Kenapa dia xnak dengar???!!!!

I really have a problem with people who does not know how to take NO for an answer!! Aku tau la patient tgh critical.. But, again.. it is not solely our fault that i couldnt supply the bloody noradrenaline. I did, but i know it was not enough.. Ye la.. ICU la kata kan... haihhh.. the last time we faced the same problem, i forwarded the matter to 'the sister'. But nothing was done. Dia tu Boss.. aku ni pekerja saje. dak?? Pastu, coz there was no solution from her part, i took the easiest way out. Marah.. Sian staff nurses tu.. And i guess they too couldnt handle the stress, so they complained back to the doctors. and i was attacked by 'the sister'. Dem U!!! Fine, but because not one freaking human being in the freaking department yg pangkat lagi tinggi dari aku could provide with a bloody solution, sape yg xstress!!!

So, this time around, 'the sister' was not around. I took matters into my own hands and called up the specialist. I explained to her the situation. But i did assured her that we'll be getting some more supplies early next week. She was okay, showed some level of wanting to cooperate with me. Tiba-tiba.. ada orang went down and asked another colleague on who told this doc about the ubat blablabla.. and my colleague called me to inform me about it. When i was about to leave hospital for home, i received an sms 'the sister' saying that the ubat is ONLY for NICU and ICU. Whatever la kan??!! habis, kalau ada patient collapse kat ward, xkan nak biar mati??!! eeee.. double standard!! menyampah!!!! so, i immediately called 'the sister'.

explained what happened etc2.. only to find out someone had actually informed her about the problem. And, U guess????!!! she Freaking yelled at me!! Blaming all the other people kecuali, diri dia, diri ini dan ICU!!! WTF?? she went...

the sister: why did the news come from you, and not from the store??!!!
me: because i find it easier since i am the one who supplies daily meds to the ICU. Is it wrong??
the sister: Xdela. Nampak sangat orang store xbuat kerja. Dah tau stock low kenapa xnak cari before stock habis??
me: yes, but i have been communicating with Th***s about this. and he's been helping me out. we've been calling....
the sister: i'm not talking about you.. i am talking about orang store yg xreti buat kerja!
me: no, thats not true.. (sape kate orang store xbuat kerja?)stress...
the sister: blablablabal*already yelling

and she hung up! Dem YOU!!!!!!

Gilo!!! Kenapa la dia xnak mendengar? and why keep blaming other people when she couldnt even listen for 1 bloody second? i was not trying to protect my dear colleague, but the accusation was just too kurang ajar!! i couldnt take it!! aku pon same marah, so, i too didnt want to listen to her cause i think she's gotten it all wrong! She wasnt even there when the problem occured. and she wasnt even there to help solve the problem. Yang dia tau, MARAH!!! macam singa betina!!! Aku stress sangat-sangat!!!!

Sebagai pegawai yang bawah dia, xpernah la aku dapat solution daripada dia when a problem occur. Sampai kena bergaduh2 dulu, baru la ada boss yang nak ambil tindakan!! BODOHNYAAAA!!! aku stress.. dah, i need to go pray! Stress.. kang beranak pulak!!