Updates on Simba

Went for my regular check-up at the clinic in my workplace. I got a better dr today. Alhamdulillah. Baby's estimated weight is 2.3kg at 34 weeks. Alhamdulillah.. (that explains why i am 62kg now.. aaargh!!) But as long as simba is doing good, healthy and growing, i am most glad. Syukur to Allah. Simba is already in cephalic position (head-down la) and i hope simba will maintain in that position sampai dia lahir. At the moment, I can feel simba hiccup-ing. hehehe.. I love it when simba hiccups!
it feels.. errr.. how do i describe it.. it feels.. funny. there's this consistent beat down there! Only a few weeks left.. I am nervous and i so cant wait to see my simba. Dia tgh keras2 kan perut nih! adeh.. Dia dah bangun.. oklah. ciao

Diarrhoea...

.... Yet again.....:(

Sakit perut.. Poor Little Simba, has to put up with my contracting bowel! Simba is so uncomfortable... (at least i can tell) because of Simba's non-stop movement. And it's worsening the stomach pain. Nak amek leave, but sian kat my staff. Lagipon pagi-pagi ni, bukan banyak kerja pon.

Husband sent me to work this morning. :) I love him to bits!! tapi sbb xde transport, kena la duduk diam-diam kat hospital ni..*bila la nak pegi bayar phone bil nih!! hihhiii..

Since my staff is out for lunch, leaving me alone and sleepy in this room, maka.. telah la aku berkemas-kemas especially the documents yang melambak-lambak.. Yang xde file, yg xdi filekan betul-betul.. hurmmm..

I'm hungry already. wanna go grab something to feed Simba..

ciao

Kepulangan

Ye.. Kami sudah pulang.. dari Kursus Induksi dan juga Kursus Ken*egaraan. All that i can say is, I did enjoy myself there. Well, partly because i got husband to attend the two courses with me..*senang sikit sbb dah memboyot dgn dasyatnya.. And on the other hand, we made new friends.. and it was all good. Pengisian?? Pengisian perut every 6hourly.. hmmmm... does more harm to the body weight than anything else. But, induction was good. *baru la reti nak buat claims and what nots.. hihihihiih.

Induction taught me to become a more responsible 'Penjawat Awam'.. They taught us how to answer calls, etc.. *haruslah aku menjawab telefon dalam 10 saat!! hihihihi.. And my group won Best Performance!! hihih.. Thanks to the creative groupmates of mine, Dr. Arvin, Dr. Munzir, Ang, Mas, Dr. Jessica, Dr. Nurul, Mei Yao, Gege and myself!! Kami telah menggemparkan dewan Hotel Sri Malaysia itu! huhuhuhuh.. We had fun! Tetapi, sungguh mengstresskan bila balik kerja. Kerja amat mengstresskan!

Anyways, kami gembira kerana dapat bertemu dgn kawan-kawan baru!

induction course

hey, i.m blogging from husbands hp.we.re in genting for our induction course. Food here is good. We had some good speakers and some,well.. They are okay. Ok lah. I have to prepare for my public speaking.

Macam Monyet

My mother called us yesterday, just before Maghrib. 'I don't feel like cooking. Jom makan meehun sup kat de5?' we said yes.. Sian dia makan sorang-sorang. So after Maghrib, we meet up at the named restaurant. I had soto, my mother had meehunmee soto, and husband had grilled chicken chop. *the soto didn't taste that yummy though. but we stayed on abit. We chat a lot, laughed and just before 9pm, we left for home. Sesampainya kitorang kat rumah, we had another round of borak-borak. Always about my cute anak sedaras especially Anfaal.. *she's having a hard time adjusting to her new baby brother.. Suddenly abah called on the house phone. I went to answer the call. and as i hung up the phone, he called again. This time, with an instruction. Then....

