for dinner. I couldnt stand the smell of sardine n egg. it kills my appetite and makes me want to throw up! So, tomyam we had for dinner. At first we were thinking of going to the bank after dinner, but because I couldnt handle the nausea, husband decided that we go home, right away. But the worse has yet to happen. I didnt puke okay people.. but someone, so irresponsible changed our mood last night. Meh, nak cerita.

If you have ever been to Dataran Sunway, Kota Damansara.. u can imagine how congested the place can be at night. The place will be swarmed with people, hungry & satiated people, that is cause there are just too many kopitiams n restaurants. serious! And, semestinya, terlampau banyak kereta! The thing is, this is the time when a person is at his/her most inconsiderate behaviour i tell you. We wouldnt mind making a few rounds to find a proper parking lot, but for many, they would rather DOUBLE PARK, right infront the shop and then eat HAPPILY. Bangang mana tah belajar park macam nih! when the car they double park wants to leave, they will honk hard to call the stupid owner. Aku cakap ni, Melayu, India, Cina. same saje! Thats how inconsiderate Malaysian Drivers are! Smalam, my husband had to reverse 3 times because this guy, in a Kembara REFUSED!!! i repeat! refused to park his car in a proper parking lot and double park instead because we think that he is TOO lazy to press on the paddle, reverse, accelerate. and break. only to get a stare from husband, and i tell you its not nice to stare at other people, but isnt it obvious enough they are soo incosiderate.

Well, i am not quite done yet.. You all tau la, 2 way street, kan? pastu dgn beruk2 yang double park lagi.. making it quite difficult for two cars to pass, side by side. and Giant KD pulak dah bukak. Traffic coming from giant pon banyak. so, dah la dgn jalan sempit sbb beruk2 double park, plus the oncoming traffic from giant lagi. So, Traffic was slow. Tapi, what annoyed us was, this young lady driver, Suka hati atok dia, nak potong our car. Kereta depan break to slow down, and so we had too slow down. suddenly, ko tau dia HON kitorg sekuat mungkin! Celaka betina ni. Husband Hon la dia balek. nak laju pegi mana kan? so, dia squeeze balek behind us. lepas keluar junction, die rempit la. sempat la aku maki one round. dia stare balek. AAAiiiihhh.. memang nak mampos pempuan bangang nih. Guess what i did??!

Ye.. i asked husband to follow her. What?! ko ingat aku xleh harrass you?! Dia tekan minyak nak mampos, cilok kiri, cilok kanan. we followed her to a shell station in KD. Cuak okay minah tu. Her friend was waiting for US i presume.

Friend: Ini ada apa?
Husband: U punya kawan kurang ajar bawak kereta. Mau potong xlepas marah orang lain. Kalau nak cepat sangat, u pasang la emergency light! Itu jalan sempit maaa.. considerate la sikit kan? suma orang mau balek rumah ma..
Friend: So? xda apa rosak kan? jadi, xda kes la..
Aku: Hello! memang la xda rosak. Tapi, lain kali, drive pikir orang lain juga. Jangan ingat ini jalan bapak punya!
Friend: Eyh, biar sorang cakap sudah la
*minah tu kecut dalam kereta
Husband: Saya xnak cari gaduh. Tapi sakit hati ma! apa hon hon?! dia pandai sangat ka bawak laju2 tempat macam itu?
Friend: okla. saya minta maaf la untuk dia
Husband & aku: Buat apa u minta maaf!
Husband: saya mau dia yang minta maaf. Sekarang tau takut.Tadi masa drive xda pikir?
Friend: ok la ok la bro. Minta maaf la..
Husband: Lu cakap dgn dia, jangan kurang ajar sangat bawak kereta..

we left shell. Hati aku panas mcm nak meletop. Sian anak aku ni. Aku bukan kisah pon dia nak memotong. Tapi tolong la jangan la rajin nak bunyi kan HON tu. Itu adalah satu insult kepada orang lain. And please la be considerate when driving. Bukan dia sorang je drive. Orang lain pon drive juga kan? Jadi, if ada queue, line up la. Kalau slow, jangan la mencucuk. Malaysians ni, aku xtau la nak kata apa.. yang selfish tu selfish benar. Macam aku pegi kedai beli sayur2. Ada satu couple ni, penat dia hon, suruh tuan punya kereta yg bodoh alihkan kereta. Upenya2, adalah satu pompuan yang beratur di cashier didepan haku! aku pon sakit hati tgk! aku bising la kat bro cashier tu. Aku kate, parking lot ada, xnak masuk. Yang paling aku sakit hati tu, bro tu balas ape?! "ala, xpela. dia nak beli barang" haiiiii kau satu lagi celaka. Heee.. TOLONGLA anda2 semua. Belajar tinggi2. tapi, jangan la buat perkara bodoh yang lagi self-centered macam ni.. Haih...

