Bueeek!!

Remember i was not well earlier this week? On Monday afternoon, i started sneezing, and soon the sneezing became worse and then it was runny nose. Then, after lunch, i started having lower-back pain. I thought to myself , i needed rest, and asked for permission to go home early. Packed my stuff, asked for permission, and started walking out. Many saw me going home, and they started asking me. I said i was not well. Lower back pain, and all. The thing is, they all laughed at me. Kenape pulak gelak? orang demam, die gelak. They said, "pregnant nii!". I said, that can't be, coz i dont feel pregnant. You can actually feel u are pregnant if you really are you know. They kept telling me that. ape2 tah. So, I got 4 days of Total rest at home. Such heaven. Husband did take a day off to look after me. *padehal, dia malas nak pegi keje. huhuhu..

Came friday, i started working. I punched in at 9 am because i have to stay back until 6pm that day, so i missed the morning prayer. As i was walking to my work place, i saw the faces i last saw on monday. They came to me and started whispering at me. You guess? the thing is, words spreads like wind in my department. Suddenly, many came to me with winks and smile. All expecting 'the' answer from me. "betulkan awak pregnant?!" or "ye ke pregnant? dengar2 ari tu xsihat? pregnant ek??" Aiihhh.. I wished it is true. But no I'm not. I am not pregnant. yet.

Kadang2 stress jugak. Sebab, people expect you to get pregnant like soo soon. I am only into our second month of marriage. And people are all over me waiting for 'the' good news. It's like, that is all thats being asked these days. pregnant? yes? no? No. Susah betul. My inlaws pun xtanya gitu. If ada rezeki nanti, ada la. Siapa yang xnak anak kan? I mean, if you were to ask me if i want to get pregnant now or later, i would definitely say now. but thing is, i am not yet pregnant. hurmm. But i guess, i can still tolerate the questions. will see how far they will go with the questions. I'll take it all as du'a. Hopefully menjadi kenyataan. Ameen. hehehe..

okayla, nak ciao. Salam Ramadhan.