I felt this sharp pain down there! AAAAAAAAAAarrrrrgh. I went out, to tell my husband to help me with the thing dad asked me to do.. and at the same time, i was holding my lower abdomen, and terbongkok.. I said, 'help me with.. blablabla... i need to go to the toilet!' mother and husband looked at me in awe. I taktau diorg tu nak gelak or kesian.. hmmmphhh.. But i was still standing there.. with all the aduhs and aaahss.. *mengerang kesakitan ok.. And then i immediately went away when the pain lessens.. Husband and my mother joined suit. They left their seats and made their way into the house. Tiba-tiba.. the pain came back!!! i had to go to the toilet! but i couldnt. it was just too painful!! i tried to walk. slowly though, and i went to the toilet akhirnya.

Job done, i went out. crying... husband helped me. dia apply minyak sikit on my lower abdomen. and that did help to ease the pain.. Out of the blue.. he said 'Sian ya. Abg tengok mcm monyet jalan pon ada tadi. Abg kesian pon ada, nak gelak pon ada..hehehehe..' and he burst out laughing! Ada ke!!! Sampai hati dia.. I laughed too cause i can imagine myself, jalan terbongkok, and terkengkang sikit.. memang macam monyet! BUT, truth is, I was in PAIN!!! haih.. macam monyet!

I woke up 4 times through out my sleep. sakit perut. *siap sempat tgk Man U vs Wigans... walaupon they played so badly.Seb baik menang! I dont know if this is food poisoning or symptoms experience due to the changes of hormones. But i really don't like it! Hate it infact! hurmmm.. if this thing won't go away by tomorrow, i'll have to go see the GP..

till then..

Nothing

I am tired due to sleepless nights..
This little simba of ours loves waking up at the wee hour of the day.
To make things worse, i have to stayback for the extended hours shift today.

Haiihhh..

I feel like taking a nap!! Just a short one.

ZzzZZzzzzzz.....

Little Simba

My sister calls my baby Little Simba. Sila lah teka maknyanya sekiranya anda pandai. Hihihi.. Anyways..Last 2 weeks, i had an appointment at my work place. Dr. scanned my ever-growing tummy (i could see my baby so clearly..:)* heart melts) and i was told that the placenta was a bit low-lying. He said, i might have to deliver via C-SECT. I was not so happy to hear that. But the truth is, it is just the edge of the placenta and it's quite huge i tell you. But, thing is.. he did it already. I went home, worried sick. Husband was very calm though.. he said, 'its okay. everything's gonna be fine. You'll be fine and little simba will be fine too..' tenang hati ku seketika.

So, yesterday i went to see my dr. She didn't say a word about my placenta. I waited, and it was like before she dismissed us, i asked her the question. I even showed her my book. and u guess what, she was disappointed. She said, it is normal to have the placenta low lying, but she said, i am only 29 weeks pregnant, and it will move up when my tummy grows bigger. Plus, my baby is now head-down as compared to the last scan i had at the hospital, baby was in transverse position. hehehe.. lega hati.. The best part was, she kept reminding me to make lots and lots of du'a to the Almighty.. Baiknya doktor kuu.. In the car, husband said to me.. 'i told you not to worry. But i understand.. i will always make du'a for you and baby.. *heart melts!.. Now can we go shopping?!' hehehe.. I am most grateful. Moga-moga dipermudahkan for me and baby. Ameeen.. till then. Gambar ultrasound xscan.

Kecik-kecik

We used to live in the UK for a year and a half. My father sambung belajar and all of us tagged along. I was 4 1/2 at that time. In the UK, it is compulsory for children age 3 and above to go to school. Preschool, nursery, and then sekolah rendah n menengah dan seterusnya. So, my parents enrolled me into F1 kot.. haa.. I still remember the names of my teachers. Mrs Daniel and Mrs. Neil? tembak je. Best ok! Sekolah bukan macam kat Malaysia. So, there was a time, i was sick for a few days, and missed school. So when i got back to school, I was asked to draw an animal for our class presentation. We worked in pairs. My partner was robert. hahaha.. So, the deal was.. i prepare the drawings, and Robert wil present it during assembly. HAHAHAHAHA.. So, i took the pen, and started drawing.. Itu la gambar anjing yang telah dilukis!! Mrs daniel laughed so bad, aku rase nak lukis balek. She went ' owh look, nadia's dog has eight legs!!!!' and they all laughed! aku yg xtahan malu mase tu, rase nak koyak and buat gamba baru je!! hahahhahaha.. MALUUU!! i tried to ask to re-do the drawings, but all i got was, 'it's okay nadia. your dog is cute'.. bodo sungguh.