walaupon aku penah double park orang di DSH, tapi aku minta maaf dgn bersungguh-sungguh. sekurang-kurangnya, aku malu dgn tindakan aku yg bodoh itu. Tapi, kenapa manusia sekarang bebal bila melakukan perkara bodoh??!

Too much..

what on earth are you doing with my handbag?

he's away for a 4 day course in PD, since tuesday. hurmm.. Biasala, rindu mesti ada. heheh. but, will be joining him tomorrow. we're going to try Avillion PD. it is a bit on the expensive side. *prays hard, husband won't get angry! but i hope it'd be a good a night stay for both of us. Kitorang dah lama xholiday! kah kah kah. its only been close to 4 months. Alhamdulillah. I so cant wait to see you tomorrow!

Gotong-Royong?

We were supposed to move into my parents old house in Menjalara. That was our plan, then since husband works in Selayang when we got married. We didnt move in right away coz *although the house was ready for us to move in, we weren't sure where our 'penempatan tetap' would be. And, our instincts were correct. Husband was transferred to PJ. So, Menjalara immediately became irrelevant because the LDP morning traffic is just too horrifying. *been there, done that during my Uni days, and i can never imagine the amount of sumpah seranah, i had done. Hari2 suma orang kena sumpah. hahah.. And u know, husband HATES traffic jams! plus, i dont want him to leave the house too early in the morning. So, we decided to...... well, yes. settle at my parents house FIRST. TEMPORARILY! okay. Not going to be permanent. I promise. hahahahaha.

Since i've forked out a bloody 500 bucks just to clean-up the semak in the Menjalara house, i mean garden *tanam rumput carpet, and buang apa2 pokok2 yang patut, so i dont want to let it become semak for the second time. But we've never been to the house since September. Bila pergi, Allah. rumput dah tinggi betis!! and weeds were almost everywhere. Husband and i mowed the grass, cabut the weeds and cleared up the front part of the house. Gotong-royong. huhu. Penat. In the end, both of us have backpains and muscle pain. huhu. At least we can save the 500 bucks spent for the garden.

Oleh itu, I promise that i'll tend to the garden more often! at least once a fortnight. *harap2 bukan hangat-hangat tahi ayam sudah. huhuhuhu..

buyatupperware

Hey y'all.. since this blog is like rojak, i created a new blog exclusively for my tupperware (R) sales. :) hehehhe.. so, apa lagi? lets check it out and lets buyatupperware!

Hormonal Rage

Yes.. as of now, i am a mad tigress.. aaaargh.. bukan macam budak kecik cute itu ye.. It's like, i get angry over every single thing that ticks me off! syaitan.. syaitan.. and i get so stressed out! I know this is just PMS.. but i think, this is the worst PMS ever.. i couldnt stand people bugging me. aaaaaargh.. I took the day off today, because WRJ is due for service. we went together to the SC this time, and sent him to his office. At least i dont have to wait for someone to pick me up!

now? i plan to go get myself tudung. yes. i hope i will get better soon enough. i couldnt stand being like a madwoman in the house. i have this Dont-come-near-me look. and i hate it! aku xtau ape yg aku hanginkan sangat. semua benda salah for yesterday, today, maybe tomorrow! arghhh!

Tupperware - Nov '08

To all mommies out there, these are good for a little outdoor picnic with the family. Maybe to Lake Gardens, or maybe at the park near your house.. :) This is a very good offer. The jumbo goody box with carriolier is actually big.. you can stuff 2 packets of cooked meehoon/mee.. And the luncheon plates, they are really cool. Click on the picture to enlarge.. Hurry while stock lasts! Its worth the price you pay. :) Owh, and please email me for the price.. I will give the retail price and the price you can pay.. :)