Tiba lah pada hari assembly, diorg pon introduce la lukisan2 kami.. When it was our turn, i hid behind robert, especially when mrs daniel announced 'Nadia's and robert's Eight legged dog!' Habis mak-mak and bapak-bapak dalam assembly hall to gelak! My mom pon gelak, and she remembers it until today! so, Hari ni.. teringin rase di hati nak mempersembahkan, My eight legged dog, SPOT! hahahhaha.. Sila lah gelak dgn keji ye???

sekian, salam

Incident Reporting

Urrrrp... Alhamdulillah.. Dinner was yummy. Had Ikan kembung singgang, ikan kembung bakar with cicah budu, cili api n petai, on top of that, ada sayur goreng and it was all good. then, we sambung chit chat after dinner.. biasa lah kan? Gelak2 and all. It was all good.. i could take my mind off of work for an hour.

Hari ni, i had a super long day at work. Haih. We had to get this particular vaccine. We called up all the hospitals in Klang Valley. We could only get 4 vials. We needed 6 vials. Tried Seremban, Melaka, Johor, even Kuantan and Ipoh to get the vaccine.. But to no avail. I was very busy making calls today and it was just so tiring.. I was worried because the patients who needed the vaccines are babies. newborn babies to be exact. And its really frustrating that, this incident happened not on natural cause, but because of circumstances that could actually be avoided. Anyways, things happened. Dah sibuk bebel2 tu.. things came back to me in no time.

I received a call from one of the assistants, telling me that the ICU staff nurse came down to return a vaccine (a different one) that i have dispensed earlier before i went home. I was supposed to dispense HI vaccine. But i took out VZ Vaccine. I wont say i am lucky.. but i would say, the doctor/nurses did their job well, read the label i gave and read the name of the given vaccine. Thank you. So, they returned it back before administering it to the patient. It got me wonder.. Baru aku bebel to those yg xbuat kerja betul2. But, actually.. anything can happen. But anyways, i've learnt my lesson. I will make an incident report and will have it sent to my superior. Responsibility must come first. right?

All praise to the Almighty.. Salam

just updates

I just got back from the ICU round. its damn tiring. mentally definitely.. physically too now that i'm pregnant. i haven't had lunch, and baby is already hungry.. i can tell. hihi, kan baby? Anyways, aside from yawning every 5 minutes, I am verifying the prescriptions and its boresome. Called husband a while ago. he said, he'll be coming home abit late today. FUTSAL, FUTSAL. i can't complain much see, coz he needs alot of exercise. his tummy IS bulging out. and in no time, he wouldnt be able to shove his cute butt down into his pants. hihi.. sorry bang!! I love you so much! hihihihi..

activities these past few days? None. Owh owh.. last saturday, husband and i went to OU to check out some baby stuff. hihi. well, we went into mcare. But husband went ballistic (hahahah) when he sees the prices. 'xpe baby.. we'll get nice, cute and comfortable stuff for you' says husband. i x kisah pun. i have a lot more to think of at the moment than cute clothes. huhu.. maybe later.. I am so disorganized. aihh.. nak beranak kat mana pon, i couldnt decide. aaaargh.. hurmm.. mampu kah anda membantu ku?? anyways.. husbands agreed on buying baby a cool stroller. yeay!! okla. i need to do my work. ciao

Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa?? Bila?

Its 3.15 a.m, and here i am at the hospital WORKING. haihhh.. I hate night shifts! coz it's just so tiring. Fortunately, there are only few sick people left waiting for their turn. I can see myself dozing off really soon.. heheh.. i couldnt stand staring at the stupid box. At this time of day usually the guards will turn some lights off.. berjimatkan.. ekonomi tengah gawat. and that's the best time to tido..

Since i am working, lets talk about work. MINE i mean. hihi. Sebenarnya, satelite ku berfungsi to supply medications to TWO Intensive Care Units. General ICU as well as Neonatal ICU. Dua-dua pon ICU. and because the nursing care provided are Intensive, maka akhirnya diriku ini terjebak dengan ke'stress'an ditempat kerja. I told you i have a super-efficient assistant. Yes, she helps me alot. And she makes managing the satelite so much easier. But u see, kerja ku juga melibatkan orang-orang yang bernama boss yang berpangkat lebih tinggi dari U41. dan juga staff nurses yang kebanyakkannya cantik-cantik (tetapi biadap), dan juga doktor-doktor yang kadang-kadang terlampau 'cinta' kan pesakit sehingga lupa akan tanggungjawab sebenar diorang. Iaitu, to function as a doctor/specialist. owh, and not to forget penolong ku yang makin lama, makin sukar untuk aku communicate with, because i believe we both hate each other, deep down inside. ahahaha.. Nevertheless, for me.. Work is Work. i dont carry personal things into my work.. or at least i try not to. But u see, when i'm getting all sorts of rumours (yang sering mencairkan taik telinga ku yg keras ni) from many people, it gets difficult. Really difficult.

I am lucky husband still make an effort to listen to all my complaints about this particular person, eventho i know he too couldnt handle the stress of just listening. i try not to complain too much, but sometimes.. kesakitan hati itu is just unbearable, yang tahap boleh meletop. and believe me, i feel alot better after that. hehehe.. I love you Abang.. muaaah! Thing is, masalah perasaan ini, for me are too small a matter. And i have 18 patients in the ICU that needs medications.. So, i brushed it off aside just many times. Cuma, akhir-akhir ini.. things got out of hands. Nampaknya, aku juga sudah tidak mampu to maintain professional.. and its getting personal now. Aaaaarghh! I was called-in by my immediate superior.. and it sounded as though aku yang bermasalah. Aku kecewa.. i believe in this malay saying.. Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa. Tapi, in the end, i had to explain things.. and u know.. it is terribly depressing..

Tapi, hari ni.. keadaan menjadi lebih buruk. dan aku telah mengamuk sedikit. susah kerja when u can't communicate well with those working around you. And i do not agree kerja mengarah-arah. Aku kerja Gomen je. Banyak lagi boss2 yang perlu aku answer to. dan hanya 2 orang yg answer to me. And sebab ramai yang terlibat dalam chain kerja aku.. So, haruslah kita berbaik-baik sesama kita, right? kenapa kena kerja gaduh-gaduh dan xpuas hati?? Kerja lebih penting!! thing is, i tried to explain to her about how i hoped/want things to be. tapi, unfortunately dia susah nak menerima 'arahan' from me, apatah lagi untuk mendengar.. susah-susah.. haihhh..

Aku xsalahkan dia 100%. I believe i too contribute to this problem. Tapi i believe, bukan aku yg mulakan dulu. or at least, i know that i would never to hurt her feelings. Mungkin secara xsengaja.. dan i regret for the times that i've hurt her feelings. hurmm.. haiiihhhh... anyways.. i am already sleepy now..i think i just going to land myself on a not-so-comfortable-and-cold toto.. heheh.. oklah.. sekian bebelan ku..

New Addition!

pic by zaidimuhammad (sis's friend)

Alhamdulillah, husband has a new birthday-mate. It was a double celebration indeed. My eldest sister gave birth to a big and healthy baby boy via c-sect. He weighed 3.3kg. and he's just as cute as all my anak-anak sedara. On the 7th day, sister had a small get together at their house in cardiff for Majlis Bertahnik and cukur jambul as well as to announce the name of their new baby. The name is Ameer Muadz bin Mohd Imran. Alhamdulillah.

gambar diatas ialah Anfaal trying to soothe Muadz by putting her finger into his mouth. Good attempt anfaal. comelkan anak2 saudara ku?!

Gerak

2 days back, i was throwing out blood.. it was a very painful one. it felt like the whole GIT was coming out. Then, it was already sore throat. Husband insisted that i go see the GP. i refused. Okay lagi.. But, the next day turned out to be worse. i didnt actually vom.. But, i was all dizzy the whole day. i came to work late coz i couldnt handle the dizziness. it became worse when i thought i felt better. So, i spent my day in the surau, sleeping. kesian my assistant. She's a pregnant lady as well.. and baby is due in 6 weeks. but, she's been one of my heroine at work. thanks babe..

That very evening, i vom again.. when i was having shower. Husband came running, trying to help me. he looked anguish and a bit angry. Go get ready. we're going to see ur OB. u're so not going to work tomorrow. i couldnt say much as i was already weak after the vom episode. Doc gave me two-days rest. and she did another scan for me. So far, alhamdulillah. My baby is growing well inside of me. Baby was 24.5 mm 2 weeks ago. and yesterday, baby is already 49.9 mm.

i am indeed very happy to see my baby. and i could see baby moving (its actually baby's reflects, coz baby ia not yet in control of its own movement) and i am all grateful to Allah. Husband was all excited. as always. And today, since i was in bed the whole day, i tried to focus on my tummy for any signs of movement thats not mine u see. And i can see that my tummy actually flutters when i hold my breath. huhuhuhu! And and.. i thought, why not give a bit pressure on it, incase if i can feel my baby's heartbeat.. And... ahahahaha.. i was laughing my heart out! indeed, i can feel my baby's heatbeat. its very faint. but, its there.. I told husband right away.. he didnt believe me, but i taught him how, and there was definitely a big grin on his way.. "ni baby babah".. aaaww..

Alhamdulillah. anyways.. i still feel bad for not being able to go to work. i am okay most of the days.. but there are some days that the N and V are really bad.. but the truth is, i am mostly grateful for having a husband who supports me, and friends who's always there for me when i am in need. colleagues i mean.. M and I, u know who u are. Khamis, when i am alot better( i hope i will be alot better) kita makan jambu cicah sos rojak buah k?? i love u guys to bits..

till then y'all. Salam

Updates updates

Hi..
i am back from the long silence. Lets just hope i won't disappear again..hihi.. But really, i was away because i was really unwell. Yes, i am 11 weeks and 6 days pregnant. And the hormones are not doing justice to my tummy. infact, i have just.. you know.. emptied my stomach awhile ago! (sakit tekak ku).. I guess, this is what being a mommy is about. It requires a high level of patience. Baru pregnant. Belom anak lagi. Nevertheless, husband has been very-very helpful. Alhamdulillah. I am grateful.

I wanted to update about our raya korban in terengganu. That's my first really. Dahla banjir!! But, i am just too lazy to upload the pics, and just too lazy to write about it. I guess, it'll just be a memory for me only. Owh, my in-laws are excited over our pregnancy. 'Anak Joe' la katakan. heheh. I hope my pregnancy will go well, without much complications.. InsyaAllah. Owh, our baby will be the third cucu for my parents, this year.. year 2009. Plus, my cute little niece, anfaal. So, my parents are getting 4 cucus in just two years. Alhamdulillah. My in laws are getting 1 cucu every year. hehe. baby is due in July. So that makes our baby, our anniversary baby. heheh.

Work u ask? My satelite has successfully started operation since 15th december. Horror!! You can never imagine the amount of drugs supplied to the ICU only. I have to stock-up the items twice a week! Worse, the drug usage pattern is so unpredictable. So, with the very limited space that i have, i just had to squeeze as many drugs as i can. be it in small amount/big amount. Haih. Thanks to my colleague, M*l.. u know who u are, for always helping me out at my new workstation. Kalau ko xde, haih.. pengsan aku okay!! and i really appreciate it. That gives me the luxury to relax Alot! and gossip alittle (maybe alot!!) whenever she's around. I am also grateful to have a very efficient, kind, and super-organized assistant. Aaaahh.. they make my day when i am about to turn into a green monster! huhu..

Oklah. Thats all for now i guess.. until the next update. *harap-harap esok/lusa dan bukan 1 bulan dari sekarang ye?.. hehehhehe.. salam

2009

its 2009 & 1430 Hijrah already.. How time flies.. A lot of things happened in 2008. I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah. Anyways.. walaupon dilanda morning sickness yang agak teruk semalam dan kelmarin.. huhuhuhu.. tapi, i tetap bersyukur. oklah.. malas nak bebel longer..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Driver bodo

Last night, i felt like having tomyam for dinner. I couldnt stand the smell of sardine n egg. it kills my appetite and makes me want to throw up! So, tomyam we had for dinner. At first we were thinking of going to the bank after dinner, but because I couldnt handle the nausea, husband decided that we go home, right away. But the worse has yet to happen. I didnt puke okay people.. but someone, so irresponsible changed our mood last night. Meh, nak cerita.

If you have ever been to Dataran Sunway, Kota Damansara.. u can imagine how congested the place can be at night. The place will be swarmed with people, hungry & satiated people, that is cause there are just too many kopitiams n restaurants. serious! And, semestinya, terlampau banyak kereta! The thing is, this is the time when a person is at his/her most inconsiderate behaviour i tell you. We wouldnt mind making a few rounds to find a proper parking lot, but for many, they would rather DOUBLE PARK, right infront the shop and then eat HAPPILY. Bangang mana tah belajar park macam nih! when the car they double park wants to leave, they will honk hard to call the stupid owner. Aku cakap ni, Melayu, India, Cina. same saje! Thats how inconsiderate Malaysian Drivers are! Smalam, my husband had to reverse 3 times because this guy, in a Kembara REFUSED!!! i repeat! refused to park his car in a proper parking lot and double park instead because we think that he is TOO lazy to press on the paddle, reverse, accelerate. and break. only to get a stare from husband, and i tell you its not nice to stare at other people, but isnt it obvious enough they are soo incosiderate.

Well, i am not quite done yet.. You all tau la, 2 way street, kan? pastu dgn beruk2 yang double park lagi.. making it quite difficult for two cars to pass, side by side. and Giant KD pulak dah bukak. Traffic coming from giant pon banyak. so, dah la dgn jalan sempit sbb beruk2 double park, plus the oncoming traffic from giant lagi. So, Traffic was slow. Tapi, what annoyed us was, this young lady driver, Suka hati atok dia, nak potong our car. Kereta depan break to slow down, and so we had too slow down. suddenly, ko tau dia HON kitorg sekuat mungkin! Celaka betina ni. Husband Hon la dia balek. nak laju pegi mana kan? so, dia squeeze balek behind us. lepas keluar junction, die rempit la. sempat la aku maki one round. dia stare balek. AAAiiiihhh.. memang nak mampos pempuan bangang nih. Guess what i did??!

Ye.. i asked husband to follow her. What?! ko ingat aku xleh harrass you?! Dia tekan minyak nak mampos, cilok kiri, cilok kanan. we followed her to a shell station in KD. Cuak okay minah tu. Her friend was waiting for US i presume.

Friend: Ini ada apa?
Husband: U punya kawan kurang ajar bawak kereta. Mau potong xlepas marah orang lain. Kalau nak cepat sangat, u pasang la emergency light! Itu jalan sempit maaa.. considerate la sikit kan? suma orang mau balek rumah ma..
Friend: So? xda apa rosak kan? jadi, xda kes la..
Aku: Hello! memang la xda rosak. Tapi, lain kali, drive pikir orang lain juga. Jangan ingat ini jalan bapak punya!
Friend: Eyh, biar sorang cakap sudah la
*minah tu kecut dalam kereta
Husband: Saya xnak cari gaduh. Tapi sakit hati ma! apa hon hon?! dia pandai sangat ka bawak laju2 tempat macam itu?
Friend: okla. saya minta maaf la untuk dia
Husband & aku: Buat apa u minta maaf!
Husband: saya mau dia yang minta maaf. Sekarang tau takut.Tadi masa drive xda pikir?
Friend: ok la ok la bro. Minta maaf la..
Husband: Lu cakap dgn dia, jangan kurang ajar sangat bawak kereta..

we left shell. Hati aku panas mcm nak meletop. Sian anak aku ni. Aku bukan kisah pon dia nak memotong. Tapi tolong la jangan la rajin nak bunyi kan HON tu. Itu adalah satu insult kepada orang lain. And please la be considerate when driving. Bukan dia sorang je drive. Orang lain pon drive juga kan? Jadi, if ada queue, line up la. Kalau slow, jangan la mencucuk. Malaysians ni, aku xtau la nak kata apa.. yang selfish tu selfish benar. Macam aku pegi kedai beli sayur2. Ada satu couple ni, penat dia hon, suruh tuan punya kereta yg bodoh alihkan kereta. Upenya2, adalah satu pompuan yang beratur di cashier didepan haku! aku pon sakit hati tgk! aku bising la kat bro cashier tu. Aku kate, parking lot ada, xnak masuk. Yang paling aku sakit hati tu, bro tu balas ape?! "ala, xpela. dia nak beli barang" haiiiii kau satu lagi celaka. Heee.. TOLONGLA anda2 semua. Belajar tinggi2. tapi, jangan la buat perkara bodoh yang lagi self-centered macam ni.. Haih...

walaupon aku penah double park orang di DSH, tapi aku minta maaf dgn bersungguh-sungguh. sekurang-kurangnya, aku malu dgn tindakan aku yg bodoh itu. Tapi, kenapa manusia sekarang bebal bila melakukan perkara bodoh??!

Too much..

what on earth are you doing with my handbag?

he's away for a 4 day course in PD, since tuesday. hurmm.. Biasala, rindu mesti ada. heheh. but, will be joining him tomorrow. we're going to try Avillion PD. it is a bit on the expensive side. *prays hard, husband won't get angry! but i hope it'd be a good a night stay for both of us. Kitorang dah lama xholiday! kah kah kah. its only been close to 4 months. Alhamdulillah. I so cant wait to see you tomorrow!

Gotong-Royong?

We were supposed to move into my parents old house in Menjalara. That was our plan, then since husband works in Selayang when we got married. We didnt move in right away coz *although the house was ready for us to move in, we weren't sure where our 'penempatan tetap' would be. And, our instincts were correct. Husband was transferred to PJ. So, Menjalara immediately became irrelevant because the LDP morning traffic is just too horrifying. *been there, done that during my Uni days, and i can never imagine the amount of sumpah seranah, i had done. Hari2 suma orang kena sumpah. hahah.. And u know, husband HATES traffic jams! plus, i dont want him to leave the house too early in the morning. So, we decided to...... well, yes. settle at my parents house FIRST. TEMPORARILY! okay. Not going to be permanent. I promise. hahahahaha.

Since i've forked out a bloody 500 bucks just to clean-up the semak in the Menjalara house, i mean garden *tanam rumput carpet, and buang apa2 pokok2 yang patut, so i dont want to let it become semak for the second time. But we've never been to the house since September. Bila pergi, Allah. rumput dah tinggi betis!! and weeds were almost everywhere. Husband and i mowed the grass, cabut the weeds and cleared up the front part of the house. Gotong-royong. huhu. Penat. In the end, both of us have backpains and muscle pain. huhu. At least we can save the 500 bucks spent for the garden.

Oleh itu, I promise that i'll tend to the garden more often! at least once a fortnight. *harap2 bukan hangat-hangat tahi ayam sudah. huhuhuhu..

buyatupperware

Hey y'all.. since this blog is like rojak, i created a new blog exclusively for my tupperware (R) sales. :) hehehhe.. so, apa lagi? lets check it out and lets buyatupperware!

Hormonal Rage

Yes.. as of now, i am a mad tigress.. aaaargh.. bukan macam budak kecik cute itu ye.. It's like, i get angry over every single thing that ticks me off! syaitan.. syaitan.. and i get so stressed out! I know this is just PMS.. but i think, this is the worst PMS ever.. i couldnt stand people bugging me. aaaaaargh.. I took the day off today, because WRJ is due for service. we went together to the SC this time, and sent him to his office. At least i dont have to wait for someone to pick me up!

now? i plan to go get myself tudung. yes. i hope i will get better soon enough. i couldnt stand being like a madwoman in the house. i have this Dont-come-near-me look. and i hate it! aku xtau ape yg aku hanginkan sangat. semua benda salah for yesterday, today, maybe tomorrow! arghhh!